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 Buster_Brown
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 Re: I think  [Re: sudly]
#27759326 - 05/01/22 09:45 PM (1 year, 11 months ago) |
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Well the transcripts from hypno-therapy might prove interesting if you get the chance
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 sudly
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Idk man, the shrink told me I was delirious and that in itself proved pretty interesting and certainly calmed the nervous for what I was experiencing at the time because fortunately it was only temporary. Can't imagine that full time.
My uncle was skitz, he thought the people on the radio were talkng to him etc, so he got in a car and went for a drive to the afterlife, or wherever he thought we would end up, alas it was below our feet.
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nooneman
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The scary thing about schizophrenia (and a lot of serious mental illness for that matter) is that most schizophrenics don't think they have schizophrenia. If you really were schizophrenic, you'd almost certainly think you weren't, most of the time anyway. This lack of insight into your own condition is actually a hallmark of serious mental illness in and of itself.
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Buster_Brown
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My imaginary friend is modeled after an absent minded A.I, helpful to a point but mimicking my own absent mindedness. If I were creative I could have two or three imaginary friends with different personalities - a barrel full of monkeys.
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sudly
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I've actually never had an imaginary friend.
Perhaps due to my lack of religion, although I have faithfull prayed for at least two minutes and absolved myself of all responsibility before realising how terrifying the thought really is.
It was within Notre Dame by happenstance too.
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Buster_Brown
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Re: I think [Re: sudly]
#27759535 - 05/02/22 04:44 AM (1 year, 11 months ago) |
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I heard a shopkeeper amusing himself with an imaginary friend:
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Buster_Brown
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Re: I think [Re: sudly]
#27759873 - 05/02/22 11:33 AM (1 year, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
sudly said:
It was within Notre Dame by happenstance too.
A ghost writer might be the ticket to pulling the story together using the hypnotherapy transcripts.
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redgreenvines
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what about a tantric quantum dark matter angle?
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Buster_Brown
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Was that a pre-existing condition? Or did I play a part in it
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redgreenvines
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big part
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Quote:
Pinkerton said:
we're all schizos here. Batty beyond measure.
Eating nuts and thinking about life. 
I am diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've come to realize that, rather, I have been taken hostage by mormons. In 2006 my mind popped open to a permanent state of shared (christ) consciousness where others can see me and even hear my spoken voice. I have since learned that there were people involved when I was medicated and said to be bipolar that started telling everyone what to think. They were lying to the observing audience about me from the start of this. People that sort of capitalized on my ascension. They are another family from the town I grew up in. They happen to be part of the LDS church. I had no idea that they were acting as intermediaries. They have me held hostage inside their bodies, and I am now a victim of mind control. You can actually wrap your imagination around a person and trap them in your head and they exist as a small orb inside your brain if you are successful. You then can see out their eyes into their experience of reality and monitor their thoughts. If people are inclined to listen to me, and if they have it in mind that they are going to help me, the others that have me imprisoned violently rape them with their energy and damage their minds. The are quickly subdued and will not talk to me or about any of this. I think what happened is that they got jellyous about my place in the realm above. They found me up in the air from where they are. When you agree to give your life for others to know about the experience of the Sacred you must shed an energy body then exist in another dimension. They reached up and wrapped their imaginations around me. Now I exist as an orb in their foreheads. They feed on my energy all day and make things difficult for me everyday. They are the voices that are being called schizophrenia. I try to explain this all to psychiatrists but they deny that it is real. Those involved know what they are doing... Know that they got jellyous of my ability to 'lift an eye to heaven' and have taken my as a psychic slave. They won't come foreward and admit what they are doing so I can't prove any of this. I think some of you that are on the shroomery know what the mormons are doing. They run a mind control agenda posing as a church of Jesus opposite the New World Order of LIGHT. The revealing of the mushroom has gone badly, and now seems like a cruel joke... As they pull on my spiritual energy the lifes and minds that are connected to mine now are drawn into my body. Each person is a little sphere. They are dissolving into my tissues as they are drawn in. E Plurabis Unum. LOL.
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You've been fighting for a long time man. I remember discussing this topic with you years ago.
I hope you overcome this ordeal and find some rest and peace.
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My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”
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Re: I think [Re: Lion] 1
#27765431 - 05/06/22 04:12 AM (1 year, 11 months ago) |
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Hey, man! Good to hear from you. Thanks. Its been rough.
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redgreenvines
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maybe you can make a javascript demo of this effect
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FishOilTheKid
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I don't know how to use javascript... Here's this though: 
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East meets West and balance is restored. Get rid of the suckers.
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redgreenvines
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Quote:
FishOilTheKid said:
I don't know how to use javascript... Here's this though:
excellent!
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