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Jess_Fukket
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[ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? 1
#28380925 - 07/01/23 02:49 AM (6 months, 25 days ago) |
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I took a small dose and realized all kinds of important things. But I'm autistic, and it seems like everybody who knows me doesn't like me a whole lot. And I'm wondering if God is like the normal people, maybe he / she / it / they will hate me too. I could be trapped in an arbitrarily horrible nightmare.
I know this sounds like bullshit but it's actually a real concern I have. I'm growing this stuff now — experimenting with 12% hydrogen peroxide sterilization instead of alcohol because it degrades into oxygen and water. alcohol is poison.
But sometimes I think about just throwing it out because I'm scared.
Edited by Jess_Fukket (07/01/23 02:52 AM)
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket] 1
#28380975 - 07/01/23 05:07 AM (6 months, 25 days ago) |
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The 'last being first' is in your favor in the big soap opera in the sky as reflected in:
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket]
#28381246 - 07/01/23 10:16 AM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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If you don't consider God as hateful then don't consider the hateful as God. Don't fear.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: syncro]
#28381274 - 07/01/23 10:43 AM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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Quote:
syncro said: Don't fear.
OP's character, dyed in the weave as it were and portraid in the username and avatar, could telegraph a predictable performance.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Buster_Brown]
#28381328 - 07/01/23 11:54 AM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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I've been working with the idea that if there is an unwanted thought or phenomena, then meditate on its source, whatever it might be unseen, but with the intention, which can have a neutralizing effect. A crap state in the body, or by introduction of chemicals, may be harder and have to be ridden out. But the same principle would apply.
Edited by syncro (07/01/23 12:00 PM)
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Jess_Fukket
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: syncro]
#28381343 - 07/01/23 12:06 PM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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OK, cool, thanks.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: syncro]
#28381356 - 07/01/23 12:16 PM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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Then taking it to the body itself being an unwanted phenomena, at least sometimes, meditating on its source would be what, either meditating on the ego, or further, God, however considered. So, meditation itself, on the Self, is the same act.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket]
#28381388 - 07/01/23 12:52 PM (6 months, 24 days ago) |
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But I'm autistic, and it seems like everybody who knows me doesn't like me a whole lot.
In my personal experience with NT's, they don't like boundaries, proper names, and measurements of things. You have likely either asked for clear feedback or you represent some form of stable genius that makes them feel guilty.
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Jess_Fukket said: And I'm wondering if God is like the normal people, maybe he / she / it / they will hate me too.
"... that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them. For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse..." -- from Romans 1
Besides that recurring design features indicate a common designer, natural law is indicative of spiritual law. It is conceivable via down-to-Earth, Bronze Age parables as experienced through the conventional five senses.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket] 1
#28382569 - 07/02/23 12:40 PM (6 months, 23 days ago) |
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Do you hate yourself? Because you are God, or at least a differentiated part of God. God doesn’t hate anyone because he doesn’t hate himself. Even bad people and behaviors he does not hate because evil men are just a differentiated expression of the darker part of God. God is One. All things. Good and evil. And you are both a differentiated part of him, and yet contain within yourself the whole. You will be fine, and it will probably help you. The better question for you I think, is what do you have to lose?
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Beluga]
#28383092 - 07/02/23 11:45 PM (6 months, 23 days ago) |
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>you are both a differentiated part of him, and yet contain within yourself the whole.
this is the kind of thing i'm looking for, thx. i'll continue the search.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket] 1
#28383101 - 07/03/23 12:18 AM (6 months, 23 days ago) |
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I thought that song "what if God was one of us" is about awakening where we realize we and God are one and the same.
If everything is arising from a field of consciousness then how could we not be the same as the deities that we seek?
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Lucis]
#28383588 - 07/03/23 12:03 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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There is a saying about a 'kinsman redeemer' about God becoming flesh and walking among us, to face everything we do.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: durian_2008]
#28383632 - 07/03/23 12:39 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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God redeeming us by succumbing to our temptations is metaphorically the basis of Santa giving gifts, I think.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Buster_Brown]
#28383640 - 07/03/23 12:43 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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There is nothing you can do to earn it. It's supposed to be a free gift.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: durian_2008]
#28383675 - 07/03/23 01:06 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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I don't know if this is making any sense to you but if God puts up fences then the moderators are redeamed in their efforts to keep OTD'ers out of the Pub.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Buster_Brown]
#28383682 - 07/03/23 01:10 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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What is an OTD'er?
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: durian_2008]
#28383692 - 07/03/23 01:15 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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Someone contemptuous of rules.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Buster_Brown]
#28383707 - 07/03/23 01:23 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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While we have a concept of decorum, important times and places, we believe that all have fallen short of perfection. We assume that any contrite person can be forgiven.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: durian_2008]
#28383742 - 07/03/23 01:44 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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In the best of worlds a doctor may accede to the idea of more patience rather than patients but that's probably irrational in majority opinion.
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Re: [ SERIOUS ] I'm afraid to try a full dose because I might meet God and what if he hates me? [Re: Jess_Fukket] 1
#28383745 - 07/03/23 01:46 PM (6 months, 22 days ago) |
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It's improper to give doctrinal and philosophical answers to "I'm afraid..."
Regardless of whether there is a God, or if he hates, or hates you, you are uncomfortable with trying a certain amount. Why aren't you listening to you.
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