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Barnaby
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Currant stages of breaking up.
#28404736 - 07/23/23 02:25 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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First. You feel a connection and feel affection and love towards her.
Second you give your hearts to each other, sounds sappy but one knows when it is. Fuck you DMT. And exchange sex and love.
Third. You feel her love but it is a great feeling but don't want monogamy.
Fourth. Rounding out the rings of hell you break it off and it hurts like hell.
Fifth. Like a drug fidelity again and is like a heroin addiction that one can't give up.
Sixth. One gives it up.
and finally the Seventh. Is great to be loved. And love her and monogamy.
Not a bad thing. Just never thought I would. To each their own. It is fun to get fucked up and fuck co-workers and friends but, their is always in my life experience one I want to be with. Two Starbucks girls in my bed.
Happy with letting them go and others, really if you ever work at a starbucks and have looks it is a fuck fest. Think about that next time you get your Latte.
Shit. It is OK to be loved by someone that I do as well. Reputation, fuck it. I am happy. I am not used to being happy and loved. Is why I overindulge in life. Still, reptile. She loves me anyway and it hurts like hell.
Don't care, shit is like heroin but better. I always sense her love not in a shallow dumb way. Though from DMT and getting the grid of all mankind throughout time and time traveling it I have two more years with her.
Won't tell her that. Just feels great to be loved by her and I think she actually wants it more from me. I am OK being alone and traveling and solitude is ones best company. But shit. She is the most beautiful thing I have seen in life, sounds trivial and sappy but it is not, and 2 breakups but we come back as, god I get tired of females quickly.
A few friends but they always want to fuck but are quality human beings. So monogamy. She is unique and after a year will see how this plays out.
Sorry for editing. They put a block on where only five posts a day. Making one or responding to people which makes it hard to carry on a conversation but the shroomery is here for a main reason so whatever. One of the few places I can post whatever the fuck I want which I appriciate.
Edited by Barnaby (07/23/23 06:29 PM)
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Barnaby
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: Barnaby]
#28404754 - 07/23/23 03:02 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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I feel better now. She loves me again.
For us gen x ween on a week from monday. i am on 7 year streak of not being arrested. The Eagles played there, my ticket has worth.
Super rich mormon community in Sandy. why ween chose it still dont know. mormons are not friendly, really. no seperation of church and state to an extreme and i have experienced it.
get arrested. done. but like the mls team that plays there hitting a massive goal and lfyt for 50 miles.
I am so pathetic, ahh, ahhhh.
This is going to be a lot of fun.
Last stage denial and letting go.
Work for a month out of debt then a Florida vacation or if any team I like makes the playoffs then to that city.
But Florida in the Winter and a Theo Von standup show.
That gut feeling. Wherever you go. That love. Fuck it. I will be just with here. She doesn't know the "drugs" I take. Still feeling that love wave. Sounds sappy. She loves my wave for the gen x.
Yeah we all die out over time. Just don't do it Z's by your own self.
Edited by Barnaby (07/23/23 03:22 AM)
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Barnaby
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: Barnaby]
#28404765 - 07/23/23 03:31 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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Barnaby
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: Barnaby]
#28404773 - 07/23/23 03:45 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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Am loved my the only female I care about and shit what a fucked up jouney my mind frame is in. No more posting for awhile. For I am loved.
Just strange having barbie, I mean the one I love, reallly I do love her, never seeing that movie. IMAX bomb instead, just is strange when you get what you want in life yet that is progression isn't it?
Like hitting a way station in life, YOU ARE HERE on earth but everything is singularity. Everything. Plants and substances can speed up that awareness yet what are we under? To put it under another is dumb but thank god or whoever is running the show/spirit laws and holy shit I have tested them.
Point being something is running it and gives a lot of allies along the way. Fuck religious trademarks. She is special or maybe I just see deeper of who she really is as the majority of the public is unconscious of who they are and to each other.
All I know is that one is good enough for me and she is it. On with mortality. And yes we all die at some point. Really feeling for you Z's. Enjoy what we have giveth.
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: Barnaby]
#28404789 - 07/23/23 04:25 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: BeeZee]
#28404804 - 07/23/23 04:49 AM (6 months, 3 days ago) |
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Speaking of currants, here's a handy link as to why they are good for you.
https://www.verywellfit.com/black-currant-nutrition-facts-4582539
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Barnaby
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Re: Currant stages of breaking up. [Re: Barnaby]
#28405549 - 07/23/23 07:38 PM (6 months, 2 days ago) |
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My situation. Furry buddy.
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