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Nikki0830
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Ego loss?hitting wall on return. Questions for people who take high dose mushrooms
#27098585 - 12/20/20 12:08 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hi. It’s my first post. I’ve been growing on and off for a couple years and I had an experience 4 years ago that I still can’t explain. I split a quarter with my ex boyfriend, and he never tripped before, So I gave him two mushrooms out of his pile and I ate both piles.
It started out normal and me I think and my boyfriend at the time started having sex. All of a sudden , I was in this kaleidoscope world-I wasn’t in my body. I didn’t even know I had a body. I didn’t know I was a person. I was just pure awareness watching the kaleidoscope and my body felt amazing. It was pure bliss. I was watching but also maybe part of the lights , almost like I was pure energy. But I couldn’t tell, because I had no thoughts.
Anyway-this is the crazy part...all of a sudden I feel myself slam back into my body, and it was like hitting a brick wall. All of a sudden I felt heavy, like I was trapped in a skin and bone suit basically. I kept trying to get back to that place, and I was like lifting my body off the bed trying to get back out of my body. Lol I then realized My boyfriend is on top of me having sex with me still. (lol). I felt like I was gone for hours. Im was so confused to how I was there, and got slammed into my body, and I asked him “how long was I gone for?” He was so confused and said I was there and coherent the whole time and into it. Was I two places at once or something? I laugh thinking about him working so hard and I was in another dimension looking at the pretty colors. . 
I know it wasn’t the sex,that brought me there, because I wasn’t even into him anymore at that point. Is that ego loss? did I have a near death experience? Whatever it is I wanna do it again and haven’t been able to duplicate the experience. I grew Puerto Rican’s when that happened and I have PES amazonian now. Was it related to dose size or strain? I haven’t tried the Amazonian but everyone tells me that’s taken mine said they are really strong and have a crazy body high. I have covid so am waiting to try them.
Anyone that had an experience like that on mushrooms, please help me out. Especially the leaving and then feeling yourself slam into your body? Thank you
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Kmacmo
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Re: Ego loss?hitting wall on return. Questions for people who take high dose mushrooms [Re: Nikki0830]
#27098693 - 12/20/20 02:48 AM (3 years, 1 month ago) |
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The trip is kinda like a very intense dream but you can't stop it from happening... Slipping in and out of the dream it reminds me of REM sleep if you've ever experienced that before. With high enough doses you'll get full ego death, I found the hardest part is the transition into the ego death feeling like your slowly disappearing but once your gone it's strangely calm and all fear has dissolved
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