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insutama
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Boredom
#27227232 - 02/26/21 09:40 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Im a recovering cocaine and opiate addict this is my second time in sobriety i was using fentanyl daily for 6 years then i got clean for 3 years then relapsed for 8 months now i have been clean for almost 4 months but i have this crippling boredom when im sober nothing motivates me. i forced myself to redo the bathroom in my house and you think after seeing how nice it looks it would motivate me to do more work around the house but the thought of doing more work makes me think of it as such a chore and i always end up talking myself out of doing anything then sitting here in crippling boredom there is more to it than just been lazy. I dont know what to do nothing seems to help there has to be more to life than just been soooo fuckken bored and misrable all the time. Does anyone else relate to this ? lately i have been thinking about maybe trying microdosing to see if that would help.
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QM33
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Do you art or music or craft?
Have you ever tried microdosing, it's the fucking shit. And not addictive.
I hella relate to that. I used to smoke coke and do lolly all the time/ along with psyches, but it was hard to quit and when I did I was "bored" all the time.
Sounds like your pretty solid. Have you tried kratom? Probably I bet. I only ask incase you get itchy. Fentanyl is some scary shit.
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Re: Boredom [Re: QM33]
#27227280 - 02/26/21 10:16 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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This is the shroomery.... if I ever wanted to detox something I'd def start micro dosing. might seem a bit edgy at first but it makes the day a bit brighter.
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insutama
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I once tried microdosing and i found some days i would kinda get high and i never really did it for long but im thinking i may try again see if it helps with my boredom and my job is safety critical so i cant be high on shrooms at work. I quit fentanyl in a detox cold turkey no replacement therapy it was almost a month of hell but then after i got out of rehab i started using kratom now i use it more than i should because its about the only thing that give me a few hours of relief from my boredom but im doing it way to much and its starting to not have much effect on me now and its becoming a addiction on its own and im trying to get away from that.
I used to play guitar and i have had lots of hobbies over the years but i get bored of all of them so fast and end up just doing nothing and been misrable i hate going to work i hate not been at work its a really shitty feeling i need to figure this out.
How would you suggest i start microdosing
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You shouldn't have any visuals or "body high" in a true microdose in my opinion. Maybe .1 to .25, and I would do it regularly. I'm actually going to do this soon. I would also suggest dmt, even microdosing with that furreal.
I was listening to a talk recently that really struck me. Everyone's heard about mushrooms and ptsd and addiction and depression, but I honestly can't remember what I was watching rn, but the person brought up it's potential for obsessive disorders. And I totally feel that. My deal is I go to sleep super early. Like 7 sometimes. And I'll wake up at 6 sometimes to. So very short days. But why I think this is, is because I'm always on to what's next, I never stop going, and basically if I'm not working, even playing guitar, which I get bored of also, then I feel like I need to sleep. So I can recharge and get back to work. And I'm fucking sick of it.
I might actually start with a point today. I've just been slacking lol. And I'm so wierd I was even over thinking it like an hour ago, like just take a fucking half point if your so worried pussy lol. To myself ah.
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Re: Boredom [Re: QM33]
#27227337 - 02/26/21 10:45 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Paul stemets has been talking about this microdose.me app. He went into on it with his podcast with Bob Wier and Otiel.
I'm actually about to look at this now that we're talking about it.
https://www.microdose.me/
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Re: Boredom [Re: QM33]
#27227458 - 02/26/21 12:07 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Man it sounds like we have the same thing going on. I also go to bed super early because im so bored with the day. My problem also is im such a perfectionist i obsess over shit that i do to the point were it becomes un manageable and i dont even want to bother doing it. If that makes sense. Like when i painted my bathroom it took me 3 days because it wasnt perfect enough for me i literally went around the top edge with a model paint brush and any tiny spot were the paint leaked threw the tape i touched up it took forever most people wouldnt even notice it but i need everything perfect and now when i think to paint a other room im like god that took so much work to get it to were it was acceptable for me i dont even want to start again in a new room
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Ide try some microdosing brethren.
The mind is a maze at times
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Re: Boredom [Re: QM33]
#27227528 - 02/26/21 12:41 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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i think ill try tomorrow morning .1 or something
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Boredom for me is depression.
If you microdose LSD you'll never get bored because outside everything will be a different place all the time.
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insutama
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lostintimenspc said: Boredom for me is depression.
If you microdose LSD you'll never get bored because outside everything will be a different place all the time.
Lol thats probally not a good idea for me running heavy equipment for a living
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i touched up it took forever most people wouldnt even notice it but i need everything perfect...
I'd totally notice and would appreciate your efforts. Straight edges gotta be straight damn it!
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Re: Boredom [Re: pslyke]
#27231290 - 02/28/21 10:13 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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pslyke said:
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i touched up it took forever most people wouldnt even notice it but i need everything perfect...
I'd totally notice and would appreciate your efforts. Straight edges gotta be straight damn it!
I know right i would have noticed it every time i went into my bathroom i mean you have to get close to really notice it but i would just have known it wasn't perfect and that would bother me lol
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