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split_by_nine
i am the liquor

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening] 1
#27732925 - 04/13/22 01:40 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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glad to hear this man
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HomelessSorcerer



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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: The Blind Ass]
#27732926 - 04/13/22 01:40 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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psi
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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: HomelessSorcerer]
#27732931 - 04/13/22 01:43 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: psi] 1
#27732953 - 04/13/22 02:00 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Haha, I love you brothers
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spirit_shadow
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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening]
#27733031 - 04/13/22 03:11 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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You feeling better? Please don't kill yourself. If you really need to just get away from shit I'd be more than willing to let you come crash with me for a week or two for a little vacation <3
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: spirit_shadow]
#27733056 - 04/13/22 03:29 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said: You feeling better? Please don't kill yourself. If you really need to just get away from shit I'd be more than willing to let you come crash with me for a week or two for a little vacation <3
Wow, brother I love you so much. I'll fight brother, and when I succeed I'll remember you. And all of you
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Asante
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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening] 2
#27733068 - 04/13/22 03:33 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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shroomening said: My brothers, thank you for all your messages. I've changed my mind. I'm not going to commit suicide. I think I can at least dedicate my life to serving the universe, God, love. So I'll do it instead. We'll see which way I go forward, but thank you very much for all your messages. You have good hearts brothers. Thank you for being here.
Best thing I read all week.
Sow the seeds of good deeds and you will reap off the seeds of your works,
Doinf good deeds means paying it forward.
I'm gonna pay you forward, a free 1 year supporter account, so you can make more out of your Shroomery experience now that you chose life. So, since you just received a gift, take the obligation upon yourself to give to others, in word and deed, as well as to yourself.
That gets the ball rolling.
Welcome back.
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: Asante] 1
#27733080 - 04/13/22 03:38 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Asante said:
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shroomening said: My brothers, thank you for all your messages. I've changed my mind. I'm not going to commit suicide. I think I can at least dedicate my life to serving the universe, God, love. So I'll do it instead. We'll see which way I go forward, but thank you very much for all your messages. You have good hearts brothers. Thank you for being here.
Best thing I read all week.
Sow the seeds of good deeds and you will reap off the seeds of your works,
Doinf good deeds means paying it forward.
I'm gonna pay you forward, a free 1 year supporter account, so you can make more out of your Shroomery experience now that you chose life. So, since you just received a gift, take the obligation upon yourself to give to others, in word and deed, as well as to yourself.
That gets the ball rolling.
Welcome back.
Wow, thank you so much my brother. I love you. Thank you so much. I will do everything I can to fight for all of us brother. I love you
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Asante
Mage


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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening]
#27733108 - 04/13/22 03:50 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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You are quite welcome.
When I was 30, at the third day of christmas, I woke up with a heart attack at 4AM.
Heart ward, life-and-death struggle, every time that heart monitor siren wailed and they came running with the paddles..
God was with me, one on one.
I vowed that if he let me live that I would dedicate myself towards helping others, more than before. He told me that I would live for 15 years more, till age 45, "but then its important that you die."
The doctor told me I wouldnt live out the year if I even made it out the hospital. I knew better.
At age 45 I had the definitive series of EGO DEATH experiences in trips that threw me clear of my traumatic luggage of my younger years. THAT part of me had to die, the problems part, not me myself.
Its now 20 years ago, this november I turn 50.
I got a long way to go.
I wear my gray hair with pride.
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: Asante] 1
#27733121 - 04/13/22 03:58 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Asante said: You are quite welcome.
When I was 30, at the third day of christmas, I woke up with a heart attack at 4AM.
Heart ward, life-and-death struggle, every time that heart monitor siren wailed and they came running with the paddles..
God was with me, one on one.
I vowed that if he let me live that I would dedicate myself towards helping others, more than before. He told me that I would live for 15 years more, till age 45, "but then its important that you die."
The doctor told me I wouldnt live out the year if I even made it out the hospital. I knew better.
At age 45 I had the definitive series of EGO DEATH experiences in trips that threw me clear of my traumatic luggage of my younger years. THAT part of me had to die, the problems part, not me myself.
Its now 20 years ago, this november I turn 50.
I got a long way to go.
I wear my gray hair with pride.
Wow brother, I love you so much, you inspire me
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spirit_shadow
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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening]
#27733137 - 04/13/22 04:15 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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shroomening said:
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spirit_shadow said: You feeling better? Please don't kill yourself. If you really need to just get away from shit I'd be more than willing to let you come crash with me for a week or two for a little vacation <3
Wow, brother I love you so much. I'll fight brother, and when I succeed I'll remember you. And all of you 
Well you better fight me if you ever need to vent. Seriously
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: spirit_shadow]
#27733181 - 04/13/22 04:42 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said:
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shroomening said:
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spirit_shadow said: You feeling better? Please don't kill yourself. If you really need to just get away from shit I'd be more than willing to let you come crash with me for a week or two for a little vacation <3
Wow, brother I love you so much. I'll fight brother, and when I succeed I'll remember you. And all of you 
Well you better fight me if you ever need to vent. Seriously 
Thank you so much brother, I'll keep that in mind
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Doc9151
Mycologist


