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Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense!
#27705688 - 03/23/22 11:25 AM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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Hi everyone,
two weeks ago I took 15g Atlantis magic truffles for the first time alone. In the past I took 15-22g High Hawaiians with friends.
I lay down on my bed, made everything dark and started to meditate. I’ve set some intentions but was open to everything that could occur, and I wanted to go really deep.
After a while of deep meditation, I got VERY aroused out of nowhere. That is very unusual for me, especially on magic mushrooms. I felt an energy and pleasure in my "first chakra" which was out of this world. However, I did not want to use this session for that kind of pleasure and I was also doing nofap for a while, so I didn't move my hands and just meditated.
A HUGE and incredible energy spread throughout my body. While my whole body was pulsating with waves of pleasure which I never thought were possible, I saw/experienced a black female something touching my whole body. I saw (my eyes closed) many arms or tentacles touching/entering my body and I was excited like never before in my life. It felt very "dark" but the pleasure was beyond anything I've ever experienced (even with a real woman).
This “something” felt so amazingly real that I stopped it several times whenever it wanted "to enter" my body, as I became too scared. Whenever I meditated on the heart or head chakra, everything lighted up, but it was too hard to resist this temptation.
I remember that I thought that this feels like a “demon” entering my body and this is not right but I told to myself: “Well, thats the magic truffles, don’t make this a bad trip.” Eventually I was too scared so I stopped the whole session by going into the bathroom and disctracting myself afterwards. Until just know, I thought this was just a crazy real psilocybin fantasy in my mind.
Well, by coincidence, I came across a post in the nofap forum: “wet dreams are caused by Succubi…”. I googled Succubi as I have never heard that word...what the fuck?
Can this be real? 15g Atlantis is not very strong, I could still think clearly, take a walk outside etc. It felt sooo realistic, like an actual person would touch you, just 100x more intense. My body was shivering, my excitement was multiple times higher than ever in my life (although I didn't touch myself) and everything came out of nowhere . Reading about succubus, I get really respect for this topic. I have no knowledge about occultism, demons etc. And I have never heard of succubus before.
Anyone any experience / information on that topic?
I was planning to do a higher dose trip on friday, but after reading about Succubus today I now have some respect.
This is not a joke post.Thank you in advance and also for taking it seriously.
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Butterboostered]
#27705871 - 03/23/22 02:10 PM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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It sounds to me to symbolically portray the relationship you have to your sexuality currently. Since you are, even if just for the moment, denying it for yourself with nofap, you are "making sexuality a demon", a bad thing. This also leads to a lot of pent up sexual energy which explains the intensity of the feelings and why they came up even without you touching yourself
Honestly I think denying yourself masturbation is similar to denying yourself food, like anorexia, I dont believe it to be healthy or self loving. I understand the desire to consume less porn, but thats different. 90% of people masturbate, a statistic has shown, so feeling it's not OK is an illusion and caused by a sexually and generally body and pleasure repressive culture. They would much rather control and sell you something, than you not need anything and be able to provide pleasure for yourself
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: polaritymind]
#27706027 - 03/23/22 04:58 PM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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I think anything in that realm. If your intuition told you that is what it is, then that is what it is. No concrete objectivity with this stuff. Sounds like a really cool experience, I wonder what would have happened if you consented to it If it felt demonic or off in some way you probably made the right call. "And there are trap doors, which you can't come back from."
Thanks for the post this was an intriguing read. ✌
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Spectacle]
#27706262 - 03/23/22 08:59 PM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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I mean, how bad really would it have been to get a little head?
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Soloist]
#27706419 - 03/24/22 01:56 AM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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What was it specifically trying 2 do op? Cause almost made it sound like simultaneously fuck every orifice Or maybe I'm projecting
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Spectacle]
#27706580 - 03/24/22 08:00 AM (1 year, 10 months ago) |
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polaritymind said: It sounds to me to symbolically portray the relationship you have to your sexuality currently. Since you are, even if just for the moment, denying it for yourself with nofap, you are "making sexuality a demon", a bad thing. This also leads to a lot of pent up sexual energy which explains the intensity of the feelings and why they came up even without you touching yourself
Honestly I think denying yourself masturbation is similar to denying yourself food, like anorexia, I dont believe it to be healthy or self loving. I understand the desire to consume less porn, but thats different. 90% of people masturbate, a statistic has shown, so feeling it's not OK is an illusion and caused by a sexually and generally body and pleasure repressive culture. They would much rather control and sell you something, than you not need anything and be able to provide pleasure for yourself
I agree with you, reading your comment I remember having a similar thought that evening. After quitting porn for many years I relapsed a few months ago and now successfully quitted again, doing nofap periods and learning to transform that energy. That evening I promised myself to not break the streak and that might gave the experience this dark touch. I'm however happy about it, otherwise I would have not made that experience.
If this experience was the work of truffles & my mind only, oh boy have I been underestimating psilocybin and what is possible. It felt damn real. I appreciate your comment.
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Spectacle said: I think anything in that realm. If your intuition told you that is what it is, then that is what it is. No concrete objectivity with this stuff. Sounds like a really cool experience, I wonder what would have happened if you consented to it If it felt demonic or off in some way you probably made the right call. "And there are trap doors, which you can't come back from."
Thanks for the post this was an intriguing read. ✌
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Spectacle said: What was it specifically trying 2 do op? Cause almost made it sound like simultaneously fuck every orifice Or maybe I'm projecting
Thanks. "She" was above me, dark skin, beautiful but sinister look, coming closer and closer to me and starting to touch my whole body with multiple tentacle like arms, causing an undescribable sensation. Once she was completely on me, it felt like she was entering my body (completely) through my skin (which felt amazing), but at some point I always stopped cause it felt a little too real. I'm planning to do another session soon with 17-22g High Hawaiians.
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Butterboostered]
#27714084 - 03/30/22 01:42 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Ah, you've met Mama Sunny. 
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25625182#25625182
It's as real as it is. These are other realms.
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Butterboostered]
#27714109 - 03/30/22 02:01 PM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Lovemaking with the right spirits is exquisite *gets dreamy eyed*
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Duncan Rowhl] 1
#27716287 - 04/01/22 09:54 AM (1 year, 9 months ago) |
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Duncan Rowhl said: Ah, you've met Mama Sunny. 
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25625182#25625182
It's as real as it is. These are other realms.
Wow good link. Markos was pretty spot on IMO. RIP

