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thirdeyewild



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By demons be driven.
#28446870 - 08/25/23 09:46 PM (5 months, 16 hours ago) |
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So I quit a chronic weed habit about 3 weeks ago. I signed up to be a first responder so I want to be sober. Every night I have intense lucid night terrors that share similarities to the entities experienced in the psychedelic realms. I feel like I'm being held down and physically tortured and the pain is 100% real. Nasty stuff like a death grip on the testicles , blunt objects being pushed into my spine. Being burned, cut and lashed. Usually I realize I'm dreaming so I try to connect with my body somehow in the real. I try to open my eyes or move a finger, but I just can't seem to find a way out. I feel like I haven't slept properly in weeks and am starting to seriously lose my shit. I exercise for hours a day and feel like I should be able to rest, but every night the demons return.
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If you have free time watch some videos from da13thsun on YouTube. Old videos of dark black moorish cult leader. His videos on demons may be especially helpful too you. God bless
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A concentration technique perhaps, like mantra, counting, prayer. Taken seriously, practice hones it. Have the outlook in the practice that it, you have the authority and means to clear the visions.
Sometimes if in a heavy pattern it has to be just pretty much ridden out, but I can't imagine that continuing much while sober.
Edited by syncro (08/26/23 05:13 AM)
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Re: By demons be driven. [Re: syncro]
#28447814 - 08/26/23 07:49 PM (4 months, 30 days ago) |
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Going to do a hard reset tonight. 1g semps, 2g's pan.bisporus. Demons meet my shamanic warrior.
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I'm fucking stupid.having a really bad trip
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Quote:
thirdeyewild said: Going to do a hard reset tonight. 1g semps, 2g's pan.bisporus. Demons meet my shamanic warrior.
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thirdeyewild said: I'm fucking stupid.having a really bad trip

sooo recognizable, you went at it half-cocked.
Its courageous to storm the gates but you're gonna need a battering ram.
you are sleep deprived because of twilight entities and they're all over you.
The big guy says they are all over you for a very specific reason. People have sleep problems etc buyt not what you have, so lets chuck the pseudo scientific pacifiers.
Want Shaman? hold my beer.
The big guy tells me that chronic weed use is bad for everyone and you are right to finally quit. But!
That herb also did something good for you, entheogenic. mystical. It messed up your mind but it also put you in communion with the Universe, the Present, your Innerverse.
It drew in good Spirits, lets all those angels.
Right now you have a shortage of angels coming in, weakening your equilibrium, and the demons flock in to feast on you. They are having a party at your expense, feasting on your energies and trying to subdue you enough to in the end overpower you and pull you under.
You don't need as much to drive off the demons, you need to find sober ways to commune andf balance with Divinity, inner and outer. You can't rely on substanes to failitate this beause you need it more than you an get high.
Try to reduce the drug assisted part and increase the shamanic part.
you are exhausted and deprived of sleep probably simple tranework will slip you right in an altered state. chant, make mantric affirmations, over and over, drum (even on a pillow or overturned plastic tub or drum your body) get tyhe train riding,. watch some youtube vids on whipping up a trance state, or get into this invoking chant with me:
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