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GenesisCorrupted
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Was number 3 a prophecy?
#28455230 - 09/01/23 06:06 PM (4 months, 24 days ago) |
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For reference. This was the third. https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/28429684#28429684
At the time everything was delivered in the form of a metaphor. Which made it initially hard to understand. But I love metaphors. They’re one of my favorite literary devices. So I have been piecing it all out.
The new normal.
Karma So far. Everything that I said. Every single thing actually. Is true. I spoke to an entity. A god? They told me incredible information. Such incredible information that I needed to share it. I’m not a cultist I’m a Taoist. That concept needs to be shared more. If everyone on earth was a Taoist, the earth would look and feel immensely better.
My depression is completely cured. If anything, I need to try to keep my ego a little suppressed now.
All I’ve been doing is writing. It is my new job. I’m still looking for work. But mostly I’m gonna use it as a way to beautify the world. While also getting exercise.
I said I would become rich. I was hit with a car when I was doing nothing wrong.
I poured my heart out to my soulmate.
She’s been fucked up about it. She’s been like reevaluating her life. Thinking about what really matters. Actually listening.
My memory is mending. I was never insane. I was completely deprived of fish oil.
That being said the way in which I think. Is very unique. One could even say possibly some sort of a thing?
I already am pretty well-known. I leave very insightful comments. I share my thoughts with those who will listen. People know my persona through games online too. I used to play a lot of Xbox. I now play a lot of PlayStation five. Not because I don’t love the Xbox. Just because I like the consul better. You guys can find me on YouTube. https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCzAlhPi2AuRdEurCYbaGlIw
Mind you that was the old me. A frustrated but brilliant writer. With poignant things to say. All of that is delivered as I am playing my games. I intend to actually try and get a camera. I feel comfortable with my behavior and appearance now. I have just accumulated some subscribers. I don’t even know why they’re still there. I made it purely as my diary. My gaming diary if you will. When I play a game, I am completely in character. To the best of my ability at least. Sometimes the game is not programmed as well as it should be.
I am getting job offers that are willing to pay me an actual living wage.
I have felt much more confident in myself now that I don’t feel like I am a bad person. All of the skills that I convinced myself I had done poorly. I have done them poorly because I was sad. Now that I am not. All of those skills can be done, actually very well and confidently by me. 👺 Holy shit dude, it happened again! If I hadn’t tried psychedelics. I would have been a boring fool forever. These drugs are incredible. For the last two days I did a mush chocolate. I thought they weren’t working. I thought maybe they were bad mushrooms. I thought maybe they were a completely different strain one that doesn’t like me. That’s not what it is…
The first time I tried the mushrooms they just were meeting me for the first time. They literally teased me. At one point I saw the most incredible shit. This sheet that I laid on turned into a flowing ocean. I was completely transfixed. But as soon as I tried to look at it. It went completely flat. It wasn’t that I was focused on it. Super hard. It felt like the mushrooms were playing a gag on me. Because everything else started wigging out. Around it. Well, after that, I tried the Ayahusca. Number three changed my life. An entity told me everything I would need to do to change who I was. And become the person that I was always supposed to be. The spirit of Ayahusca is an incredible teacher. They wanted me to go into a state of deep healing. The changes were incredible. The confidence that I have never had was there. My depression was completely gone! So I did more Ayahusca. It’s been helping me in all these ways. It’s incredible! So after doing a lot of it. I felt like it was time to take a break. And just sit back and enjoy what I’ve done. Like literally. It felt like I had a task to do with every trip.
On this trip you’re going to get all your anger out.
On this trip you’re going to make the house safe.
On this trip, you’re going to do your friend a favor.
On this trip you’re going to clean.
On this trip you’re going to plan your future.
I had done a lot of work. On my self. My environment. And the people that I spend my life with. I figured I had earned a break.
I remembered how the mushroom spirit first interacted with me. The spirit seemed very playful. Like a good buddy. So when I tried it again. It was not the same. It felt like it was trying to do what Ayahusca does.
I couldn’t figure it out. No open eye visuals. When I closed my eyes, of course there was this incredible show. But it was nothing you would remember. I really wanted to just see something incredible. Something I would remember for the rest of my life. I wanted to go on vacation. I deserve to go on vacation. I almost died! So I was denied all visuals. I wanted to just relax. It was so weird. Like everything got turned off. I didn’t wanna play any video games. I didn’t want to make music. I didn’t want anything. Except help. I thought this must just be a bad trip. I guess I wasn’t in a good place mentally. But I was in a great mood before. I pretty much got a new job. It’ll pay me more. I couldn’t understand why the mushrooms weren’t playing.
