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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lynnch] 1
#27125535 - 01/04/21 08:14 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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clozapine is what my gf takes, its going to make you tired, but what can you do, she takes a huge dose at 8pm, and a small dose when she wakes up between 8am-10am, and she sleeps for like 10-12 hours
off medications shes goes full psychosis, she is still crazy on them but it might take a 15 - 20 minute conversation with her before you realize
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher] 1
#27125880 - 01/04/21 11:12 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Here is a link to all of Mahatma Gandhi's writings https://easyupload.io/m/z2utov It lasts for 30 days.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean] 1
#27126148 - 01/04/21 01:05 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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ShroomedOcean said: clozapine is supposed to suppress suicidal urges and anger and delusional bahavior, but it's so sedating that i get tired instantly like im going to bed soon anyway. but this fucking voice is still pissing me off and i cannot escape it's jealous kissing with my deep anger and i wish i could cut it out so it wont bother me anymore. my soul is trapped and i envy pulling it in closer to it's shell instead of being far way but i cannot believe that rejection of me as my nevy is too high. it fucking pisses me off when it triggers my angry feeling in between shell and soul where it kisses and causes revengeful reactions that it loves doing this and loves everything i do that i hate doing and that difference i could kill it 
If I were in your situation I’d make an appointment with my doctor and explain everything, I’m assuming you’re in contact with them since you’re on other meds. Try to make it clear that the voices are the main symptom, not the anxiety and other issues.
If they don’t prescribe you an antipsychotic or refer you to a psychiatrist, you can try going on PsychologyToday or ZocDoc and looking for a psychiatric nurse practitioner that takes your insurance, message or call them asking if they’d be able to prescribe something to help with the voices. Should be pretty easy. The meds won’t fix you, but if they can find the right one for you there are meds that can definitely dull the voices or make them go away completely while you’re taking them. They all have side effects so it’s important to research those as well
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: feevers]
#27126171 - 01/04/21 01:21 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lynnch said: Yea, I dunno man. Sure would be nice if "go do some yardwork" was a solution... I just kinda doubt it.
Well yeah, who said it was a solution?
Not me, I said it was something that would help. I never claimed that this would cure all his problems. What's the worst thing that could happen if he tries working? I could find 100's of articles to support that exercise and work can help mental disorders. Here is one from the Mayo clinic. Just the first one that popped up.
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/depression/in-depth/depression-and-exercise/art-20046495
Psi, now can you show any proof that exercise will not help or make things worse? The guy even said that it is worse when he is idle and relaxing so seems obvious that staying busy would help, even if it is only temporary, it would probably be nice to take a break from the voices every once in a while.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 2
#27126305 - 01/04/21 02:29 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lophosaurus said: Psi, now can you show any proof that exercise will not help or make things worse?
No, and I have no disagreement with recommending exercise. I think I recommended it myself earlier in the thread. It's the part about soliciting neighbors for yard work while experiencing these severe symptoms. When a person is that unwell, others can often tell from just a brief interaction, and sometimes react with fear or suspicion. Which is not always so great for someone who is already paranoid. So that's why I though that part of the recommendation was not appropriate to this situation. I don't believe getting exercise in some way would make things worse. Might even provide some anxiety relief. But I don't think there is any reason to expect it to treat the psychosis part.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus]
#27126318 - 01/04/21 02:36 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lophosaurus said: Do you have a suggestion that might help him or anything to add, or are you just here to criticize?
Criticize? I simply suggested it's likely not as simple as you mentioned...that's what I had to add. Goddamn, you've got a hair trigger...
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 1
#27126334 - 01/04/21 02:44 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lophosaurus said: Have you tried my method of getting a job and contributing to society?
If anyone's doing any criticizing...it's you. Most of us here know how you feel about people who aren't working.
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Lophosaurus said: What's the worst thing that could happen if he tries working?
He could possibly become a danger to himself, and those around him depending on how severe his condition is.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: 1234go]
#27126425 - 01/04/21 03:29 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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1234go said:
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Lophosaurus said: Have you tried my method of getting a job and contributing to society?
If anyone's doing any criticizing...it's you. Most of us here know how you feel about people who aren't working.
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Lophosaurus said: What's the worst thing that could happen if he tries working?
He could possibly become a danger to himself, and those around him depending on how severe his condition is.
What criticizing did I do?
No, that is simply not true. I'm certain that I have never said anything about people with mental illness not being able to work so how would you know how I feel about that situation?
Working could make him become more of a danger to himself or his neighbors than he already is? What is it about working that would make him dangerous? That is a bit of a stretch.
