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    #28327232 - 05/20/23 07:27 AM (8 months, 5 days ago)

So I don’t consider myself religious at all. When I was younger however, I was Wiccan/pagan and had very strong faith in that. Nature has always been very spiritual for me even to this day. Nowadays I consider myself agnostic, but I have had supernatural experiences in my life that put me more on the spiritual rather than atheist side of that, because I’ve seen strange enough things that I can’t deny there is something more than nothing “out there.”

In the last 9 months alone, I’ve had three incidents which could easily have resulted in serious injury or death if just a very small factor had been different. A childhood friend of mine always used to describe me as unusually lucky. I have a hard time accepting that exactly, as I’ve had a lot of traumatic experiences and suffer from complex PTSD amongst others.

But one of the aforementioned incidents happened last night. And I can’t really drop the feeling that I might just have a guardian spirit or angel if you will who steps in at moments like this to tweak those little factors between life and death. I’ve had this feeling for a long time, but now it’s a lot stronger, like it’s yelling in my ear almost.

At the same time, I’m really struggling with a lot of stuff, one big one being that I can’t seem to win when it comes to finances, and have been for years—it’s like an Achilles heel in my luck, if I do indeed have luck or supernatural help. I almost wonder if this spirit is too busy protecting me from harm that the financial part falls to the side as irrelevant, even though my life is really negatively impacted by it. I don’t mean debts or gambling or anything like that. It’s simply that I think my various diagnoses such as PTSD, ADHD, autism make it difficult to hold down a job. It’s extremely frustrating. I’m surviving, not thriving in life. I honestly am only half joking when I think that I’m cursed in some way, but that is very possibly my trauma and anxiety talking. It’s a bit ridiculous by this point though, despite my otherwise eerie luck.

I don’t really know what I’m asking. I’ve had a number of people close to me die in my life, starting when I was a little baby. Maybe one of them (or more than one?) is my guardian spirit, I don’t know. Maybe I have something to create, or achieve, or accomplish, and I’m being protected for a reason. Or maybe it’s just because I’m me, and this spirit is on my side just because.

I haven’t tripped since my late teens. I do believe that the mushrooms called to me this year in order to help me with my traumas, and I’ve started working towards a harvest, but haven’t gotten one yet. I feel uncomfortable with organized religion or indeed even praying. But I do trust my intuition, and I feel that something wants me to open a conversation, especially since this most recent incident which happened last night.

Again I don’t know what I’m asking. I guess I’m just curious if anyone has a similar experience with guardian spirits. I feel like I should go out into the woods and talk to my spirit there, I feel most comfortable with being in nature when it comes to the divine. But I’m not even sure what to say.

If you feel you have a guardian, how do you prefer to talk to them? I don’t know who to talk to about this, my friends are all generally atheists as is pretty common in my country, and like I said organized religions make me very uncomfortable. Maybe I’m overthinking things. But I feel overwhelmed and alone and I want to talk about this with someone who won’t tell me what my intuition is saying is crazy.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: Mycodemus]
    #28327272 - 05/20/23 08:14 AM (8 months, 4 days ago)

Prayer or mantra use should not be seen as a blind faith thing but as at least a support in realigning those things inside to help yourself serve your needs. Like for finances, prayer, and there are some excellent mantras to work if one might have the inclination. If nothing else it is helpful psychologically, as accepting the need to again align yourself in ways that such manifestations can come about. Financial turns seem to take about 1.5-2 years and these are steps. That is from his holiness the Dave Ramsey but I found it to be true, like holding a job for year and a half or so, and moving up or leaving for a better job with that experience. Persistence and self-honesty works over time.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: syncro]
    #28327290 - 05/20/23 08:30 AM (8 months, 4 days ago)

And it doesn't have to be prayer per se like something formal, but being in conversation with your space, as if you are heard all the way up. You are heard where you expect to be heard I think. The most high is the closest thing.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: syncro] * 2
    #28327292 - 05/20/23 08:32 AM (8 months, 4 days ago)

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syncro said:
And it doesn't have to be prayer per se like something formal, but being in conversation with your space, as if you are heard all the way up. You are heard where you expect to be heard I think. The most high is the closest thing.




This is actually the feeling I’m getting. I’m probably overthinking things. Maybe being genuinely open is the most important thing.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: syncro]
    #28327305 - 05/20/23 08:41 AM (8 months, 4 days ago)

That said, as well formality is potency if inclined to find teachings or perhaps prodigiously forming ones' own.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: Mycodemus] * 2
    #28327520 - 05/20/23 12:13 PM (8 months, 4 days ago)

Your experience is shockingly almost identical to mine. I’ve shared my experience of being in and out of the hospital due to alcoholism and just being an idiot, having lost my dog, girlfriend, family, friends and myself, I was in a pit of shit, scratching my nails clean off just to get to the top. I never had faith and didn’t know what faith even was. Now that I was open for change with the help of mushrooms and the decision to freely go to treatment started my journey of waking up. These spiritual experiences I was now having i couldn’t explain… but why did I have too? Once I realized we don’t get the blessing to understand these things but we must have faith in them. Everything DOES happen for a reason, prayer, meditation, love, accountability and helping others is the only way to survive in a world consumed in sin. To put ourselves aside and realize there is something greater happening here, we’re just here for the ride lmao. So we might as well buckle up and have some fun. Great post thanks for sharing and keeping me sane. You have nothing but great points to talk about on here. Love. The trippiest thing is this shit actually works… and ITS FREE FOR EVERYONE.


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Re: Guardian spirits [Re: Mycodemus] * 2
    #28328200 - 05/20/23 11:55 PM (8 months, 4 days ago)

I sometimes think that everything is arising from a field of consciousness and what we're experiencing as a spiritual entity is just the best version of ourselves, or our higher self, which is trying to talk some sense into us during certain experiences.

The higher part of us is just the part of us that is most connected to "source" or the field of consciousness which all is arising from and all will return to upon death.

You can pray without having to pray to a deity, just pray because it helps you "release" some negative energy.

Archetypes are fascinating, I would study up on archetypes as well, what our shadow is trying to show us can be incredibly beneficial for us to learn from.


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