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OfflineKaliomas
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Less than 2g cubensis, first time
    #28488395 - 10/01/23 03:48 AM (3 months, 26 days ago)

Hi,

thought it would be fun to share the experience here.
Some context: I consider my self to be mentally strong person. I have a good job, a loving girlfriend and wonderful children.
I have no underlying issues and i am basically happy in my life.
I mean i have the standard "problems" that a father might have, like a little bit lack of sleep and a sometimes too little time for myself. But i have no problem with it.

Me and my wife sometimes use cannabis in the evening because we enjoy the experience. We love eating under the influence of it, love each other and also watch series or listen to music.
We came up with the idea to also try cubensis (cambodian) first time, which we did this friday.

I lemon tekked 1.85g and my wife lemon tekked about 1.6g dry.
For some context, my wifes mother suffers from schizophrenia and she takes care of her a bit.
So she has some underlying fear that she might turn crazy. However i have to say that she is also a mentally very strong, self-confident successful person. This fear would be proven wrong later....

We took the shrooms at 08:00pm.
At 08:20pm the effects started and we could see our floor moving and colors increasing.
I had a very funny feeling that the lamp in our living room stretched out to me and tried to seduce me.
We were fascinnated by the hallucinations. At some point my wife "jumped into the floor" and laughed her ass off because she felt she could swim through the floor and eventually became the floor.

She had the impression that she was everything and she was very very positive about it.
At some point i felt an indescribable spiritual clarity. It was as if an entity ripped my soul out of my self and put me next to myself to see me from outside and judge me, including all positive and negative
things.

I wouldn't say it was a bad trip at that point. It was rather ambivalent and exhausting.
At the comedown the visuals became pretty weird. I felt detached from everything. Everything looked like abstract art and i wouldn't be able to grasp what i was looking at.
Also faces were a little distorted. I wasnt really scared i felt clarity. But at that moment i thought "oh my god, this is probably what schizophrenia or a psychosis must feel like" and for a short
period i thought about never being able to escape this state which was really intimidating.

Meanwhile my wife had the best experience of all time.
About 4:30hrs later the trip came to an end.

What would you call this? Is this a bad trip? Is it normal?
Which level would you consider this?
I dont consider it as bad. It was really spiritual but ambivalent.
Not like an easy evening.

I'd rather be swimming in the parquet. So what to do to get there?


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: Kaliomas]
    #28490262 - 10/02/23 07:45 PM (3 months, 24 days ago)

Hi.
Thanks for sharing

The only person who can judge if it was a certain (bad) trip is you. It seems you have already come to the conclusion it was not a bad trip.
I personally don't label them as good or bad. They are always therapeutic.

Love to you and your family
Cheers


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: ellamush]
    #28491678 - 10/04/23 04:10 AM (3 months, 23 days ago)

Your trips sound normal. Trips are random.

You can focus on "set and setting." Have an intention. Do integration. Sleep well, exercise, drink water, get sunshine, eat healthy, avoid salt, sugar, and caffeine, meditate, do yoga, tai chi, reiki, acupuncture, read self help books, do therapy, etc. Do all those before and after the trip.


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: Kaliomas]
    #28495156 - 10/07/23 06:04 AM (3 months, 20 days ago)

More important is to be mentally resilient and pliable than mentally strong.

Being mentally strong means that you have a habit or personality that latches very tightly to mental formations, and this causes them to be recycled through time for the duration of your experience.  To be mentally pliable and resilient, you must practice mental releasing, letting go permits psychonautic navigation.


I am wondering if your girlfriend and wife are the same person. that confused me a bit.


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: redgreenvines]
    #28497257 - 10/09/23 04:20 AM (3 months, 18 days ago)

Ok, yes i can see that.
Girlfriend = Wife

I am used to call her my wife.
We live together for 13 years now and have children.
But we are not legally married. For simplicity I call her my wife as not being married obviously often confuses people.

Yeah she also expects me to be too much on the logical side and this being not able to let go….

I can see that only I can judge if it was a bad trip.
But what I wanted to say:

I consider myself pretty stable and logical. But I could totally see that an experience like this could easily turn into a very bad trip for other people.


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: Kaliomas]
    #28500255 - 10/11/23 03:02 PM (3 months, 15 days ago)

I agree, and also agree with RGV above. The two biggest factors that cause "bad" trips are 1. Not letting go, trying to maintain control. and 2. When you forget you took a substance.

Personally, I try to surrender to the experience, even saying "show me" or "show me what I am ready for".

"Difficult" trips are not necessarily "bad trips. It sbeen said that a trip can cover as much ground as years of psychotherapy. Psychotherapy can be difficult too, but both are healing.

So surrender to the trip and remember that it is the result of a substance that will be over within 4 hours or so.


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: Neurotech] * 1
    #28501159 - 10/12/23 04:10 AM (3 months, 15 days ago)

Update:
New Trip yesterday. I updosed a bit and since I am usually very relaxed on cannabis I decided I would take two breathes of my vaporizer on upcoming to peak in order to let go a bit easier, fight the urge to control and also to fight a bit the initial nausea.

What can I say. I had the time of my life. Everything was so perfect.
I watched our house and my children and almost had to cry because of all this beauty.

I fell in love with everything. And quite at the end I even had some slight glimpses on inner 3D hallucinations.

I’m not sure whether it was updosing, the fact that it was not the first time anymore, your advices or the cannabis.

But it was just perfect.


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Re: Less than 2g cubensis, first time [Re: Kaliomas]
    #28509012 - 10/18/23 06:08 AM (3 months, 9 days ago)

groovy :smile:


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