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in this case it is man against nature in himself.
Achieving the supernatural?
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28540819 - 11/12/23 07:42 PM (2 months, 14 days ago) |
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intense feelings == conflict
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Pinkerton
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Do ya think I am closing in?
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28541632 - 11/13/23 04:04 PM (2 months, 13 days ago) |
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can a lion close in on itself as prey?
I think you are beginning to catch on to the business of what is happening in the moment, which is both sensation and the mental reaction of familiarity or strangeness, and that it need go no further, i.e. the familiarity need not capture the sensation and the sensation is not pursuing the strangeness but they are happening together in the moment.
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It feels like I have been imprisoned for a long time. Ice wrote about "the inmates".
If those intrusive/racing thoughts diminished I would cry out of joy. It is like regaining my life.
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28542320 - 11/14/23 06:56 AM (2 months, 12 days ago) |
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I have a headache and it feels like prison too
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Pinkerton
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Oh, let me tell ye, I would much rather have headaches than intrusive/racing thoughts.
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28542400 - 11/14/23 08:24 AM (2 months, 12 days ago) |
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You mean I should be thankful for my headache?
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Pinkerton
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True, the statement you kind of made. Maybe I should be thankful for my intrusive/racing thoughts. They may lead to good things.
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28542455 - 11/14/23 09:41 AM (2 months, 12 days ago) |
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what will my headache lead to? panadol probably and more tea
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#28542606 - 11/14/23 12:20 PM (2 months, 12 days ago) |
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Pinkerton said: True, the statement you kind of made. Maybe I should be thankful for my intrusive/racing thoughts. They may lead to good things. 
Good idea. Maybe you could found a self help group like anonymous alcoholics. Where people who also have these kind of thoughts can get together. With the help of professionals: trained psychologists, also from the religious field, Christian, Buddhist, kabbalistic or otherwise... You may find answers and solutions together or just enjoy being around others and hearing their thoughts instead of only your own
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Quote:
redgreenvines said: what will my headache lead to?
The next moment.
The voices keeps telling me we are closing in for real and it feels natural closing in.
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28543520 - 11/15/23 01:10 AM (2 months, 11 days ago) |
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Immentenize the eschaton!
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: BrendanFlock]
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Pinkerton
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The intrusive/racing thoughts were kind of soft today. 
But then it hits me like a thunderstorm in a day or two.
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28543977 - 11/15/23 12:29 PM (2 months, 11 days ago) |
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I prefer overcast to stormy, but a clear blue sky is best
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Re: I get these intense feelings [Re: Pinkerton]
#28544008 - 11/15/23 01:02 PM (2 months, 11 days ago) |
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yeah right, dark matter, there's always someone bringing up their dark matter. Let's just say planetary weather and leave it like that
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How crazy am I?
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#28544079 - 11/15/23 02:08 PM (2 months, 11 days ago) |
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not more than 22%
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