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Lasting Social Repellence After Mushroom Trip
    #28478090 - 09/21/23 08:20 PM (4 months, 4 days ago)

Hi everyone,
Starting mid June (it's 9/21 now), i took 5 microdoses over 2 and a half weeks, then took a trip of a little over a gram. This was my first psilocyben experience ever, and I had barely done any drugs at all over the last year. About a month later, I took a little over 3 grams, and a few weeks after that I took about half a gram. I took a few other microdoses in between those, but not consistently.
Since the first trip (but not until the trip, it didn't start with the micro), I've had some issues with socialization. I just feel very repelled from people, and I don't know why.
I'm normally very extroverted, so this is difficult for me. It's not social anxiety, I've had very little social anxiety since I was 21 (I'm 23 now). I don't feel nervous or scared they won't wanna be friends with me or anything, it's more like I'm not intrested in being friends with them. Plenty of people that I like have made social advances, but without even thinking about it I just moved away, so to speak. I just feel repelled from people, even people that I like, that are nice to me, and that seem to like me.
My best friend had recently moved, and I mean I know people but there's not anyone I regularly hang out with now. IDK if that has anything to do with it.
On that first trip, I had some really quite horrific realizations of human's negitive impact on the enviornment, and I'm wondering if that's related.
It seemed to get worse with some of the microdoses, but not the second trip.
It's improved over time, I haven't taken mushrooms in a little over a month since the half gram, but it still really bothers me. Earlier today I met someone at a trivia event (which I kinda felt like I forced myself to do) who very much seemed to appriciate my company, and I appriciated his. Afterward, we were walking together, and it seemed he wanted to hang out. I liked him, but I made an excuse to split, then wondered why. I still don't know.
I don't like this. Has anyone had similar expieriences? Can anyone tell me how to get over it?


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Re: Lasting Social Repellence After Mushroom Trip [Re: donkeyteeth]
    #28478121 - 09/21/23 08:43 PM (4 months, 4 days ago)

I haven't experienced exactly this, but definitely felt my social reality shift after low-dose experiences like you're describing. Sometimes it's just seeing through people's bullshit. Other times, it's seeing their struggles. It all depends.

I think it's just dredging up stuff that's already there and bringing it to your attention.

You mentioned normally being very extroverted, and you're 23. Kind of a pivotal age. Maybe you're just at the end of a very extroverted and somewhat performative adolescence, and feeling social fatigue. Maybe your subconscious is just taking over and saying "Nah, we gonna just chill for a while."

Anyway, I have no idea. But that would be my best guess.


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Re: Lasting Social Repellence After Mushroom Trip [Re: B Traven] * 1
    #28478199 - 09/21/23 10:42 PM (4 months, 4 days ago)

Sounds like you aren't taking the time to integrate your learning from the mushrooms.

Either attempt it on your own or talk to a therapist, close friend, etc. About the situation to help you to understand your feelings.

Psychedelics can create a lot of dissociated feelings because you are by rights adjusting your chemicals in your brain and should expect changes.

At this stage you have lots of thoughts and new emotions that you may not fully understand.


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Re: Lasting Social Repellence After Mushroom Trip [Re: DERRAYLD] * 1
    #28478238 - 09/21/23 11:46 PM (4 months, 4 days ago)

Perhaps you're acting more intuitively and naturally, and you are aware of it now.


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In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
Perceives Itself"


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Re: Lasting Social Repellence After Mushroom Trip [Re: Eclipse3130] * 1
    #28486412 - 09/29/23 04:45 AM (3 months, 28 days ago)

You might not be seeking approval from those around you anymore?
Sober, after I do my weapons check next is, Anyone looking me down realizing I'm crazy.
On shrooms I no longer preform these checks and am happy and careless in large groups.

Maybe you just are not seeking the interaction or say approval of others and are just happy in the moment? Just like I am no longer waiting for the attack from another person.


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But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.


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