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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening] 2
#27733215 - 04/13/22 05:08 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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I'll tell you what will happen after drinking 100g of dried shroom tea, you will have the fastest come up you've ever had, if you ever have partaken in the first place. Then the nausea will come on and you will puke your friggin guts out (I puked 2.5 hrs before getting the kool-aid back up) I mean puking like you're dying, it will send the inexperienced to the ER freaking out that they've been poisoned.
In my personal experience, it started just like I said, but during breaks between vomiting I was trapped in a featureless white space and bak to reality during the vomiting episodes. This is when I realized that shit can hide in the stomach while vomiting, it doesn't always all come up immediately. I do not recommend taking heroic doses, it will ruin the experience for good for most people. I've been eating cubensis for decades and that one almost ruined it for me, but I understand that it was dose related and my body was rejecting it because it was to much. It did ruin the smell for me forever, I hate the way they smell now and must mask the flavor to imbibe.
Edit: word correction from nauseous to nausea
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: Doc9151]
#27733535 - 04/13/22 08:53 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Doc9151 said: I'll tell you what will happen after drinking 100g of dried shroom tea, you will have the fastest come up you've ever had, if you ever have partaken in the first place. Then the nausea will come on and you will puke your friggin guts out (I puked 2.5 hrs before getting the kool-aid back up) I mean puking like you're dying, it will send the inexperienced to the ER freaking out that they've been poisoned.
In my personal experience, it started just like I said, but during breaks between vomiting I was trapped in a featureless white space and bak to reality during the vomiting episodes. This is when I realized that shit can hide in the stomach while vomiting, it doesn't always all come up immediately. I do not recommend taking heroic doses, it will ruin the experience for good for most people. I've been eating cubensis for decades and that one almost ruined it for me, but I understand that it was dose related and my body was rejecting it because it was to much. It did ruin the smell for me forever, I hate the way they smell now and must mask the flavor to imbibe.
Edit: word correction from nauseous to nausea
Damn, that does not sound fun. I already hate the taste. I just want to vomit when I smell it. How do you mask it?
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HomelessSorcerer



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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: shroomening]
#27733546 - 04/13/22 09:04 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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@ shroomening
I would suggest giving serious thought to the utility of such a high dose.
The discomfort of an average dose is compensated by the psychedelic experience.
The discomfort of a 100gm dose may not be worth the experience.
Having a profound thought is fine. But having a profound thought and being able to remember and/or write or otherwise communicate about it post-trip, is way better.
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Fiery
Sword of Fire


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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, [Re: shroomening]
#27733573 - 04/13/22 09:23 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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@OP
My challenge to you is to see JUST HOW LONG you can avoid finding out what dying is like, and see if the Grim Reaper has other plans for you.
TEST YOUR FATE. Put suicide to the side
No one can avoid lightening strikes and meteors and freak car accidents.
SO get out there and prove just how long you can live!
Heck, let's make it a competition.
GAME ON. Survival mode
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Fiery
Sword of Fire


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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, [Re: shroomening]
#27733578 - 04/13/22 09:25 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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@OP
One more thing.
Accepting/Embracing my suffering has helped me immensely in this life, it's what makes all the pain seem bearable.
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, I'm going to commit suicide soon. [Re: HomelessSorcerer]
#27734217 - 04/14/22 10:12 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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HomelessSorcerer said: @ shroomening
I would suggest giving serious thought to the utility of such a high dose.
The discomfort of an average dose is compensated by the psychedelic experience.
The discomfort of a 100gm dose may not be worth the experience.
Having a profound thought is fine. But having a profound thought and being able to remember and/or write or otherwise communicate about it post-trip, is way better.
Yes, I probably will not do it, do not want to vomit and stuff. I will stick to normal doses. Thank you brother
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shroomening

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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, [Re: Fiery] 1
#27734219 - 04/14/22 10:14 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Fiery said: @OP
My challenge to you is to see JUST HOW LONG you can avoid finding out what dying is like, and see if the Grim Reaper has other plans for you.
TEST YOUR FATE. Put suicide to the side
No one can avoid lightening strikes and meteors and freak car accidents.
SO get out there and prove just how long you can live!
Heck, let's make it a competition.
GAME ON. Survival mode 
Thank you brother. For sure GAME ON
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Fiery
Sword of Fire


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Re: Oh, we're in the pub now. Cheers brother, [Re: shroomening]
#27734240 - 04/14/22 10:25 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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shroomening said:
Thank you brother. For sure GAME ON
GAME ON!

It's gonna get painful, sad, and uncomfortable sometimes BUT THIS IS A JOURNEY!
AND WE WILL BE WARRIORS! - And there will be many happy times and dancing to be had.
Lots of love people  
TO THE FINISH LINE!
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