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InvisibleFrozenHappiness
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Posts: 3,994
Loc: Nagoon Lagoon
Checking in.
    #2717383 - 05/23/04 04:37 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

It has been so hot as of late that every night for the past week or perhaps even longer lightning has graced the clouds in the distance reflecting blue off of the infinate expance of this endless Pacific.
A flicker of light and a glimpse of abbysmal black studded with jeweled stars.
Of course I am one of those blessed few who is either obligated to stay up all night,
or cant sleep reguardless of the pending morning and advancing work day.
To look out there at a time like this fills me with a deep sense of tranquility,
meloncholy,
Oddly enough, even happiness
But not quite like any of those feelings -
Akin to yet removed from these emotions it is an entirely new sensation
Like quiet
Like sinking
Like running away
Like going blind....
Blind in living and dying
Blind in loving
Almost emptiness, yet almost complete.



It seems no matter where I go in my wonderings I will never be able to find home
Liar.
It seems to me I never really had one
no not really one of my own
Liar.
It seems to me that right now all can be created
And all can be destroyed
with the single stroke of the pen
Yet I still sit quiet and walk that line.
That thin line that people claim to see or sometimes feel.
A line that really isnt there that all.
A line that is only memories.
Memories attached to emotions.
Things that almost seem false because of the privacy involved.
Like a city of fireflies filckering and glowing green in the swamps.
Or the world blossoming into butterflies and fluttering away in the light of a camp fire.
Only falling.
Tumbling down the hole to sleep then tumbling down even further to awake.
Only the murmer of voices stacked on shuffling feet and obscured from time to time by the passing of internal cumbustion engines in automobiles-
the sounds of an active city.
A city whos reflection of the day is a glimering image of tail lights and glistening apartment windows and harsh convienence store flourescence in a starless night.
But oh so untrue.
Liar.
Untrue because there are only waves.
Only waves and a longing for somthing infinatly bigger and more vast then myself.
Something far more unknown.
Nothing but a never ending search and a deeper understanding of the matter that we really understand nothing at all.
And in the midst of all this nothing that we understand so deeply, something-
everything is happening, including who and what we are.
All of this on the road to absolute freedom.
A liberation that average man cannot and probably will not ever reach untill his death releases him from his bonds.
All of this for an experience
for a twinkling of an eye
All of this for you
Who ever you are.


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InvisibleCaptain Jack
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Registered: 01/24/00
Posts: 4,113
Re: Checking in. [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #2717386 - 05/23/04 04:39 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

consider yourself checked in


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Re: Checking in. [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #2722673 - 05/24/04 02:16 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

<3 both your asses


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InvisibleFrozenHappiness
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Posts: 3,994
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Re: Checking in. [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #2726444 - 05/25/04 05:49 AM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Spanx oDin!
Long time.
Take care...


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InvisibleRipple
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Registered: 05/16/02
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Re: Checking in. [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #2727338 - 05/25/04 01:07 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Noted! :smile:


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InvisibleJenny
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Re: Checking in. [Re: FrozenHappiness]
    #2727350 - 05/25/04 01:10 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Frozen!!!!!!!! I've missed you on chat. I remember over 4 years ago when i first came in you were there. Hope you're doing well!


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Mindfulness is the aware, balanced acceptance of the present experience.
It isn't more complicated than that.
It is opening to or recieving the present moment, pleasant or unpleasant, just as it is,
without either clinging to it or rejecting it.


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Re: Checking in. [Re: oDin]
    #2727356 - 05/25/04 01:11 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

oDin: Gawd I fucking LOVE YOUR AVATAR~!!!
haw haw haw  :thumbup: :heart: :sun:


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Mindfulness is the aware, balanced acceptance of the present experience.
It isn't more complicated than that.
It is opening to or recieving the present moment, pleasant or unpleasant, just as it is,
without either clinging to it or rejecting it.


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Re: Checking in. [Re: Jenny]
    #2727362 - 05/25/04 01:13 PM (12 years, 6 months ago)

Your avatar doesn't suck either ....


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