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    #28172943 - 02/05/23 01:44 AM (11 months, 16 days ago)

Feb 3 6pm Vancouver BC

I’ve never done shrooms. I am just above 5 decades old. Major midlife crisis pushed me into needing Ayahuasca last year so I do have experience with that. I did 7 days dieta y aislamiento with 3 Aya sessions.

Last week I was just ripped off online falling for a scammer I thought was out of Denver. 270$ down the toilet for supposedly an oz of PE. Goes by Magic Mushrooms shop on Facebook. Tgram @deadheadtripp phone 1 (719) 881-1359. I believe it’s not just one person but a team of scammers.

Anyway, my purpose for shrooms is inner work/mental health.
I drove to Vancouver BC. Went to the mushroom dispensary and bought 7grams of PE. about 60$ Canadian.

Got a hotel and prepared setting.
They had bags weighed out 1 gram each and I dropped 2 at 630pm.
Started my timer and got a playlist of Icaros started.

I put on a sleep mask, propped a pillow under my knees and went into myself

About an hr in my arms went numb and tingly. I was still present and the icaros were carrying me through. All I had was my Aya experience and this was the same but different.
Aya felt it was searching me, my spirit, my life narrative, for things to clean out. PE just slowed me into trance.

The yawning then started. Constant. Purifying. Releasing. Opening me up.

My respirations REALLY slowed down. Upon exhale the magic was more prominent. I had no need to inhale and that was where visions patterns of messages and emotions were the strongest.

I was taught some lessons like when I was with Aya.
The first was my 12yo dtr. I cried for her, a lot.
I cried and mourned for the loss she felt of having to leave her home she grew up in due to the divorce I implemented.

I then saw an image of my ex when I loved her in 2011 and the joy we had as a young family starting her new home.
🏡

Cried like a mother fucker.

That slowly drifted away and the damn Amazon music 🎵 suddenly played AMAAAAZINGGG GRAAACE HOW SWWWEET IT ISSS and broke my fucking healing trance. Tearing off my sleep mask I said WHAT THE FUCK fumbling with the controls with my trippy waves vision trying to spell the word  TOOL right .

Finally found Fear Inoculum album, pushed play and put on my mask to settle into myself again.

Synesthesia set in with that first song, tasting the colors of it and it’s crescendo tsunami 🌊 of power teaching me a lesson about my 9yo son.

The message was visions of him or his spirit or whatever becoming a Lion. And to lay the fuck off him as a sometimes asshole dad that that puts to much pressure on him to do better in school or wrestling or whatever. The medicine was telling me, don’t fucking worry dad, lay tf off, because he is going to be a Mighty Lion anyway. That overlying message blended with that tool song 🎧 thundered my spirit and showed me my son is going to shoot for the fucking sky like a Northern Cal Redwood. It also taught me that being nurturing to my son does not mean he is going to be weak and that ‘chill pill 💊 dude! he’s going to turn out alright! 

For those that are single dads and have been through divorce, you probably understand the incredible amount of ANGER AND PAIN can be misdirected into their kids so I’ve been on that journey of taming that mother fucker.

The next thing that came to me was for some fucking weird reason was Christmas 1973. I was 3. But the trance was telling me that I need to cry for that time so I did. A lot. It was a decompression of sorts. Today I asked my mom if something happened some weird neighbor or if her and my dad had DV going on at the time but nothing. Like Aya it was some specific area that I needed to mourn. No idea why

By 1030pm, 4.5 hrs in -the trip started to come down
And I meditated or so for another hr. By midnight I was starving and went out to a dive bar near Hastings rainy night Vancouver bc. -downed a hamburger and flirted with the waitress.

I still have 5 grams less that  I will use later in a few months to space out the possible continued lessons the medicine gives me.

I’ll drop 2.5 grams next.

This is inner work I do, I do not intend to drop the medicine while outdoors running my fingers through blades of grass or frolicking with the butterflies 🦋 fuck that, I use this for shadow work and exorcising my own demons/trauma.



Edited by Saxoch (02/05/23 01:57 AM)


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