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OfflineBarbi
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    #2768382 - 06/06/04 09:13 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

I'm getting bored with life. In general. Im sitting around on my weekend, friends are even in town and I have no desire to do anything. but m bored of being bored.

stagnation sucks.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2774733 - 06/08/04 02:45 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

update: I now despise life, my car broke down, my bills are more then my income, and the day to day stress is murdering me.

estimated time until nervious breakdown: 5 days.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2774769 - 06/08/04 02:59 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

At least you're not bored anymore, right? :grin:

J/K - Seems like life hits us with shit in bunches like that, so hang in there. 

I had a bad 2-month stretch where I lost my job, lost 3 close friends one after another for reasons I still don't understand, and got evicted for having an unauthorized guest living with me.  The low point was 4/20, when I had no weed, my hookups wouldn't even call me back, and my power was shut off that day 'cause I'd just forgotten to pay the damn bill.  Things are better now - got a new job, guest found somewhere else to live, new hookups, bills are getting paid...those friends are still gone, but I always find new ones.

Life's such a pain in the ass at times, though - seems like we're either bored stiff or stressed as hell, no middle ground.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2774925 - 06/08/04 03:53 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

it will be ok freezy, family is what will help you...you need anything let me know


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Re: blah [Re: goobler]
    #2776139 - 06/08/04 11:29 PM (13 years, 6 months ago)

thats right, you will be ok. this too shall pass...even if it takes a while to pull yourself out negative thought-loops. you should find a passion. if you feel unmotivated, then perhaps laying off the herb isnt a bad idea.

ghana, thats all you need. do you know what ghana is? its desire, passion...something must interest you. go read up on some inspirational books. go sit in nature and unwind.

when things get too hectic, take a deep breathe and just be in yourself for at least 10 seconds. realize that you are ok, everything you need you have.

let your mind become clear like a still forest pool. if you let cloudy water settle, it will become clear. if you let your upset mind settle, your course will also become clear.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2776301 - 06/09/04 12:30 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

Everything that is going to happen is going to happen regarldless of how you feel about it, so try to relax and clear up your head so you can work it out more easily.


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Re: blah [Re: TheHateCamel]
    #2777072 - 06/09/04 06:51 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

:heart: Freezy


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777108 - 06/09/04 07:28 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

been there, done that....right now i wish i could say that i was bored with life. so much drama in such a short period of time its unbelievable. ive had both the best times of my life and the worst within days of each other. i have gone from threesums in hot tubs to psycho bitches sicking biker gangs on me...meeting new, interesting friends and having them turn and pull a knife to my throat....going up to phoenix hanging out with shroomerites having the time of my life, to a fucked up journey home which included two broken down cars, walking half way to tucson...only to come home to a bitching dad and pissed off taco bell wannabee managers....life sux at times, and im just now learning how to deal with the shitty aspects. we all love ya man....if your still bored you can come up to tucson and hang out with me for a while....im sure there will be enough drama to keep you on your toes :grin:

keep your head up man, you ever wanna talk you can always hit me up w/ a pm :grin:


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Re: blah [Re: wrestler_az]
    #2777140 - 06/09/04 07:50 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

The single life without kids is a whole lot easier to deal with when it comes to the stresses of life.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777149 - 06/09/04 08:01 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

man, maybe im a little crazy, but i would LOVE to have a couple little rugrats running around. im sure it can be a bumpy road, but man, the more i live the more i realize every path has its bumps...everyones got their issues and their own little drama show goin on, the best we can do is try to wade through it and find a way to keep a smile on our faces. i dont really know what to say, and i sure as hell dont claim to know all the answers (shit, id be lucky to know half) but i do know you got alot of people that care for ya and want to see you happy...if theres ever anything you ever want/need me to do to help ya out, ill be there....all ya gotta do is ask


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Re: blah [Re: wrestler_az]
    #2777152 - 06/09/04 08:10 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

I would never trade them for the world. I was merely stating that when the stress hits and the shit hits the fan, with kids that rely on you, the stress is 9428573496879658796546895 times worse. I have no option EXCEPT to provide for them, so when you cant it blows ass.

Its that, and a billion other issues all at once. I'm just anting and having a bad day/week/month/last5fuckingyears


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777158 - 06/09/04 08:22 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

i got your point, maybe i was just a little off with my wording in my last post...i wasnt trying to imply you didnt love your kids, i know you do. and to tell you te truth, i couldnt even imagine what it would be like to have to deal with my bullshit drama while providing for a family. i think your right when you say it would suck 9428573496879658796546895 times worse. i feel for ya man, i really do. im just stumped, i really dont even know how i should finish this post. the last real sleep i had was xanax induced up in phoenix...my minds starting to play tricks on me....i hope shit works out for ya man, and im pretty sure youll find a way....


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777179 - 06/09/04 08:49 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!


you will be fine....trust me


stress sucks hevvy's sweaty smelly balls but we have to deal with it. The thing to remember is that we create our own stress outside factors can lead us down that path but WE choose what stresses us...It took me a long time to let a lot of little things that stressed me out go...a lot of stress comes from things you have no control over....so you need to learn not to stress over it...It is VERY hard to do this but it will come in time.

Talk with your family often when yuo are stressed let them help you or understand your fears/stress issues...some will go away, and some will diminish in their importance...trust me.

Money is a bitch, don't let it smack you around, you're smart...do some computer consulting on the side, do more car audios...do SOMETHING else to supliment your income if need be...most importanly don't dwell on 'poor me'. FUCK EVERYBODY It's your and your family first..do what you need to do to procect those you love. You may not have a lot of 'me' time left at the end of the day but it will come....

I know


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Re: blah [Re: goobler]
    #2777222 - 06/09/04 09:28 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

I'm really not venting for sympathy or 'poor old me' I'm venting here because I dont have much else as an outlet. As for the money thing, this is not like im in a shitty month. Working in the IT industry Ive been fucked for the last 5 years, laid off and forced to take even shittier jobs. I'm now back at square one working in a job that I did when I started, making less then half of what I should be or more. I cant make my maxed out cards from 8 months of unemployment, the fucked credit with it or my other bills go away. My stress is not about *ME* at all really other then not seeing my wife and kids due to working a graveyard job, but about the fact that Im unable to provide for them. I didnt mean this to come across like a me me me me kind of thing. Mostly its just money, lack of time with family and friends all building up is all. I'm already slowing working on ways to get out of my mental rut.


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777224 - 06/09/04 09:30 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

oh, and thanks for listening to me bitch :laugh:


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777243 - 06/09/04 09:43 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

anytime :grin:


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Re: blah [Re: Barbi]
    #2777285 - 06/09/04 10:07 AM (13 years, 6 months ago)

oh I didn't think it was a 'memememe' thing I meant don't let yourself fall in that trap...


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