Im still coming down. Its funny because even though Im still at a pretty high level mushroom equivalent trip, its like "omfg Im back! Im back! Holy shit Im back where did I just go" lmao.
I didn't break through this time, but I feel I was very close. I did take the third hit this time, but the first one was kinda small and I didn't get the whole bowl lit. So only the 2nd and 3rd were pretty massive hits. I think that's why no breakthrough. I tried to go for 4 but I was just way too out of it. I set the bong down and fell back and my arms did this thing like i was falling off a cliff and i tried to reach out and grab something and i had no control. I just fell back and my eyes closed automatically.
I'm having a little difficulty recalling what just happened and where I was just a few minutes ago, but I'm hoping this will help.
The one thing I know for sure: there's absolutely without a doubt more than 3 dimensions. I know because just a minute ago some H.P. Lovecraft type shit just reached into this universe from another one and had its.... tentacles? all over me. But i very specifically remember witnessing more than 3 dimensions, and I was also being pulled in some of these dimensions. When i say dimensions Im talking about spatial dimensions. Way more than 3.
I remember thinking to myself that ok so when you think of tripping on hallucinogenic drugs you imagine seeing stuff, but its somehow separate, as if you're only witnessing images in front of your eyes. But no, not with DMT. It gets ALL up in your shit, and you become enveloped in it. And just when you think it might be slowing down, it's not, you're just rotating into another dimension again.
Ok so I think the best way to describe it, so someone else can imagine it - which by the way you can't, the only way to truly perceive or imagine or even recall what its like to be on dmt is to be on dmt - imagine its like all of your senses dissolving. Yeah. Everything you perceive gets twisted in at least 4 or 5 spatial dimensions and dissolved. Take my word for it there's absolutely no way to describe it, our language isn't precise enough and we just don't have words to describe this stuff. It's way too alien.
So there's really no point in me writing this cuz the only way to convey what it was like, ok for you the reader to understand what it was like, you can't. Unless you're on dmt right now. And if you're on dmt you're not reading this. So f it.
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They say curiosity killed the cat... Fortunately, I am not a cat.
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But the geometric patterns though. The patterns are unreal. So complex. And they blossom like flowers, unfurling from extra dimensions we don't normally perceive. And they have a fractal quality. If you focus on one small part you will notice that it is just as complex as the whole thing. I don't know if i would call it beautiful, but it's quite astonishing. It's just very weird.
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They say curiosity killed the cat... Fortunately, I am not a cat.
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