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OfflineDawnWalker84
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14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip * 2
    #28313604 - 05/10/23 01:59 AM (8 months, 15 days ago)

Hey all,

A little background.i grew up very roughly, lots of Adverse Childhood Events. PTSD and anxiety, ADHD, somewhere on the spectrum as well.

I'm 37. I've always had trouble connecting to others, in very large part due to my troubled past.

I've done several trips. Several 5g ones, one 9gram trip that was inconclusive, as far as whether that level was the level.

This last trip I cranked it up. 14grams dry as crackers, ground up, lemon tekked for 30 mins, then put it all together with some tea, took a while to drink it all, needed a chunk of honey.

My goal, the intention I set, believe it or not, was to speak with God. I wasn't intending a dialogue, I meant it in a certain technical sense. I want to love. I want to love easier. And so I want to see God. That is my thought.

Well, I started drinking it, early, about 7:45. Within mins, I can feel the potency, which I suspected I was going to.

Within 20mins, I'm getting visuals. Lots and LOTS of overlapping tentacle-like movements. The walls will swell and my eyes "zoom in" when I try to gocus on something, similar to a telescopic effect. The swelling of what I look at it is our powerful brain "opening up" the "vision" of whatever we're looking at, and expanding its details.

The carpet is a plain white carpet. It acquires a pattern of wiggling, overlapping tentacles.

It tool about 40 mins to down the entire cup, it's very unpleasant.

I've meditated, I'm breathing. The tiredness starts to hit, and it hits *hard*. I virtually never lay down, and stay up. This time though, I'm getting the feeling that maybe I do/should lay down.

I prop myself up a little, the wife is still asleep, and I try to rest/relax. I'm getting just constant, constantly "flashes" or ideas of tentacles developing inside of me. The psilocybin and psylocin are super communication molecules. The way a mushroom is slippery, the psilocybin "greases" (not what it does) your communication grooves, allowing you to feel, to see, and speak better, more.

It does this in part by being a coating. Not exactly how it does it, but as the mushroom reaches branches of mycelium into its medium, so our nervous system is similarly structured, sophisticated ropes and bands of neuronal tissue make up our brains and spinal cords. The psilocybin interacts with these.

And I could "feel" it, integrating with my...everything.

I started to close my eyes. I was getting very sleepy.

And in the darkness, just constant images of tentacles. Reminded me of the sarlacc pit in Star Wars. In that story, the creature that was in that pit was clearly an apex predator. And as I laid there, I realized *I* am an apex predator. In fact so is the fungus, in its way.

I'm getting pulsation, waves of "integration", I can feel the lemon tekked goods being absorbed. I groaned a lot, my wife said.

From here on out, though I remained fully conscious (when not sleeping, and even there, I was "awake" inside it), I can tell you truthfully that my soul pulled from ita body. The link between the two was...idk the proper word. "Loosened"? Loosened, we'll go with loosened.

As I slipped into sleep, the vision started immediately. I had asked for something, and I was about to observe.

I knew I was in trouble. Not truly, but it certainly felt like I was in over my head. It was about to get worse.

As soon as I slipped asleep, I started to "see".

What I saw was a great pyramid like structure, floating in the deep of the universe. In fact, what I was seeing was a visualization of the structure ND rules underlying the universe, the rules of physics and God that makes everything circle other things, causes a whole lot of order to manifest in this crazy world we think we see.

I can't describe it. But I'll try.

There was a deep, bass rumbling, chanting. It was saying "Our Father".

Over, and over. And over. Slowly, repeating.

It was all of us, and trillions far beyond. It was made up of the voice of every living, intelligent being like us (and we are special, in the animal kkingdom, we do have gifts and a destiny).

The pyramidal shape was the equivalent of what we do for God. He plays us, as in a play. Our love, will, and praise of the Great Architect provides....something, but it happens like the times. You don't "do" the tides. They occur as a matter of physics.

As I laid my head down to sleep, a lot started to happen. I started to feel like an apex predator who had eaten another apex predator, and was starting to suffer for it. I had images in my mind of lions who've been bitten by a black mamba, and a fully grown male lion thrashes and seizes on the ground. And dies.

Our Father, Our Fayher, in a deep bass that came from the hearts of trillions times trillions of living beings, beings that have their life, activity, and beingness all held within the Mind of God.

The steampunk pyramid structure was....indescribable. what it was doing, can't be adequately conveyed. Like the slaves of Israel in the service of Pharoah, we were bound to serve.

I was awake, the entire time my eyes were closed, though I slept. I couldn't stop the *non-stop* "Our Father" repeating, and it was repeating like the pulse of the Universe itself.

I started to hear, "This is what you wanted, little shaman".

I fell deeply asleep at this point. From my perspective, I just "fell into" what I'd been seeing. The great pyramid in space, put together and powered by our actions on the material plane, the chanting of every living being recognizing The Spirit Inhabiting the Universe.

