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First trip 1.4g Penis envy. Introspective trip. * 1
    #27984397 - 10/06/22 10:47 AM (1 year, 3 months ago)

10:56 ingestion of 1.42 g PE stomach mostly empty, only 2 slices of toast with honey and strawberry jam
10:58 began listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2t9Mi1NmPEE
Joe Hisaishi Greatest Hits - Best Songs Of Joe Hisaishi 2021 - Most Instrumental Full Album 2021
11:11 giddy, listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gz-SCxj8rds i can feel my stomach digesting
11:23 warm setting in
11:33 high setting in
11:39 - i am reminded of dxm in the way my body feels, it makes me nervous edit 12:04 this is completely gone
11:46 increase of senses, sounds have more detail, it feels like i am able to judge space, i could tell you "that's 5 feet" i noticed smells probably 15 minutes earlier, but did not note, i want to go for a walk, but i think i will wait.
11:56 definitely not sober... words are an expression, and phrases are often said with their deeper meaning not understood. I am beginning to understand this while sober. Things like this are why psychedelics interest me.
11:59 the air is not fresh, it is stale. I wish to go outside. However it is cold
12:01 there is a childlike curiosity into the effects noticing trailing on the mouse cursor. I want to live on this realm of perception. listening to c418- taswell
12:07 closed my eyes, lite but detailed visuals, neon green and purple. fields with depth, very enjoyable, there was also a rotating pyramid with aztec inspired patterns. The words on the screen have a glinted effect, similar to a stop light in the rain at night. the effects of heightened senses allow for a clearer appreciation of everything. The resolution of the screen, the refresh rate, the design of this text editor, which i am quite enjoying even though it is designed for programming more than documenting mushroom trips! its 12:15 now. I am finding myself enjoying the act of typing out my thoughts. It helps me collect them and keeps me focused. The way the thoughts arrive.
12:17 noticeably stronger effects, i guess my body is digesting another one of the three bit i ate. It was 2 caps and a stem, kinda nasty but im glad that part has passed.

Experiencing a deeper understanding for design in software. These programs are made by humans and they have faults like humans. My spotify likes to show an installer window every time i open it up. The problem with making good software is the corporate structure, if you are a designer working at spotify, at some point your job is done, there is no more designing to do and iterating is just confusing for the user, i do not want to learn how to use your design. there is deeper understanding and knowledge to be found here. Like i said earlier i would like to have such ease of understanding all the time. The words i type cant even convey it all. Weed has shown me this.

12:27 there is such an importance in the words we use, words are an expression of our very being, and they also mold our being, this is something i think about frequently, before i took any silly mushrooms.

words are the bridge between our consciousness and reality.
there is nothing more truly interesting than another person, because another person can never be fully understood.
12:46 i am getting ready to go for a nice walk, i am very fortunate to have a nice pond, plenty of trees and rocks, and a chapel to visit. In a similar way you visit a person, you can also visit these places.
Meditations purpose is to reach this level of understanding. I'm going to take a walk and then consider taking more.

1:52 i had a nice walk, a life-changing one to be honest. i fully plan on micro-dosing from here on out. A completely new perspective, and appreciation, words cannot do it justice. Although i feel i have been here before. I decided against taking any more.

2:33 i texted some friends, and my mother. good conversations, although i am apprehensive to communicate while in this state, so i should keep it limited. I described it too my friend as reality +, which i think is a good way to describe it. There is a clarity from this experience that i will carry into my everyday life. I plan on being a subscriber to reality +

2:44 thinking about the manners and unspoken rules that different messaging apps have CREATED. LIKELY TO THE DETRIMENT OF ITS USER, AND TO THE BENEFIT OF THEIR SHAREHOLDERS, the consumer should be wise to this.

2:59 Memes can encourage terrible behavior, speaking in jokes is no way to exist. It can confuse yourself. and it is disingenuous to who you are. when you send anything to anyone it is a representation of who you are, it should be eloquent and it should be beautiful. Do not engage or surround yourself with activities that do not cultivate beauty.


I feel more human, more connected to what really matters. I am able to see where i was naive and where i was correct, there truly exists a more enlightened way to perceiving reality. I hope i am able to keep this aspect of the mushroom, I do not wish to say goodbye.


If you are reading this and you are considering taking these mushrooms, i want to shake you by your shoulders, YES! Take a low dose and remove any expectations. I have been shown the beauty the world has to give and i have unlocked a deeper intelligence, one that i have cultivated through meditation and through my teachers and my parents. Consciousness is so much larger than you understand.

there is no concept of cringe the way the word is used today. is a perversion of its true meaning, a poisonous idea. A way to make someone feel bad for enjoying their life. You are not intelligent enough to judge a person so sternly with the word 'cringe'
Yes there are things that should be seen as cringe-worthy, but not to the extent that it is used today among youth culture.


i feel like I'm thinking like an old person, typing like an older, more experienced person.
Even though auto-correct has ruined my ability to spell. I will take the time to type out my experiences more, think of how a wise, older person lives their life, what they do; do they do it for no reason?

i start typing and the way that it carries on is so pleasant to me. I am not typing to a reader, it is simply a representation of my thoughts.

i do not have the technical skill required to convey all of my thoughts, my thoughts are ahead of me, i am done with the thought and onto the next before i can get it onto paper, so to speak.

3:30 I'm sorry, but these mushrooms are a real life intelligence potion. The ability to put thoughts into words, that is a strong part of intelligence, it is a skill that should be practiced and honed. I honestly have no idea how i was so oblivious to the importance of correct spelling, sentence structure, grammar, handwriting, it is all indicative of your ability to think. Perceive yourself as a person with intelligence, your idea of arrogance is wrong.
Don't wear slummy clothing.

this is therapy.

4:55 i feel as if i have come down a bit, pupils are still dilated.

i need to stop viewing degenerate shit, the fact that the nsfl channel exists is a stain on my mental, it is toxic.


6:46 I have mostly come down, still have acute awareness of sounds, things still look saturated, interestingly, photos on my phone look incredibly de-saturated in comparison to reality.

7:02 it seems that most of the insight has come and gone. I cant tell if I'm the same person, but in the best way possible. The mushroom gives you a window of opportunity to learn, so spend your time with it wisely. There are a lot of lessons to learn and places to improve, but the challenge is what makes life interesting. There is a really interesting religious analogy, that stuck with me from my time in catholic school. Its that life's purpose is to strive to be like God. You will never be perfect, but you can always get better. The mushroom will show you how to get there, but you still have to do the hard work.


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