My major disagreement with this image is the polarity. Just remove any judgment related there. Any one can lead to transformation and insights of their related mystery.
In Tibetan Tanctric practices, Krodikali (Kali on the chart) is known as Tröma Nagmo or in English: "The Black Wrathful Lady". Note that Shiva, her husband, is beneath her feet in this picture.
Often we run into a cultural conflict here. We think that the male should be dominant. And so a powerful female is terrifying to our egoic conception of what should be. The experience of being dominated, of feeling powerless, is quite scary. And rightfully so. If you identify with your ego you definitely should be terrified of what Kali represents. If you have that visceral feeling of terror/fear, IMO examine it. Try to see it clearly. Don't look at the story born from fear, look directly at the fear. Pierce through the stories and find what is.
In Tantra this is viewed quite differently from Medieval thinking.
"A tantric interpretation sees Shiva as consciousness and Kali as power or energy. Consciousness and energy are dependent upon each other. In this view, without Shakti, Shiva is a corpse—unable to act"

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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Duncan Rowhl]
#28459082 - 09/05/23 01:52 AM (4 months, 21 days ago) |
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Mama sunny? More like ur a dummy
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Re: Seduced by a succubus on psilocybin? Really intense! [Re: Kickle] 1
#28460448 - 09/06/23 10:11 AM (4 months, 20 days ago) |
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Kickle said:
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Duncan Rowhl said: Ah, you've met Mama Sunny. 
https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25625182#25625182
It's as real as it is. These are other realms.
Wow good link. Markos was pretty spot on IMO. RIP

My major disagreement with this image is the polarity. Just remove any judgment related there. Any one can lead to transformation and insights of their related mystery.
In Tibetan Tanctric practices, Krodikali (Kali on the chart) is known as Tröma Nagmo or in English: "The Black Wrathful Lady". Note that Shiva, her husband, is beneath her feet in this picture.
Often we run into a cultural conflict here. We think that the male should be dominant. And so a powerful female is terrifying to our egoic conception of what should be. The experience of being dominated, of feeling powerless, is quite scary. And rightfully so. If you identify with your ego you definitely should be terrified of what Kali represents. If you have that visceral feeling of terror/fear, IMO examine it. Try to see it clearly. Don't look at the story born from fear, look directly at the fear. Pierce through the stories and find what is.
In Tantra this is viewed quite differently from Medieval thinking.
"A tantric interpretation sees Shiva as consciousness and Kali as power or energy. Consciousness and energy are dependent upon each other. In this view, without Shakti, Shiva is a corpse—unable to act"

Thanks, awesome read, pictures, and explanation!
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