So my first attempt at consuming 30g wet produced no real results. Felt nice, but overall pretty weak. So, in the name of science, I dialed up to 75g wet. Here is my story
An hour after consumption I was still feeling basically nothing. I was worried that I was one of those rare individuals who have some major resistance to psilocin. Then, slowly, things began to shift. My wife and I were watching The Boys and I commented to her that one of the characters faces looked kinda like a goofy snake. Wife said "...what?" and I insisted that she look, I mean the character had goofy huge eyes and a chin that seemed to jut out a bit. And then my brain kinda went "Uh dude...we're about to go to mars".
Things started to go a bit cartoony, and it was fantastic. We watched the show for a while longer before I decided to grab a quick shower while I was still functional. So here I am, sitting in our little shower on my stool as things began to ramp up. The first thing that hit me was my towels hanging on the rack outside became these bird-like overseers. They were watching me, not in a bad or creepy way but just observing. Like they were making sure I didn't break anything. As I sat there and contemplated why these bird-like entities were hanging out above me, the shower became almost a different reality. The tiles, which are these sand colored pieces, became shimmery and shifting like gold sand. These symbols appeared written on each one, and I felt like I was supposed to know what they meant but wasn't really sure. At that point I swear I was in an ancient temple. My bird guides kept a watchful eye as I tried to make out the symbols. The water falling on me was like crystal and it seemed to make music as it fell. I was somewhere else in the universe, but it wasn't scary -- actually it was extremely inviting. Like I was supposed to be in what felt like an ancient and sacred place.
I ended up staring down at my feet while sitting on my little stool -- the water impacting the shower bottom exploded into these patterns of square and diamonds interconnected. The drain undulated and swirled, like the throat of creature...but again, not scary. I remember laughing that somehow I had reached the very spirit of the earth itself while sitting in my shower. As I tried to study the water the pebble texture of the shower floor shifted up and over my legs,going all the way up my body. Somehow this made me feel like a frog, and I remember feeling like I was in the deep rain forest. The crystal water fall became a thrumming of drums as looked at the symbols on the walls again. The two placed were connected -- this "temple" and the "rainforest" was I was in...and my bird guides just kept watch to make sure I didn't get lost (thanks bird bros!).
I stood up and actually fell back slightly, kinda like being drunk, into the wall. In reality we're talking maybe a 12" distance of me leaning back against the wall but I remember it felt like I fell for a long time before melting into the shifting sands after I hit the wall. My skin returned from it's frog pebble form to a rock-like form, with the symbols flowing up and over my skin all around me. I'm pretty sure I was supposed to understand the symbols and yet... not? I dunno, kinda hard to describe. Source code of the universe I suppose.
Eventually I got out of the shower (and somehow ended up on the other side of the bathroom trying to dry off LOL) and got squared away. When I came out of the bathroom into my bedroom it was pretty dark and suddenly I swear I was on some icy nordic sea. Like I half expected to see vikings and shit... I was convinced it was the deep winter on an icy ocean. I made my way across the room and into bed. Wife and I just talked about my experiences thus far and she put on this netflix show where it's just nature footage with some background music. It was pretty amazing even without drugs I must say, but I was really getting into it. She then put on some music for me, just random chill things. Eventually I remember she put on "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" and... well.. I started bawling guys. 40-something years old and I'm crying my eyes out with my wife. I haven't experienced that level of unfiltered joy in so long I guess it just overwhelmed all my internal systems. Wife just held my hand and we just listened together, and I wouldn't trade that for the world.
The rest of the comedown was pretty uneventful after that, just enjoying the nature show and company.
10/10 would do again.
Edited by Oniralas (07/18/22 11:46 AM)
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