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Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. 1
#27827388 - 06/19/22 02:50 PM (1 year, 7 months ago) |
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Fireworks. Not broken hearted. Not desperate. Not ugly. Is amusing when they try to get your attention as a male. Is time to have meaningful sex again on Freemont at the 4 Queens.
All booked. I do well in Vegas or Wendover/bendover. I bet sports. And some blackjack. But to the point holy shit do females want to get laid on holidays in Vegas. One doesn't even really have to try.
If I take lsd might change my mind and try to climb the Plaza like Roger Rabbit, yeah, an old joke but things get strange. I wouldn't of course, maybe just some MDMA. Since it is legal there. Just a joke.
Celebrate life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. But yes I will most likely fuck in my hotel room from some beauty from Indiana or something. Just bummed that they banned Elvis from Vegas. They were cool to me. T.M. infringement as the estate wants the money. Fuck them. Time for some fun. This month is dragging. Best to all.
LIVING IN AMERICA! GOT TO HAVE A CELEBRATION! ROCK MY SOUL! Fuck Russia still. We have it very well here. DRAGO! Have fun people. God listening to Ween and had a dream about an orgy. No, just no.
Is amusing my late father, happy fathers day dad in wherever you are in the spirit world was married 3 times in his life and was divorced by him and them. My Mother, whom my stepdad past away recently had been married 3 times as well. Once to a gay guy though at that the time she didn't know. So fuck it. She found religion. Great. SHAME! NOPE! Vegas is great. just use common sense.
I will give you 100k to be Mormon. Under me. Nope, I make my own way. Sex is evil. That it is not. Freedom and free will, priceless. As is fun. I make my own way in life with wise eyes/understanding.
Think I will buy a big American Top Hat on Freemont Street.
Edited by Barnaby (06/19/22 03:03 PM)
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Re: Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. [Re: Barnaby]
#27830473 - 06/21/22 02:07 PM (1 year, 7 months ago) |
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Uggh. Someguy got shot at 2 A.M. from where I am booked for the 4th of July. Made me laugh interviewing a local station asking as it was all taped off with that yellow cop shit. I wouldn't hesitate to stay here again, but maybe not till 2 A.M. Said a European. The guy they were going for died and and the innocent guy just caught in the crossfire was shot but non life threatening.
But yeah, getting shot, it takes a hell of a long time to recover and hurts like hell. Just sayin. I don't mind the loud music, was at the same place in October and was a lot of fun. Just idiots doing idiotic things. Thing is, if that happened on the main strip they wouldn't of gotten away. Look at the places all around it. Makes sense. Not a place to explore.
Fuck it, somehow think I will be fine. Taking a massive risk I know but lol, somehow I think I will live. Passed out on the bed at 2 a.m. and, there was gunshots by some M's? Can I go back to sleep now?
On with the fireworks that are fun and not the shooting and blowing up people kind. Not staying at the Belligio. Welcome to the United States. Really, don't fuck with people and people have been cool to me there. Even on the outskirts. Same in L.A. I think people just know. Hard won wisdom but not in a hardcore shot way or rich and people that wear that stupid gold chains and have them pulled and groups of M's with guns, yeah, I am ahead of it. Reason why it was out of the casino on the Street. Still amused me where it happened.
Like the European, not afraid of stupid shit. More concerned if flights are going to be cancelled or not for the holidays and they are over and over again. Live by the gun die by the gun. I avoid it especially with groups of M's. Bad press. Who cares? R.I.P. person but really I don't care, just the innocent.
But yeah that is bad. On to it flying out. Such courage! No, military people and will put in a Carlin joke and believe me they would get it.
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Re: Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. [Re: Barnaby] 1
#27831377 - 06/22/22 07:28 AM (1 year, 7 months ago) |
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Scratch that. My girlfriend and I are back again.
