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my experience
    #28018369 - 10/26/22 08:58 PM (1 year, 3 months ago)

I figured since i'm new around here i can share what motivated me to end up here.

I've only ingested shrooms of any kind twice. The first round was a bust. It was 3g of an unknown kind. I ate it with food. I'm not sure what happened but i felt only a little muscle relaxation and had no other effects at all.

I was annoyed and my buddy sent me 10-12 grams dried Tidal Wave shrooms. After my previous failed attempt i took the setup more seriously. I didn't eat the morning of, and made two containers of tea which contained half of all the mushrooms. I was going to make this happen this time.

I set up a schedule for drinking the tea in a metered fashion, but after 3g i was clearly experiencing what was supposed to happen the first time. Everything was bright, i was REALLY feeling my music, my blankets fur life surface was waving like smoke in the wind and the carpet was a network of ropes movings amongst themselves.

I had a 6 hour playlist of my favorite music, largely classical with only positive vibes, set to go, and i wanted more of what i was getting so i drank the next 3 grams. Shortly after my internal vision was lighting up with all of the beautiful geometric patterns while the music was pushing on my emotions and taking me on a journey. Looking around i saw beauty in the world i'd never seen before, so i drank the remaining 6g tea in one shot.

The internal visions became strong enough to rival my actual vision and there was some spillover. I started seeing the music i was listening to in vibrant incredible color and brightness. With my eyes open i could switch between the real world and these other worlds that were microcosms of the infinite beauty contained in this world. I felt myself flying into the smaller and smaller spaces of raw "beauty" only to find more of the same, realizing it was deeply infinite. Then, i believe as i was peaking, one of my songs was reaching the crescendo of it's entry movement and the brightness and color became overwhelming. I was forcefully, but voluntarily and happily, whisked off into the world of beauty outside of my control. I could feel that i was literally convulsing, and coughing for some reason, from the intensity of the experience. It felt like i was in that state for hours... but the song is like 20 minutes and it wasn't even done before i opened my eyes so it was probably like 5 minutes at most. :grin:

Then i opened my eyes and it looked and felt like the entire universe was bending around me as i sat in my chair. I then realized that my definition of what a universe even is was wrong, who i was is wrong, and that my entire life was, is, and will be my entire universe regardless of what the truth to existance actually is. I then realized that every moment of my life is a part of, and a source of, that infinite beauty and all moments from start to finish, good and bad, became beautiful and i simply accepted everything. I happily accepted every good and bad moment that has or ever will happen to me including my inevitable death.

My entire life then suddenly appeared as a book where i could see and experience it all. Then my movement through time suddenly changed where i would move forward through time one whole universal cycle at a time. My death, the entire death of the universe, the inevitable rebirth of a new identical one, back to my life, only to land a fraction of a second later after the previous point in time. This books pages starting flipping incredibly fast and i was experience time 1 universes existence + .01 seconds, 100 times a second. It felt like i was being ripped through time itself. Stopping by to view the next point in my life as i casually cruised through time itself.

Then i zoomed out and after experiencing an untold amount of universal cycles i realized that i had experienced everything i could experience. Now my existence was seeing all of time passing by, and it's not that i was dead, just that my life had become such a small part of everything that i was experiencing that it was like a lost friend. My actual life had become distant and meaningless in this new perception of life. I was simply existing in that state of having understood and become part of an infinite time moving so fast everything was just black.

It was the saddest moment of my trip. It hits a deep part of me that's always looking for new exciting things to try. What i was experiencing was the end of that road. Nothing left new to try or experience. Even in that state though, that far gone, i knew that my life was actually still waiting for me and that i would return to the time that i left.

I knew that eventually, regardless of how much infinite time that it took, i would return to my body and take one more step as a normal person. That thought was just as exciting as what i was experiencing. Suddenly, returning to a normal life to simply walk across the living room had become exciting. I found some comfort in the experience of "everything" so i just basked in the warmth until i suddenly opened my eyes again and was able to move.

My method of hammering tea on an empty stomach certainly caused an intense and fast peak, but it also caused a very quick falloff. Once i "returned" i very quickly reached the point where i could function normally.

That experience shattered my view of what the universe even is, much less my life choices or how i perceive my relationships with people or what i want from my life. As expected though, i got up and took that step away from the chair which felt so foreign. It's almost like some part of me really believes now that my life is the temporary thing that i'm doing until i rejoin the infinite universal experience that the mushrooms connected me to.

I don't logically believe that's real but one things for sure, i'm not going to live my life without experiencing that again.


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Re: my experience [Re: timebook]
    #28028886 - 11/02/22 02:00 AM (1 year, 2 months ago)

Sound s perfect


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Re: my experience [Re: redgreenvines]
    #28029137 - 11/02/22 08:47 AM (1 year, 2 months ago)

I agree. After that experience i can't imagine what a bad trip is like so i'm hoping not to have any :grin:


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Re: my experience [Re: timebook]
    #28031763 - 11/03/22 08:16 PM (1 year, 2 months ago)

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timebook said:
I agree. After that experience i can't imagine what a bad trip is like so i'm hoping not to have any :grin:




I can help you with that: all those wonderful feelings/emotions/sensations, etc... Welp on a bad trip, they'd be just as intense but on the opposite side of the spectrum.

I suggest you never dose that much again without a trip sitter. And I can't stress that enough. At the very least until you have experienced the other side of it (and I do not wish you that, but it's kinda inevitable for most trippers).

Mushrooms are incredible yet, never underestimate them or think you have them "tamed". I made that mistake once and it almost costed me my life.

Very nice report btw :smile:


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