I just wanted to put this out there and get some feed back...
Ok in my mind these are two different things. Belief is an opinion, its what you think is right, but you dont really know... and Faith in my opinion, is not a belief, not even a fact, its a state of being. In the faith state your beliefs might achieve more of a quality of rightness/trueness but they are still subjective in their nature, they may feel objective, but you cant really know, but they feel true to you atleast. In the faith state though you have let go, given yourself up and its not something you can decide to do. You can decide to try (maybe) but when it happens...it happens by "grace" of god, the one, the whole, the tao...whatever. It happens when it must and not before.
In the last few years, in my personal exploration..i had done alot of reading about quantum theory, cosmology, all that crap, philosophies of all kinds, and religions especially eastern. I had formed a personal life/religious philosophy out of all this and my other experiences and that is what i believed, thats how i thought it was, i didnt think i had it all, or even all right, but for the most part i believed thats how things were.
After my first shroom trip while coming down i had a brief moment that i can only describe as a very small and shallow kensho moment..in that moment everything i had thought to be, wasnt just a thought, or a belief anymore..it was now fact (to me atleast). It took on some knew level of trueness till that moment i hadnt known was possible. It kinda suprised me, i was sure before that all that was what i did indeed believe, but now here i was faced with the realization thats how it actually was (generally speaking, and before i had just believed thats how it was. This moment i would call faith, or atleast a taste of the faith state.
Several months later i had another moment, non drug related, that happened shortly after i had begun meditating regularly. I have described this moment in detail in other posts so i wont do it here. Go look at the strangest non drug experience thread if u want the details. Anyways in this moment one of the things that happpend is a physical sensation swept over me, tingly kind of, and in that instant i knew...i knew everything. Couldnt begin to articulate it, but i knew it...at the very least i was convinced i knew it. I persisted very strongly in that state for the next few weeks, minus the tinglyness and the holy shit! feeling i had when it first hit me.
I had zero fear...zero doubt, was the most content and happy i have ever been in my entire life, all because in one moment i had forgotten myself..or realized my true nature. I let myself go (completely on accident) i surrendered to "it". I didnt choose to do it, hell i dont think i could have stopped it. Thats what i think faith is...its a state of being like being in love..its tangible almost, not an opinion, or a fact, or a belief, its a state of being.
I think the truely enlightened are those that persist in this state. And i wonder about christains and other people who claim to have "faith". I have no doubt they have belief...but faith, im more skeptical of. At best i acknowledge that the experience isnt all that uncommon, but to "HAVE" it as if they were persisting in that state...i cant help but highly doubt (in most cases), and in my personal opinion i think most likely they are mistaking belief for faith, or a moment of faith for "having faith".
So anyways those are my thoughts on faith vs belief and remember im just stating an opinion here, not claiming any of this to be some objective truth if such a thing exists..just my own lil subjective take on things. A very hypocritical one at that since i really believe that it is wrong to make any judgements of anykind, ofcourse thats paradox since that itself is a judgement. Or maybe its just all semantics...maybe thats all we have left to argue.
Sincerely, That which is, and has no choice but to be.
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