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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Eugene Gesuale] 1
#27183359 - 02/02/21 06:24 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Adrenochrome said: She has already given me an ultimatum on several occasions between mush cult and my family, threatening to take the kids and move or kick me out. She has already blabbed to other members of my family to justify her suicide attempt, claiming that my repeatedly defying her requests and going behind her back had contributed to her depression. I have shared with her every positive experience that using these medicines can have and showed her all the research being done on said benefits. Eventually, unless I budge, we will divorce. I cannot imagine her having a repentant heart unless she tries them for herself, but I know for sure I’d be behind bars if I dosed her unawares 🤣 She even put me on a 5 year “probationary” period from gourmets, to avoid the potential for temptation
Man....mental health and suicide is no joke. I would seriously divorce or separte from any woman who used my actions as a justification for attempted suicide. This is 100% psychotic. You're trying to make your life better while she threatens to ruin your life by taking the kids! All the while claiming that you're the reason, or at least part of the reason why she wants to kill herself.
My friend, if it's not now I guarantee the time will come when she makes you regret ever meeting her. This I know from experience.
Good luck.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: alaskappalachian]
#27183360 - 02/02/21 06:25 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Mine would never have the audacity to act like that... I don't have anything to add that hasn't already been said. Clean yo shit and take a step back and evaluate your relationship.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: D3_Myc]
#27183367 - 02/02/21 06:30 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Amen you guys. Thank you for all the wisdom. I will meditate on all these awesome replies Also, I get low key super jealous when I hear about all your amazing wives The home brewing wouldn’t fly with her either, she thinks any form of intoxication will take me back to the rig, and although it probably wouldn’t, I prefer not to drink anymore. I love mycology and I spent a long time trying to get her to love it just the same, to no avail.... and that’s okay and understandable. I’m not expecting her to be as sold out as I am. But a little tolerance would be nice. I feel like she feeds on some sick satisfaction knowing there is something I’m so passionate about that she can keep me from doing, like a control tactic. I ain’t no dummy and I’ve been around long enough to know when someone operates out of selfish ambition, even when it’s cloaked as co-dependency Thanks for hearing my predicament with an open mind
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Stipe-n Cap


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Eugene Gesuale]
#27183380 - 02/02/21 06:37 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Adrenochrome said: claiming that my repeatedly defying her requests and going behind her back had contributed to her depression.
Marriage or any intimate relationship is a partnership, not a one sided dictatorship that utilizes blackmail as a tool for behavioral control. Seriously man, I feel for you. Be safe.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Stipe-n Cap]
#27183544 - 02/02/21 08:02 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sending you positive vibes Adreno, good luck my friend. That certainly is a precarious situation, and i will echo what has already been said; clean house! If it makes you feel any better in some odd sense of comradery, i'm single as fuck and miserably lonely for it but i have far too much going on to deal with dating. I love women and love being close with someone, but at the same time women are the fuckin worst sometimes
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: GypsyBastard]
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GypsyBastard said: I just completely forgot I had my PC heating up outside. Vented for about 10 minutes longer than it should. Really hoping I don't run it out of water.
Well at 109 minutes, with regulator wide open PC could no longer maintain pressure. Close one. Glad I just happened to be outside and heard the change in the sound of the rocker. Usually try to do 120 but I think 90 will be ok for pt grain jars (I hope).
To be honest Adrenochrome, you post hit a little close to home. My ex and I have been off and on for like 5 years and are currently off but considering another go. We've both been wrong and been right and even our bad times were never cheating or abusive or anything like that. We are just both dates people trying to fix ourselves while building a relationship. She knew I grew and never tried to make me stop but it was an issue to be discussed as she has a kid and there are risks that go along with that. I don't plan on stopping and I don't think she would ask me to but it is an issue that will have to be dealt with if we do give this another go.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: GypsyBastard]
#27183688 - 02/02/21 09:10 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I confess that I will eventually have to put cult on a long hold for similar reasons. My son is old enough to know that I'm up to something and look the other way. My daughter is young enough to have no clue but has no regard for privacy. She woke up and walked in the room around 2AM. Everybody was asleep but us. She saw the dehydrator and said, "Why is there mushrooms in that little heater"? I do 95% of cult work after they go to bed but there's always that chance that something like that happens. I worry that one day my son will stop looking the other way. Snoop through shit while he's home alone and take something to school to show his friends. That would be a fuckin disaster.
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D3_Myc
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doctor Mario]
#27183775 - 02/02/21 10:24 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I keep my room locked up even when I’m in there. Nothing worse than being in the middle of sterile work and a mofo bursts in like kramer. Daughter did that to me once, made me drop a plate and almost stab my self with the scalpel. I put one those remote doorbells in at the top the stairs. It has an option to flash instead of ding so it doesn’t startle me.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: D3_Myc]
#27183786 - 02/02/21 10:39 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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D3monic said: I keep my room locked up even when I’m in there. Nothing worse than being in the middle of sterile work and a mofo bursts in like kramer. Daughter did that to me once, made me drop a plate and almost stab my self with the scalpel. I put one those remote doorbells in at the top the stairs. It has an option to flash instead of ding so it doesn’t startle me.
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LMAO! I keep my room locked when I'm working too but it was so late that I figured I'd be good to get those outta the dehydrator and go to bed. Just bought that thing. It will definitely become useful. What did you daughter say and what did you say to her? When mine came in that night I said, "THEY'RE NOT MUSHROOMS! GO TO BED!!!"
