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afterburn25
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I just had my first really bad trip.
#28447887 - 08/26/23 09:21 PM (4 months, 30 days ago) |
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so I am one to really push the envelope and I new a bad trip was bound to happen eventually but I am fairly new at this and wanted to see what I could handle.
The week before I took 10 grams and it was quite intense I don't remember my peak because I had completely blacked out but the trip down was very enjoyable I felt like it was quite intense but I handled it nicely and ended on a very good note and get huge reflection into myself.
So this week I figured more would be too much and it was after all a week later so I decided to do the same amount 10 grams and oh my god what a difference this was. I was in a nightmare I couldn't escape from. This time I didn't black out but wish that I had. I felt Absolutly horrible. the body high was terrible I couldn't handle the intensity and my mind was non existent. I didn't understand my thoughts I was confused and I couldn't comprehend my existence at all. I couldn't get comfortable and the worst part I felt as though I was trapped in my mind and couldn't find my way out. I my mind wasn't just fragmented it was as though it was shattered but the pieces were missing. but even after all of that I still got some incite into myself. I find it funny that both of these times the reflection I got was based on something that happened at work that day. In this particular case I realized that I have a hard time asking for help I tend to like to do everything myself and don't like to accept help from others. when my gf got home from work the only words I could mutter out was help me other than that nothing else made any sense. This trip also lasted way longer than any other trip about 9 hours usually my trips only last 5 to 6 hours. even the next day I was still experiencing a little brain fog. usually when I trip somewhere towards the last quarter of my trip I get this moment of perfect clarity where all the chaos finally makes perfect sense but didn't get that this time around. was just a very weird uncomfortable nightmare but still gained incite into myself.
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Soul Flight
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Re: I just had my first really bad trip. [Re: afterburn25]
#28448096 - 08/27/23 07:29 AM (4 months, 30 days ago) |
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Hang in there. We've all been there.
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Re: I just had my first really bad trip. [Re: Soul Flight]
#28448288 - 08/27/23 10:46 AM (4 months, 30 days ago) |
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I just had a similar exp. on a large dose of GT's, although not 10g's. I posted about it in this forum. No blackout but definitely the most intense mushroom trip I've ever had. I was able to keep it together but just barely. As member redgreenvines said, "not a bad trip just a very potent one". Indicative of the amount taken I suppose. Heroic doses, IMO are not fun. I much more enjoy lower doses, 2-3g range. Good read!
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