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Anonymous #1
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Alone on Xmas
#27106260 - 12/24/20 05:39 PM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel the same alone on Xmas as I do alone on other days.
I cant even fully be sad because I know eventually I'll find a girl. Am I even sad? What even am I?
I miss my father. He would fix all this if he were still alive. He would know what to do.
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Anonymous #2
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What do you know you must do?
If you can't identify how you are feeling, that's a good indication you should focus on self-work.
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Anonymous #3
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Anonymous #1 said: I miss my father. He would fix all this if he were still alive. He would know what to do.
You have not manifested your masculine energy if you still believe your father could fix things for you.
Assuming you are an adult, you should focus on your competency and become a man, not fantasize about your father as your savior.
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Anonymous #4
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Anonymous #3 said:
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Anonymous #1 said: I miss my father. He would fix all this if he were still alive. He would know what to do.
You have not manifested your masculine energy if you still believe your father could fix things for you.
Assuming you are an adult, you should focus on your competency and become a man, not fantasize about your father as your savior.
Harsh words but true none the less.
Also maybe try and be thankful for the time you had with your father and do what would make him proud of you.
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Anonymous #1
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Anonymous #3 said:
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Anonymous #1 said: I miss my father. He would fix all this if he were still alive. He would know what to do.
You have not manifested your masculine energy if you still believe your father could fix things for you.
Assuming you are an adult, you should focus on your competency and become a man, not fantasize about your father as your savior.
Worse still my friend.
I know the blind belief I had in my father was but an illusion. If he were here again today....... I would not be able to blindly follow.
I just miss blindly following. God I would love that delusion. A completely different set of "problems" to have. Much easier to deal with problems.
I was quite drunk when I posted this. As I am now. And I was yesterday. And the day before. And before that.
What does a suicidal person do when they cant kill themselves? Or..... am I merely just X period of time before I muster up the courage.
I view suicidal people as stronger than I.
How weak am I? I have no scars. No attempts. I've held the knife or thought of staying under water for too long..... but I've never gone more than a thought. Never a real attempt.
Tolstoy constantly rings in my ears.......
Only a fool or a coward doesnt kill themselves. And I, being a coward, stand before you today.
I am so afraid. My mind tells me all the logic but my carnal nature says be afraid.
I view food hilariously. Food is just....... I call it..... materials to push back our inevitable demise. And booze is called the vice that temporarily removes the awareness.
Like when I'm coming back from the grocery store with some chick I'm fuckin. Thats what I refer to the bags. Thats how I think of them.
Its funny how women you fuck dont stop and say "woah thats heavy." or something to that effect. They dont care at all. Just wanna get drunk, have some amazing food that I cook (i cook really good food), and watch some movies or tv shows. Talk about life.
I reckon they like me because they know I dont like them.
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Anonymous #4
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Bitches definitely be tripn.
Ya, bitches be tripn'


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Anonymous #5
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go suck a prostitutes dick u wont be alone on xmas again
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Anonymous #4
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Anonymous #5 said: go suck a prostitutes dick u wont be alone on xmas again
Ironic advice since the op posted about not having a girl.
What works for you might not necessarily be what works for the next person.
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