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MuffinShroomMan
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Re: 25k Medical / Credit Cards - No Job, addicted to weed - Problem solved - Advice only [Re: MuffinShroomMan] 2
#27624220 - 01/19/22 06:49 AM (2 years, 9 days ago) |
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Years and years ago. Seems like a lifetime. I was poor. I was on medication from doctors. I was smoking weed every day. And my dealers were lacing my weed with K2.
I made no sense. I was frantic.
Now..... I'm well-off. I have a lot of money. I understand who I am. I am good at communicating when I need to communicate.
But my path has made me disillusioned. I dont see any value in being part of society. I dont see any value of fitting in.
My dads dead. And I miss him. I miss the false reality he projected on to all of us. I prefer the ignorance under his whim.
I'm better off now. I'm better off.
I havent smoked weed in some 5 years now. I can afford to buy a house in america outright. I have lost 60 kilos and am attractive now.
I just got access to this account back. And reading my old posts makes me cringe so hard.
Theres no answers out there. And the more shit your life is.... the more people are nice to you. But the more successful you become.... the more mean people are to you.
I have a quarter million dollars. Does me saying that bother people who read it?
I can bench press 110 kilos.
I can run a half marathon with no breaks.
Why does that bother you? But me saying I'm broke and almost homeless...... that doenst bother you?
Should you be proud of strangers?
-------------------- "Mein Fuhrer!!!! I can WALK!!!!"
For every trolls head you sever... 10 more will spawn in its place. For every 10 trolls you give advice to... 1 will listen. Special thanks to shroompuncher for making the cool pic <3
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ashfiken
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Re: 25k Medical / Credit Cards - No Job, addicted to weed - Problem solved - Advice only [Re: MuffinShroomMan]
#27626890 - 01/21/22 10:00 AM (2 years, 7 days ago) |
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Wealth shouldn't be the scale of success. If an artist(a stranger) makes something you are fond of, are you not proud of that production? Why wouldn't you be? When anybody produces something cool, novel, pretty, or something that takes what I know to be hard work I am proud of them. Whether I know them or not. Proud that my monkey cousin fulfilled themselves and simply achieved. Achieving feels good and can/should be good for all. When greed/envy are involved nobody can be happy.
-------------------- hmm... "I'm naked and fearless... And my fear is naked." "life isn't worth living without the threat of death" "I got my plans in a ziploc bag, let's see how unproductive we can be" "nobody lives their lives fully except for bull fighters" My Trade List
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Enkidu
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Re: 25k Medical / Credit Cards - No Job, addicted to weed - Problem solved - Advice only [Re: ashfiken]
#27631374 - 01/24/22 06:55 PM (2 years, 3 days ago) |
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Maybe people just treat you based on how you act
Maybe you were nicer when you were poor and homeless and are mean now that you have an inflated ego
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CrypticCreature
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Re: 25k Medical / Credit Cards - No Job, addicted to weed - Problem solved - Advice only [Re: Enkidu]
#27643840 - 02/03/22 11:49 AM (1 year, 11 months ago) |
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This post has been a hell of a ride.. Hope you're doing better now OP, things got pretty grim it would appear. Did you ever end up making it to Australia after all of this time?
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