I don't have a hair trigger either. I just find your comments to be annoying and kind of empty minded. Like they don't add anything to the conversation, don't help the guy or at least attempt to, and are generally pretty negative. If you be positive and try to contribute and be helpful then you might find that your life will change for the better and you might get a girlfriend or get something good going.
Good Luck!
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus]
#27126472 - 01/04/21 03:53 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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i just got my blood drawn at quest for the white blood cell status required for the clozapine anti-psychotic i am on. that is alot of stress relief because it only takes 10 minutes and i dont really like needles or even remember ever using a needle.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean] 3
#27126485 - 01/04/21 03:58 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lophosaurus said: I just find your comments to be annoying and kind of empty minded.
Funny, I was thinking the same thing about you. Just kinda oblivious, and abrasive.
I think you misunderstood my bit about people not working, but I guess it doesn't matter. I personally can't stand going back and forth with you, you're incredibly insufferable. Thanks for the well wishes.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: 1234go]
#27127084 - 01/04/21 08:48 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry, I admit that I was kind of harsher than what was called for, but felt like you're just pilling on for the sake of trying to get to me because of the insults and you said the same thing that 3 other people already said to me, without adding any additional content, and that is after I already explained myself to them and also proved them to be wrong.
I'm not sure why you're always commenting on my posts. If you don't like it then why don't you just ignore it or offer up something better instead of nit-picking what I say. I'm just a stranger on the internet so there is no need to worry about what I post. I'm a nobody that tries to offer up something I think may help him. Nobody has to listen to me.
Also, my comments were unique. Your comments were repeating the same thing that 3 other people already posted right before you so who is more annoying and empty minded here?
Can you also answer these questions to educate me on this topic please. I have schizophrenic and/or paranoid friends who hear voices and have other problems and work and exercise seems to help them. One of them is a tile-setter and hasn't had any trouble at work yet. Just because you hear voices doesn't mean that you're going to be a danger to someone else, especially if you're working alone in their yard. It's not like this guy is a crazed killer.
"I'm certain that I have never said anything about people with mental illness not being able to work so how would you know how I feel about that situation?
Working could make him become more of a danger to himself or his neighbors than he already is? What is it about working that would make him dangerous?"
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus]
#27127250 - 01/04/21 10:58 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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well fuck, once again i am being trolled by the voice itself is pissing me off greatly, not bleieving i'ts my sister and i feel pain and anger in my soul in my chest and it keeps burning to bein side it's shell but said voice rejects me constantly just like the mind. now i get jealous of i't kissing and i am stuck and i have no way to completely get it out of my life. it keeps on enraging me but lately its been more calm ttham usual
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27127265 - 01/04/21 11:18 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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More calm than usual is something at least. Why does it make you jealous?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Lophosaurus] 1
#27127702 - 01/05/21 08:15 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Lophosaurus said: I'm not sure why you're always commenting on my posts. If you don't like it then why don't you just ignore it or offer up something better instead of nit-picking what I say. I'm just a stranger on the internet so there is no need to worry about what I post. I'm a nobody that tries to offer up something I think may help him. Nobody has to listen to me.
I wasn't even gonna respond anymore, but...in 2020, I only commented on 12 of your posts. I try my best not to engage with you, because of the way you tend to react, and behave. You get all argumentative, and catty over nothing. I feel like there's something seriously wrong with the way you perceive yourself, and other people.
I commented on something I had an opinion on. No more, no less...I'm sorry it wasn't to your liking, but this is a public forum. I really don't know what else to tell ya, bud...
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27128216 - 01/05/21 01:00 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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psi said: More calm than usual is something at least. Why does it make you jealous?
because i am possessive of it and even small things trigger me
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27128222 - 01/05/21 01:03 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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What is the "it" that you feel possessive about?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27128225 - 01/05/21 01:05 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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my own voices when i don't believe that they are me speaking and not someone else. i'ts like i give myself advice without knowing that it's all a part of me.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27129427 - 01/05/21 10:39 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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once again they are plauging me notihgt. i am scared that it wont ever quit trapping me and noticing everything about me always bing watched-paranoid. its pissin gmee of i envy pulling int he dissociated soul faster than its natual speed but unfortunately it ksises the tension between the rejected mind and rejected voice neither of whivch i believe. i dont even blieve its my siser even if its not true.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27129441 - 01/05/21 10:48 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm thinking about jacking off but I need to grab a paper towel first
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: PumpJackTeX]
#27129479 - 01/05/21 11:06 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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PumpJackTeX said: I'm thinking about jacking off but I need to grab a paper towel first
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