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doctor Mario]
#27183804 - 02/02/21 11:14 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I confess, I need a bigger room to do my work. I have maximized my area I have now because it's a tiny room and have my FFU taking up like half of it.
I would like to have two more shelves because I just shove em where I can find area. If I start doing only bags i'll be forced to stack colonizing bag and thats no go
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: lookintolearn]
#27183821 - 02/02/21 11:49 PM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I confess that I have been up to my gills the last few days. Does anyone else experience skin cracking after handling fresh mushrooms regularly? They are full of enzymes, and my skin tends to get mad at me after excessive handling of fruits.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Nichrome]
#27183933 - 02/03/21 04:06 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I have experienced skin cracking all winter, but no mushrooms to harvest here.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Nichrome]
#27183944 - 02/03/21 04:25 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Man... I confess, I'm probably the luckiest bastard here... I can't imagine being in a relationship that wouldn't allow me to grow... I stay pretty low key but I found out a while ago that my favorite bartender and good friend lived down the street from our new house... invited her and her husband over for dinner... got to smoking and drinking and talking and showed her what I was working on... she was almost in tears... gave me a hug and said she was so proud of me... she knew tens, if not hundreds of people that claimed they were gonna do this or that, and I was the only one who actually did what I truly wanted to...
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: roarkell]
#27183961 - 02/03/21 04:56 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Hell yeah. Sometimes I tell people more than I should..
But happy you told her. I would be afraid to do so tho. I grow gourmets and kinda hide in plain sight
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: roarkell]
#27183964 - 02/03/21 05:00 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sooo sorry about the dog being poisoned! Only constant remorse would keep me from violence.
Wives, ha! Second one, currently broken collar bone from falling down drunk. I'm pinning my hopes on shrooms to help her.
Since I'm a noob, my favorite part of growing is having just transferred to plates. I love the excitement of new wedges growing out myc. My least fav part is failure, I'm supposed to be equanimous generally, but I get depressed and tired at not getting a grow to fruit. I'm gonna try PF Tek just for some success.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Inthepit]
#27183969 - 02/03/21 05:13 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I wouldn't consider you a noob Inthepit. Your an amature mycologist now! I have seen your grows. I also enjoy the transfer process, but I cant seem to get around to it lately. Last few days I have just felt like dog shit. Tired, dizzy and stuffy head. Its probably the rona.
I guess it is time to update my LAGM21.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Sockadin]
#27183975 - 02/03/21 05:25 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I'm with you on that roar. Not only is my wife cool af about letting me cult even though she doesn't eat them, but I also happened to stumble into a dude that's into cult through dnd that lives in my neighborhood. We just swapped jars and plates last week actually.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doctor Mario]
#27183979 - 02/03/21 05:30 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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D3monic said: I keep my room locked up even when I’m in there. Nothing worse than being in the middle of sterile work and a mofo bursts in like kramer. Daughter did that to me once, made me drop a plate and almost stab my self with the scalpel. I put one those remote doorbells in at the top the stairs. It has an option to flash instead of ding so it doesn’t startle me.
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LMAO! I keep my room locked when I'm working too but it was so late that I figured I'd be good to get those outta the dehydrator and go to bed. Just bought that thing. It will definitely become useful. What did you daughter say and what did you say to her? When mine came in that night I said, "THEY'RE NOT MUSHROOMS! GO TO BED!!!" 
She’s 17 so she’s not stupid, she knows I grow peppers so that’s our code word for everything. He’s peppering, she’s seen me on the forum though. My boys seem to ask me more about when I’m making grain and stuff. Tell them I’m homebrewing but I’m really bad at it and haven’t made any good beer yet.
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#27184092 - 02/03/21 07:47 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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I confess that i I love that I don't have to hide.
I am a grown ass man and I make my own decisions. I consider myself to be a good person. I am honest with everyone and up front. Everyone know's that im the mushroom guy. I'm the only mushroom guy around, I've never heard of anyone that cults or is even remotely interested in trying. I know a few people who forage but that's about it.
My kids, my entire family, my friends, girlfriend, their family, everyone know's and I'm proud of it. Over the year's I've been on every major antidepressant and as a result I have been addicted to them as well, they're fucking awful and do more harm than good in my experience. I use cultivation as a way to find purpose, to keep myself busy and intellectually stimulated. I absolutely love cultivation and it's soo much a part of me that if you reject it you've rejected a huge part of me. Cult is pretty much the only thing that I do, all day, every day. If I'm not cultivating I'm definitely reading about it or at least talking about it.
I'm on the shroomery every waking hour when I have some down time from cultivation. I find that when people realize that you're doing something healthy, when what you're doing is legitimate and not some skeezy, druggy, criminal bullshit they tend to come around.
My kids know that what I'm doing is not only important to me but it has been historically important for indigenous cultures, and soon enough will be something that will be important for our own. I am improving my life and possibly the lives of those around me. Mushrooms provide perspective, they remove those blind spot issues, they show you that you're not just a poor, suffering, lonely bag of skin; you are an integral part of this thing, whatever that is, and its your responsibility to be a good steward of everything that's been entrusted to you by this vast universe.
This is my purpose. You can jail me, reject me, you can do or say whatever you please; you'll have to kill me to make me quit. I am what I am, what I am is a mushroom farmer. Go fuck yourself.
Long live shroomery.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Stipe-n Cap]
#27184107 - 02/03/21 07:57 AM (3 years, 27 days ago) |
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Thats fuckin awesome, man. I wish that I could be that open about it. I fear going back to prison so I just don't tell anybody about it. People talk and I have trust issues.
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