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spacerider
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I am God 1
#28159887 - 01/27/23 01:47 PM (1 year, 21 hours ago) |
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I am just back from my first heroic trip. I had made a tea out of 5 gr dried shrooms and I had a really wild ride through the space.
It is not that I saw God, oh no, I had the experience that I myself is God.
I can hardly describe what happened to me. I have bent and twisted like I have no boones, I have screamed and made the strangest sounds, I chirped, I hummed as deeply as is actually not possible. My body contracted and stretched, again and again. I have wept and laught. All the breath escaped from me, deep deep deep and then I blew and blew and blew until the planets came out of my mouth.
But then had to learn to my horror that I am partly responsible for the disaster of the earth. It is so hard to describe how I myself and other gods played with the planets and my idea was to populate the earth with humans. It was only a game between Gods, like little children who want to outdo each other all the time. To my horror, I found that I had created indestructible parasites that destroy everything. I tried to trample them, to shake them off the earth, to blow them down. Again all breath escaped from me, deep deep deep and then I blew and blew and blew but the vermin clung to the earth. And I, God, cursed and cursed, condemning them with words I have never used to any human being.
I am German, I am Swabian and to my amusement I have spoken such broad Swabian as never before in my life.
Oh my God, I thought, I am God and again and again I am, I actually am. And I have created it, I have created everything. I still hear it in my head, I am God and I created it. I found it downright funny that I am God. I little stupid being created the universe together with other gods. Oh and now I know these monoistic religions which say, you shall have no other God beside me, these religions which actually believe they have the truth or God for themselves. Hahaha, look at me, it is me, I am God and I have many colleagues.
Please, has anyone had similar experiences? As amazing and indescribable as this trip was, it's hard to process. It was the first time I had ever consumed a heroic dose of shrooms and had wished and looked forward to seeing a deity. But this trip was far more than I ever expected, it was beyond anything I could have imagined.
Love to all
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on psychedelics, mind moments overlap - they merge and are one, opposition and co-existence become congruent. the past and future collide and a new sense of meaning pervades.
this is basic time-fuckery, the religious notions are degenerate but understandable.
eventually this one mind, one time, holy state of mind collapses back into sequentiality and moments fade normally.
Many people have come away with notions of being god, as a metaphor it seems innocuous enough, but if you start becoming defensive about it, get a shrink involved.
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spacerider
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Thank you very much for your explanation. I've now had two days to process it and I'm coping quite well with it. Of course I know that as I sit here and write, I am not a god. Besides, as a god I was extremely unusual and also funny. For example, the fact that I spoke the broadest Swabian and that I cursed amused me a lot during the trip.
But the spiritual experience of being God was indescribable. I am very grateful for this exciting, strange and also funny journey into the universe and the insight into infinity.
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Neurotech
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My experiences have suggested that we are all aspects of God. That God created splinters of himself, little offshoots with consciousness and a sense of self distinct from others. Without the duality involved, God has no experience. I believe that this is what the Grateful Dad referred to in the lyric: "Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world". Great song. So you are God, perhaps, as we all are. But (you might want to read some Sri Nisargaddatta Maharaj) not you, your body, your personality. Rather the source that you are from and a part of. That includes all of us and everything. Even "bad" people. Without duality (good and bad, hungry and full, pleasure and pain) there can be no existence that has qualities.
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Neurotech
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Eyes of the World Song by Grateful Dead
Right outside this lazy summer home You ain't got time to call your soul a critic no Right outside the lazy gate of winter's summer home Wondering where the nut-thatch winters Wings a mile long just carried the bird away Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world The heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own Wake now, discover that you are the song that the morning brings But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenings and songs of it's own There comes a redeemer, and he slowly too fades away And there follows his wagon behind him that's loaded with clay And the seeds that were silent all burst into bloom, and decay And night comes so quiet, it's close on the heels of the day Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world The heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own Wake now, discover that you are the song that the morning brings But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenings and songs of it's own Sometimes we live no particular way but our own And sometimes we visit your country and live in your home Sometimes we ride on your horses, sometimes we walk alone Sometimes the songs that we hear are just songs of our own Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world The heart has it's beaches, it's homeland and thoughts of it's own Wake now, discover that you are the song that the morning brings But the heart has it's seasons, it's evenings and songs of it's own Source: LyricFind
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Soul Flight
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Yes. I experienced this god realization. I think it is the core of Buddhism or nirvana. I think it is the core of Hinduism. Allan Watts said "You are it." The universe is only 1 thing. Duality reduces to unity in the end. The big bang.
Thanks for the report
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jabald
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I understand u so much haha i make 3 trip like this and this is really my favorite one becose ur god. i cant explain how good this feeling is and u understand so many thing on this tipe of trip
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