Overall a fucking thumbs down.
I started off drinking a bottle of homemade wine which was about 14% and decided that I wanted to try a couple of Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds. I ate one and chewed it up thoroughly and swallowed it. Waited about 20 minutes, not sure if placebo but feeling a bit different, and at last did the same with a second seed just to see if there would be some kind of breakthrough. Just a bit of a weird head something. it doesn’t feel like I *only* drank a bottle of wine. It feels like something on top of that but not in good way. I’ve been getting waves of nausea and I can’t eat or drink without feeling nauseous but I also can’t throw up. There’s a bit of a weird body high, but not in a pleasant way. There’s a bit of a weird head high, but not in a pleasant way.
Overall my dudes, unpleasant.
Honestly, I feel mostly like I have been poisoned and I would not recommend this to anyone really, it’s pretty shitty. I’m just glad that I didn’t take more than two seeds. I feel like I would definitely be puking my guts out if I had taken more than this actually, but ironically I sort of wish that I could throw up because I feel like it would make me feel better, but I can’t and the waves of nausea come and go, and honestly it’s really not that fun. Like a bad time on alcohol times 5.
I tried it cautiously out of boredom and curiosity. Never again, not worth the bother. I will however grow the seeds (along with morning glory) as the plant itself looks lovely.
Word to the wise: dude don’t bother.
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A bit more info. I ended up having a friend over and we had some ciders. I was feeling a bit weird, definitely more than just alcohol. Very tired. After he left and I went to bed I realized I was getting some almost CEV’s. By almost I mean that I sort of had to concentrate but there was definitely something there. It was sort of flown and with the hint of an idea of colors. I got up in the dark to go to the bathroom and there were even some almost OEV’s as well, like a dot pattern or like things were overlaid by circular pixels sort of. Interesting.
I think I even started having some trippy mental effects as I started thinking about some things like the recent loss of a really good therapist due to circumstances out of my control, and my emotions about that seemed suddenly closer to the surface. I started worrying about dying, but I talked myself down with “this too shall pass” type thinking. There was a lot of pressure in my head and face, not very pleasant but not like a headache.
The next day I think I had some aftereffects as I didn’t feel quite normal.
So I definitely wouldn’t do the same again (I that is, just chewing up some seeds), but if there was a safe and easy tek to process and take away some of the nausea I might try again. I don’t know. Probably worth just waiting for my shrooms to grow and leave the HBWR for planting.
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