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The Tree of Life needs a Clock
    #28145364 - 01/18/23 02:18 AM (1 year, 10 days ago)

300mg Infused Changa. Ayahuasca, Passion Flower
1:1 Ratio 5-meO
18" Water Bong
Took as much as i could,
Held as long as i could,
15min Duration
25min Reflection/writing/recording


Soon as i took the hit it started, vision melding, that feeling that knowledge of here it is again, this place again of time and forever in all directions/senses/awareness/oneness, "We, I, am the universe, the all, knowing itself. I, We, am forever."

~Coming out of the Experience~

I got up to get a can of Arizona Tea. I said, "I'm thirsty," (it tasted like machine tea, not great not horrible, probly the can.) I started to speak my first words, "That's the parental figure saying i should speak now."

(My use of the word, "parental figure" was used to describe the narrator of the journey, the controler of the story i was in, the minds voice if you will.)

I then said, "fix somthing," (with a slight giggle).

"I want this." (reaching for my phone-i was recording it all).

"I mean what time is it?"

"I'm both laughing, enjoying and not joying this."



*Notes before reading, some sentences will not make sense. I used my phone to record my voice as soon as i could function to use it. I wrote down what i said as close to the recording to capture the rawness of it all. Keep in mind my mind was still somewhat out of it, try to read it as i was giving it, with a slow, struggling, and quiet tone.


~The Description~ *Audio Recording

Coming out of the trip i wanted to know time, what time it was, and how long my trip was gonna be. It showed me again eternity, the differnce between me, it showed me as we, I am everyone.
Time!
Time goes on and on and on
I saw fractals as i waved my hand around, it was very Jester like, like it was laughing at my face the things i do, I seen how it could be scary and how scary it could be forever even though i knew better, even though i knew to let go, to be positive, to love and forgive, even though i knew all these things It was still strong and scary and it still could have been forever, i think that's what it meant by Hell. And also the fractal images, everything was just fractaled. Cliche as it sounds everything made sense in a single second, everything made sense, now that one's hard to describe, what i mean by everything, It made...feel like...I don't know. I'm just feeling, made me feel like it was in charge, made me feel like time was in charge, time was experiencing itself, time was slowing down through us, we are a collection of awareness to make sense of everything going on around us, that's...the blurr, that's the fractal fractaling in all the different colors and variations throughout time, we are the slowing down of it. The experience, we humans are the experience of it, we are in charge, of this that we are, and there are things around us, but I kept peaking in thought with the idea of laughing, yet peaking in thought the idea of the Buddha sitting still staying calm, letting time flow through. That image of just sitting still, the idea of growing old and letting the young and letting the new be as is, because they to will be old, and the older you get, but what about the psychedelic's? I learned so much from it what can i be for it? Should i even be anything for it? Is there anything i can do for it? Can i be a Doctor, learning the things a Doctor needs to learn to do the Doctor things, can i be a Philosopher, can i be a powerful passionate speaker, can i be the fastest runner? Next thought i felt again cliche as it sounds that everything is one, I looked at my trash pile and saw it going to the trash and seeing that being trash some of it polluting, I saw that pollution hurting me, i saw me being aware of the pollution hurting me. I remember coming back into sobriety, the breathing, i noticed my breathing. My breathing body, alive, and how when the breathing body isn't alive, it goes into that. *Refferencing "that" as being the place i was in/experienceing* I guess i kinda seen the Jester in a way not really face to face but through actions? I didn't see anything as far as really truely happy and loving but i know it's there, but i wasn't shown it this time, the mind can be scary. I got more learning to do about reality, that was a wild trip. There were times in the trip when i was in it it felt like it could have been forever, it felt like it could have been eternity, that's why i kept wanting to stop the recording and look at the time because i needed some type of comfort in knowing that this wasn't forever. It would have been good to have a clock.

~Extra writings~

time I am we, I am they, there is no separation of time, I am aware, I am aware now, of time and what time can be, what time can give and take, thank lordy we have clocks.

10:53
We are all,
We are time,
It's best to laugh

Why did we make computers?
How did we make computers?

10:56
I been back in my body again normally, for some reason just my body, I'm like a branch on a branch on a tree, my body i mean,
A time tree, I mean A time tree of eternity.

10:58
I want to talk about the moveing of my hand and how i seen fractals of time with every movement.

11:10
I felt a huge block in the idea of becoming a higher being of awareness, like a Buddah, like a higher state of awareness.

The pc is here to offer a more connection experience.

Imagine living forever.

In that place there is no One, no self, no ego, no pride.
Our reality, our position of time is orderly, set to be balanced with matter and knowledge.





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