I think Ayahusca talked to them. It literally felt like they were told. “Hey, this guy has really been trying. He’s working on himself. He thinks he needs to take a little mental break. But actually he’s really close to an answer. You need to push him a little harder. Because he’s right on the cusp of it. Once he realizes it. His life can start.
So I’m sitting there laying in bed just enjoying the fireworks. I basically completely light proofed my room. This room is incredibly bright in the morning. I can’t seem to get any sleep. It really helps with the visuals that you can actually get. When you would have your eyes closed. In a completely black environment you get to see that. So I’m just laying there.
I basically thought mushrooms hated me. Maybe I wouldn’t ever do it again. Then it dawned on me. An epiphany!
Mushrooms got me the answer that I needed. I knew how I could get everything I would need. I also knew what was driving me batty. It’s this environment. It’s toxic. I need to get out of it. Instead of sending me on a vacation. Since they do actually want to help me. The answer is just right in front of my face. I know now how to help myself. And I know Now exactly what help I need.
The mushrooms got me the answer I needed. The second after. I got the visuals immediately. Like an ocean was just waiting behind that answer. Almost like a congratulations.
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (11/30/23 12:06 AM)
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spinvis
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Everybody goes through their own process in their own time. My advice: become grounded first and integrate your experiences in your daily life slowly, step by step. A heroic Ayahuasca dose will be a lot to process so it could even take a few years, especially if its your third trip. Go into nature, hiking, biking, swimming, visit a sweat lodge.
If you were doing Ayahuasca at a proper centre they'll usually have some form of assistance and help with the integration part and also have some form of after support.
All the best!
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GenesisCorrupted
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Re: Was number 3 a prophecy? [Re: spinvis]
#28455633 - 09/02/23 04:59 AM (4 months, 24 days ago) |
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Thank you. I am well grounded now. It’s been a process. But definitely I’m trying to integrate this. Fully when possible.
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..everything was delivered in the form of a metaphor...They told me incredible information. Such incredible information that I needed to share it...
They guided you here to get your nose straightened in some respects.
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GenesisCorrupted
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Fair nuf
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Buster_Brown
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Evidently their whole thesis may be bunk.
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GenesisCorrupted
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In your opinion, maybe. They did tell me about you though Buster 🤣
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Buster_Brown
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Perhaps I should open a sensitive thread for that.
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GenesisCorrupted
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Maybe it would be healthy for you to start a journal?🧶 Something to play with.
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (09/02/23 10:35 AM)
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When I appeared in the psyche ward my journal was taken outside and buried.
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GenesisCorrupted
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I legitimately hope to God. that was a joke.🤣
I have a literally had nightmares about people destroying my art.
was your journal heinous?
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (09/02/23 10:52 AM)
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Buster_Brown
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F'real! I suffered a premonition that I was about to be assassinated and that I should leave the premise to protect others so I had a housemate call 911 and I was whisked away.
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GenesisCorrupted
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Where did they whisk you away too…
Where they would burn any evidence of what you said?
 😂
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (09/02/23 10:56 AM)
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Stabilized at the hospital then sent for observation. I didn't stab anyone with their extremely sharp pencils.
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That was almost immediately after posting a channeled article.
It was like experiencing a rage.
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GenesisCorrupted
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Quote:
Buster_Brown said: Stabilized at the hospital then sent for observation. I didn't stab anyone with their extremely sharp pencils.
 Did you ever find your journal? Also, you got to link that channeld article.
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (09/02/23 11:17 AM)
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No, and subsequently the rest of my journals disappeared in moving.
So, when you gonna share your own near-death information gathered from the ether.
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“Dissappeared” Yeah, just like a bunch of my pottery. My early work was in a portfolio that “disappeared” I was particularly fond of a picture I made when I was four of a cartoon rabbit. It was so good people didn’t even believe I made it. I also had this black cardboard paper that I used white charcoal on. I made a doe. Looking at you in the woods. It really was beautiful. I wanted it back because of that. And they told me they didn’t know where it went… I cried.
Also. I have been there buddy. I actually have a link here you are. https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/28444839
Edited by GenesisCorrupted (09/02/23 11:41 AM)
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