
110 dose, 26g wet PE turn on some king of the hill. Within 10 minutes alice in wonderland syndrome kicked in hard, everything is either extremely large and close, like giants, or extremely small and far away.
130 feeling hella anxious and sweating profusely. Standing at the door looking at my dog, seems like an alien a million miles away almost. I go outside and instantly I start hearing a chirping/buzzing like sound, I step into the pool and dunk my head, there is colors coming off of everything, the heat waves in the vision are vibrating with gold/yellow/green. I look into my stucco wall in the back yard, and all the ripples have turned to large mushrooms radiating with overlay from each corner, almost a sacred Aztec/dmt geometry…. It started getting really intense here, idk how long this lasted. I had to put on my sun glasses. It felt like my eyes were visually going to be ripped apart. I started to lose track of where I was, who I was, what my house was, what I was at this time… sort of like a tunnel of colors being thrown at me.
Okay it’s 220? 230? pm and not sure what is happening or how I got here. I’m sweating, been dry heaving and feeling like I have poisoned myself. I feel like I am dying but being rebirthed at the same time…. extreme visual scale not sure what’s going on, overlay on everything, fractals blasting every time I move my vision. Everytime I close my eyes I am in this…other world? And have the overlay of my open eye visual, ontop of my closed eye visual. So my open eye visuals I was seeing, losing track of where I was, when I closed my eyes, I could see the architecture I guess? When closing my eyes I was in another world, another room, in space, in some other area, im not sure. The ONLY thing I can compare this to is a DMT waiting room experience…. Have to lay down. Have music laying in the background. Tool Aenima starts playing.. I end up turning off the music after 5 minutes because it started to make me feel uncomfortable (more uncomfortable than I was, I was loving it, as terrifying as it was.
245pm everything is insane, I keep getting lost in how beautiful everything, I keep getting lost and forgetting what is happening, I just lay in bed and surrender.. . Even when I closed my eyes there was this crazy insect pod geometry hissing/vibrating, the soul of SOMETHING, something OLD, some ancient alien HR giger type DMT waiting room… talking backwards in tongues. I had a horrible feeling of dread everytime I would try to look over at this thing… Im not sure what was happening, but eventually I gave up and kept getting locked into this trance of staring at it, as it was just vibrating/talking backwards at me, everytime would start drooling, forget to unblink/blink and would be amazed at how beautiful this…architect, and architecture was…. This went on thinking I was going to die, im dead, what is everything, what is this thing, wow this is so amazingly terrifyingly beautiful.
I specially remember like being in a trance with it blasting me verbally almost, and I would get up to go to the bathroom after laying down and the overlay of visuals was so bad and then forget what happened, or where I was or what I was. This kept happening until like 335-340 then I realized I was actually out of it. I... liked it too much. there was a lot of things going on during this trip. I attached a drawing of my attempt to....draw what i saw.
Edited by trollyofficial (09/15/22 10:26 PM)
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