I can't describe the overwhelm.

I was seeing far more. In fact, I was seeing between realms, the tick-tock that makes the spheres move and operate, repeated billions of times in the form of individual galaxies. The power is....well, immense enough to have successfully imagined and worked out cohesively the laws of physics.

Eventually, things went south. There was a keening,  a wailing in my mind now, persistent, increasing in volume, intensity. All I hear is "Our Father", chanted, and the banging of great celestial blocks moving and sliding into their places.

I start to throw up, but here's the thing: I don't see the vomit. I'm heaving and hurling like a madman, like a demon, but I see nothing coming out. To say, I felt like I was dying will NOT do it justice. I didn't have rational thoughts anymore.
ALL that was going on in my mind was what I was going through.

This is the end, the only rational thought that squeaked its voice a couple of times.

I move from my bed, down to the floor, where I just sit, and vomit, hurling so hard it felt like stuff was coming out of my eyes.

I remember a voice, "Donnie you have got to stop screaming, please stop screaming".

I thought a car alarm was going off outside. Afterwards, my wife said I was "howling like a husky" and screaming.

I remember everything but the howling, the screaming. I didn't think I was making any noise at all. I could still only hear a thick radio static-like sound surrounding the deep, Universe-penetrating chant of "Our Father".

Eventually, it starts to calm down. I realize that, while I sat on the corner of the bed, my wife had cleaned up, all around me, while I sat still, like a statue.

I am overwhelmed that anyone would choose to take care of me like that. She loves me. I owe her everything.

It's been 2 weeks. I'm only just now able to write about it, and even that, my powers to describe what I was seeing is limited, severely limited.

My wife said my face looked like the face of a monster, and that something was deeply wrong w my eyes. Not just the pupils dilation, but the color. My eyeballs themselves were a deep gray, and deeply bloodshot.

*I* know why, but she only suspects.

There's a physical corrolary to metaphysical causes. What that means is, my "eyes", my ability to "see", was...empowered, in a way they rarely are among us. Enriched, momentarily. And there are consequences.

I was allowed the tiniest peek, just to glimpse at a representation of the underworkings of the Universe. And for that, I am *eternally* grateful.

It takes a little time to right the ship of Rome, to rehabilitate and heal our psyches. This world can be harsh, and it's vital that we love.

The rest of the day was....Difficult, in a different way. Time made no sense, as my soul re-fused and integrated again. I was so apologetic to my wife, she had a rough couple of hours.

I drove, a few hours later, and found that I could barely read, lol. And was very anxious that I'd misread a sign (I was out getting us food, lol). Words would become other words, reading wouldn't make sense

I had to stop at a taco bell bc I was disoriented about the route to get to where I was going. Probably shouldn't have been driving.

Since then, I've been far more productive. It's easier to interact with whatever my fear is at the time. It's easier to remind myself of the necessity and my own personal goal of choosing love.

Pics attached, light and love to you. I've not gone back and edited, it's late. I may re-edit later




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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: DawnWalker84]
    #28314497 - 05/10/23 03:52 PM (8 months, 14 days ago)

Thank you for posting, that was a very descriptive read.


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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: ellamush]
    #28316266 - 05/11/23 07:17 PM (8 months, 13 days ago)

Extraordinary. You're very brave, is all I can say.


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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: Calendral]
    #28327608 - 05/20/23 01:55 PM (8 months, 4 days ago)

Thanks for posting. If it was your first time, would you choose to do it again?


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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: Keyboard Warrior]
    #28336351 - 05/26/23 11:43 PM (7 months, 29 days ago)

The chanting sounds wild. So powerful


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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: Keyboard Warrior]
    #28340490 - 05/30/23 10:34 AM (7 months, 26 days ago)

If this had been my first time, I truly would never do mushrooms again, no.

In fact, for most people, this kind of a trip would likely be considered a total failure.

I know it differently. There are cosmic laws working in all places, within us and well beyond. And I saw a brief representation of the "covering" removed.

That wasn't the point of the trip, certainly. My "intention" was exactly as it became: a small being, mildly trained and disciplined by human standards, reaching out to see and intersect with God.

And by that token, that measuring point, it was successful.

I'm still wracked and plagued, emotionally, and mentally, at times. We are all children of our society, and our society is presently sick, and has been for many, many generations.

But I remind myself just as often as I can, truly, that we are ultimately here to refine our beings, to engage with life with what God/the Universe/Spirit puts in front of us, and we are supposed to engage well.

Light and love


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Re: 14g PE + Lemon Tek, met God, rough successful trip [Re: DawnWalker84]
    #28366297 - 06/19/23 09:02 PM (7 months, 5 days ago)

That's awesome, the pic with the grinder, thought it was a bucket and I was thinking how did he get that down in 40 minutes....:tongue2:


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