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Wasting my time. Biding my time. For the warm look in her eyes.
    #28008786 - 10/21/22 05:34 AM (1 year, 3 months ago)

Another one posted one just like this but I didn't know.  Best to that O.P.  Time is fluctuating right now.

Yeah 9 days till vacation time in L.A. again and just drinking and enjoying my k-pins with some excursions in the outside world from my home base apartment.  Flying is is so cheap.  Lodging not so much but to the point.

Two females love me.  Have learned the heart thing compared to meaningless sex and, don't mock me or make it debauched but they are as sly and cunning as cats.  Not a metaphorical term, really take lsd and look at a cat and they are like, you are on my level.  Get why the Egypt and those people of old worshiped them.  Made me laugh actually.  A cat looking at one as an equal.

Anyway point being is just strange when one goes through life an women just want complete control.  Not talking about just material things but have had enough experiences through life when they know your heart.  Have never been fake to my girlfriends.  But now it is marriage time.

And when in an esoteric state of being is like two amazing females clawing at it.  It sucks.  Yet, there are many I lost out on but hindsight is easy.  And yeah, I get rejected all the time, what job do you have, I want this and that and it is just like, fuck off. 

To the point is just strange two beautiful and wonderful females that want sole possession of me in a monogamy relationship.  I am fine doing so as during my lifetime even if a kid I will bring into this world with us both is going to be fucked the way the world is going, God/life, both have so many complications to them. 

UTAH!  I'm not giving up my drugs and alcohol to get married in a temple here.  The other one is a whole different story yet, not any better.  Going to reset and L.A. vacation in 9 days.  Going to let go of both. 

One of the best parts of life is really being in love.  Just so many have this fake conditioning of what life is that has nothing to do with reality.  Why I am posting this because those that take esoterics from time to time see through the fakeness of people but pointing it out just pisses people off.  Learned that one.  Doesn't mean one is superior, just a deeper insight. 

I hate the whole thing.  The massive highs and lows with someone one is in love with.  And wants to cling to it.  Castrated man.  And for anyone that has read this jibberish thank you for your  patience.  Just in a nervous state of being.

Still.  The small of the back.  The flirting.  The kissing.  The nipples, the clit.  "Might as well face it your addicted to love" and it is a drug and releases it within then in time without.  That sounded stupid reading it.  So to a Pink Floyd song.







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