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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28303460 - 05/02/23 12:56 PM (8 months, 23 days ago) |
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Do you have me on ignore, RGVs?
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28303534 - 05/02/23 01:37 PM (8 months, 23 days ago) |
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no, others have been supporting your ongoing recovery, so I am just letting the love be spread.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28304307 - 05/03/23 01:24 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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So my dream of being a benevolent dictator still lives on?
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28304415 - 05/03/23 05:07 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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by now your dream is reality, but so is your predicament. this also applies to all of us.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28304421 - 05/03/23 05:11 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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I feel like we are getting closer to a mutual consent.
I absolutely dig ya, RGVs!
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28304467 - 05/03/23 05:58 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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that makes it worth all the trouble.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28304770 - 05/03/23 10:58 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Awesome! 
It feels like I get less and less of this sucky feeling in the stomach - like when one get frightened and/or humiliated. It is like my stomach turns into a wall.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28304839 - 05/03/23 11:48 AM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said:...It feels like I get less and less of this sucky feeling in the stomach - like when one get frightened and/or humiliated. It is like my stomach turns into a wall.
reacting less as if confronted by some challenging unknown maybe a bit more relaxed between the familiar and the unknown.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28304913 - 05/03/23 12:55 PM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Have you concluded drugs aren't as fun, exciting, and pleasurable as you once believed?
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28304946 - 05/03/23 01:16 PM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said:...It feels like I get less and less of this sucky feeling in the stomach - like when one get frightened and/or humiliated. It is like my stomach turns into a wall.
reacting less as if confronted by some challenging unknown maybe a bit more relaxed between the familiar and the unknown.

Do you have a name for that feeling in the belly?
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
#28304947 - 05/03/23 01:17 PM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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RJ Tubs 202 said: Have you concluded drugs aren't as fun, exciting, and pleasurable as you once believed?
Oh no, they are more than fun, exciting and pleasurable to be honest. That is why it is so hard to swallow.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28304952 - 05/03/23 01:22 PM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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Your voices have been telling you that you will become happy and euphoric soon. I assume the pleasure of intoxication is lacking in some way, if you are hoping to be happy in the future? If intoxication enriches and nourishes your soul, maybe you should continue to engage in intoxication.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
#28304958 - 05/03/23 01:24 PM (8 months, 22 days ago) |
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I have not been on drugs for 4 years and boy do I miss them but like I wrote in the OP: I can never consume drugs again...
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28305059 - 05/03/23 02:45 PM (8 months, 21 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said:...It feels like I get less and less of this sucky feeling in the stomach - like when one get frightened and/or humiliated. It is like my stomach turns into a wall.
reacting less as if confronted by some challenging unknown maybe a bit more relaxed between the familiar and the unknown.

Do you have a name for that feeling in the belly?
Schpilkes! or Verklempt!
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton]
#28305074 - 05/03/23 02:54 PM (8 months, 21 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said: To get a conversation going - do you have anything in your life that you had to give up but definitely not wanted to give up.
masturbation it was for the best.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: redgreenvines]
#28305898 - 05/04/23 04:43 AM (8 months, 21 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said:...It feels like I get less and less of this sucky feeling in the stomach - like when one get frightened and/or humiliated. It is like my stomach turns into a wall.
reacting less as if confronted by some challenging unknown maybe a bit more relaxed between the familiar and the unknown.

Do you have a name for that feeling in the belly?
Sch
I see what you did there.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... *DELETED* [Re: redgreenvines]
#28315773 - 05/11/23 12:50 PM (8 months, 14 days ago) |
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#28315796 - 05/11/23 01:13 PM (8 months, 14 days ago) |
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redgreenvines said: no, others have been supporting your ongoing recovery, so I am just letting the love be spread.
Wow, there may be a correlation here. I have not had terrifying intrusive thoughts for about 9 days and you posted the quoted post 9 days ago, I have had some symptoms but no where near as bad as I used to get. I do not write this to jinx it as I know I can have relapses but I hope for God's sake they are passing away.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Pinkerton] 1
#28316518 - 05/11/23 10:31 PM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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RJ Tubs 202 said: Have you concluded drugs aren't as fun, exciting, and pleasurable as you once believed?
Oh no, they are more than fun, exciting and pleasurable to be honest. That is why it is so hard to swallow.
Do not forget to exercise. Endorphins are your new best friend, and your body will make lots for you if you fight gravity enough. If I were you I would need a high, and it would have to be good old fashioned exercise.
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Re: I can never consume drugs again... [Re: Tropism]
#28316911 - 05/12/23 08:03 AM (8 months, 13 days ago) |
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I would have if I did not get intrusive/racing thoughts.
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