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Barnaby
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When love and attraction comes out of nowhere but one has the experience on esoteric levels
#27916702 - 08/24/22 01:52 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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Maybe that is the way to find to find true love. I can't fuck on it as my mind is in to many places but I can see through fake women and those that are not. I let go of the latter. Not that I am all knowing just we are challenging each other and both want something together , AHHHH, not an orgasm just she always put up such a shield and she is letting it go from me just being me and letting me in.
Meaning herself that after years I guess she finally trusts me? And then it turns into an attraction? I haven't had sex with her yet but wow I thought I could read and get anyone, maybe arrogance and ego on my part, then the imagery and the baring of her true self to the degree I could take it, I get why if one is straight and bored of sex how one can still be interested in a female. Sounds horrid but have been through so many fake and dumb people.
Define falling in love. That is the danger yet it is so exciting. I think people of the shroomery have an advantage as we see deeper then most for the most part but my god her spirit and she just opened up it up to me and we have known each other for years and I always thought she was, I will save that for myself but wow.
Sex is cheap but when one breaks down the walls of another and they open up, is an amazing experience. Flirting then the heart is opened yet but have never experienced someone for that long that all of a sudden lets it down and one can see them for their selves. That was an amazing experience.. I thought I could see through anything. I opened her up.
TEAR DOWN THE WALL!
Rodger Waters is coming to town. And yeah my mother is a bitch, she won't be invited to anything that has meaning in my life. Mormonism and that self righteousness. No.
LSD is the worst thing in the world. No, no really it is not. Is strange like the song mother by Floyd just finally giving up on a mothers approval. Is amusing how life just drops things into ones life if one can see it and, I finally get it.
Edited by Barnaby (08/24/22 02:17 PM)
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Barnaby
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Re: When love and attraction comes out of nowhere but one has the experience on esoteric levels [Re: Barnaby]
#27916933 - 08/24/22 04:24 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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"Isn't it great to have a penis? Isn't it great to have a dong?"
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BeeZee
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Re: When love and attraction comes out of nowhere but one has the experience on esoteric levels [Re: Barnaby]
#27918847 - 08/25/22 08:03 PM (1 year, 5 months ago) |
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starpig
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Re: When love and attraction comes out of nowhere but one has the experience on esoteric levels [Re: BeeZee]
#27920667 - 08/27/22 05:33 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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This sounds more like not knowing what you want than anything else. Also sex isn’t cheap.
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