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Barnaby
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Fuck it.
#28417374 - 08/02/23 11:30 AM (5 months, 23 days ago) |
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The card at the top of the staff represents the ultimate outcome should you continue on this course. Ten of Swords (Ruin): Crushing defeat brought about by idle intellectualism divorced from reality. Sadness and desolation in the aftermath of a catastrophic and total collapse. A decisive conclusion brought about through the swift and merciless application of overwhelming force.
The Norm in Civilized society. World is burning and going to shit. Go NATO and Globalism against Russia and your tax dollars for it while this nation crumbles. Have you been to many cities here recently.
People planning 401k's and long term retirement. Don't think that is work and finances well spent. Will be interesting if Russia does a nuke in a city or a virus unleashed, wait that happened, a different virus unleashed!
And then China when they go after Taiwan and another proxy war but everyone has nukes now. Better than any football game to watch it, what the fuck can I do about it? That is real entertainment. One's life and observing it and what is around it.
The world is so fucking corrupted.
Edited by Barnaby (08/02/23 04:01 PM)
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Re: Fuck it. [Re: Barnaby]
#28419108 - 08/03/23 05:38 PM (5 months, 22 days ago) |
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Yeah I received the advice recently to view much of it as "theater," and as simple as that sounds it really helped shift my perspective to one of less attachment (and more humor and amusement).
Meanwhile, I take my days and moments one at a time, and face my own personal challenges with dedication and hope, and it works (even right now as I type this).
-------------------- "Things are true that I forget, but no one taught that to me yet." A disembodied-re-embodied consciousness be-ing (With all the accoutrements.)
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Barnaby
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Re: Fuck it. [Re: Barnaby]
#28419273 - 08/03/23 07:32 PM (5 months, 22 days ago) |
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Made me laugh.
" A melodramatic scene stealer. A sentimental hypochondriac."
Yeah. Am the whole catastrophe. Riding the wave. 
Shit, I get it. Taking some hard waves crushing me. But I survive. Have my life preserver. It is more about missing out than finances. And I treat some people like shit especially those that love me and their are few.
Learning. DMT trip and everything is connected. Everything. I can do a lot better in life. Some lessons are harder then others during it but we all have an end date. Learning it. Humility and what I need to do but we all chose free will and is up to me. I hate forceful people that are corrupted and take dominion and authority where they have none.
And holy shit there are a lot of them in the world. Seen a larger picture, how short mortality is and why we choose to come here. Make up your own fucking mind I really don't care.
No religion has T.M. on whoever is running this shit and sometimes in my life experience demons and angels have come into it. The latter only because I let those poor and pathetic beings into my experience and life.
I have a lot of allies. I can do so much better in my life.
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Barnaby
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Re: Fuck it. [Re: Barnaby]
#28419305 - 08/03/23 07:43 PM (5 months, 22 days ago) |
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Shifted it.
The card at the top of the staff represents the ultimate outcome should you continue on this course. Strength: Strength and fortitude. Moral resolve. Triumph over base instincts. Mens sana in corpore sana (Sound mind in a sound body).
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