I microdose pretty regularly, but I haven't done a stronger trip in a few years. I prepared by doing qigong and yoga the day before, and eating lightly and vegetarian the day before and the day of. I ground up 1.4 grams of cubes, soaked in lime juice for about 30 minutes. Mixed with hot water and honey, and drank it around 2:05. Ate the mushroom pieces because I was nervous about not taking a high enough dose. Then took a 0.2 mg microdose tab 30 minutes later because I was still worried the dose wasn't high enough. 3:00, music is sounding incredible and I'm crying at how beautiful it is. Absolutely losing it to Heat Lightning by Mitski. 3:45, seeing intricate patterns on walls. Air looks thick and crystalline. Watching the video that Jacolby Satterwhite made for Perfume Genius' Ugly Season album and not sure if I'm hallucinating it (I watched it later and I was not, but it was a fair thought). 4:00, able to note traces of anxiety (should I be doing something different to bring back Great Insights Into Myself from here, what if I take too long and my partner is annoyed with me for being high AF for like 7 hours), but they feel like little shards that I can pick up and consider and put back down. My self is like so many vanilla wafers in the pudding of universal consciousness. 4:30: looking at some of the illustrations from Brian Blomerth's Mycelium Wassonii, especially from the come up scene. Feeling deep gratitude for everyone who makes art that tries to get at emotional experiences. Deep gratitude for my capacity to engage and connect with art. 4:45: able to start writing some of this stuff down. 5:45: able to move around more easily. Ate some chocolate with cacao nibs, took some reishi/lions mane tincture (the mushrooms are all friends, right?) 6:15: Make myself some Tulsi and Red Raspberry Leaf tea to help come down. Sat in the backyard watching the sunset. My body feels less guarded and I realize that I'm not trying to make myself smaller in some of the ways I tend to do that without even noticing (walking more quietly, moving hesitantly).
I haven't had the experience of tripping and then immediately wanting to trip again but wow I want to go back to that place! But also trying to sit with the insight I had that there are little pieces of universal consciousness all around us that people channel through art and human connection.
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 Good vibes fellow traveler!!
-------------------- a wise man said: "Bad drugs tell you, that you want more; Good drugs tell you, that you've had enough" Trades pending: if we have any pending trades or you never received anything that you were expecting send a PM with details. I've had a lot going on, and may have overlooked something as well as USPS snafu's.
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