Not taking her with me but I will enjoy it! Just not in a sexual way. Flirting is fun but is boring. Partying with people, that is fun and fireworks. People always know. Take enough spirit vine and lsd and shrooms and one finds it impossible to lie to people that know you which is a good thing, and I do love her. And without all of that, integrity. She is like a block to the bad in the world.
Happy 4th Shroomery! Please will my plane not be cancelled on my flight there.
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Re: Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. [Re: Barnaby]
#27835664 - 06/25/22 07:55 AM (1 year, 7 months ago) |
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God women pick up on it immediately when one is has broken up and even if happy, they sense it. So strange what one picks up with all the drugs I have used in my life. Yet I think people that get out of relationships like women friends I have know and so many just want to be in another one, and some RIGHT AWAY, and some of them with me, and no fucking way.
It is just good to feel free for awhile and be myself. Reflect on my life. And drink and drug as much as I like and a lot of vacations. Life is good. Always the one and maybe some can relate that was the best one feels one could do in life and was interested but thought another one was better.
Hindsight sucks in life. But there is only one thing to do and that is to let it go and move forward. Don't cry in your beer and/or drugs lol. It just feels like a burden has been lifted. Best in the shroomery people in their relationships. Really I can't fuck on esoterics as there IS WAY to much going on with what I think and see. Shape shifting face and kissing, let alone having sex, no, just no.
So some time for myself. Summer in the U.S. started two days ago. Time for my first Summer vacation this year. Feel bad for me. Seriously though, enjoy it people. We only get so many in life.
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Re: Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. [Re: Barnaby]
#27846245 - 07/02/22 09:43 AM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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And flying out tomorrow and we are now back together. Females. I love her and she knows it and she does me. She doesn't want you to be single and alone in Vegas for the 4th. If I could of afforded, which I could of to buy her plane ticket I would of. I chose gambling money, lol. Naw, she is special and just a joke. Sometimes they have a tantrum. And sometimes I just need some alone time.
Clingyness never works out in any relationship and I look forward to my return. And break from social media for a bit. That is getting boring as well.
The most stupidest thing in my family was younger brother who owned a gun and had an on and off again relationship with this woman he knew since High School. They broke up but were still friends and she found a new boyfriend.
So he decides to go on a vacation and not bring her and she goes to my brother to ask to borrow his gun. My brother is an idiot. He lends it to her and he flies off and to get back at him she shoots herself in the head and dies. THAT WILL SHOW HIM! She was an idiot herself. Suicide is the stupidest thing one can do in life. Grass is always greener, I really doubt that. But that guilt will last with him the rest of his life and hopefully doesn't eat him up.
But the memory will never go away so in a way she got what she wanted. But just inanely stupid.
On to Vegas.
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Re: Am now free from a relationship and it really does feel like freedom. So going to have sex on the 4th in Vegas. [Re: Barnaby]
#27846821 - 07/02/22 06:36 PM (1 year, 6 months ago) |
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Thinking more about it as I pack. Kind of glad she took me back. Will enjoy the 4th so much more tomorrow with giving the vibe I am taken. Now lets have some fun with strangers around the world and having fun. Partying. And odds are I will just be talking to a woman from France or one of the States about her life and just listening.
Men! You don't know how much women just love men, a lot of them, that will just drink with them and listen how much they love one listening to them. Is easy to shut up for awhile unless she is boring the hell out of you are wants one to buy her table drinks. At bars I just pay cash. Is not cheating. And if I did she would know as we have a very honest relationship. Despite be with me wherever you go. No. We are not married. Plus I usually end up talking to military. Is amusing how that seems to happen so much.
Made me laugh, but that is emotional cheating, no, that it is not. Is just humanity. And yes I will be extreemly fucked up tomorrow and have a lot of fun. I have my limits. Is amusing when music is blaring and one goes back to ones hotel room on Freemont and sleeps like a baby.
And people take families there. Read the fucking reviews. Go to fucking Circus Circus. It is not a bad vibe but yeah it is music and yes it is people having fun. God bless America.
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