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Ferdinando


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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27086917 - 12/13/20 08:39 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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yes the psychiatric patient thing made people be much worse to me one single act is middle big over the years it added up I understand what you said about dilution I have seen it
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Ferdinando


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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27086920 - 12/13/20 08:40 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I like to see the changes in the self the new treasures that arise
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27086922 - 12/13/20 08:41 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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there are two types of improvement the change of the self treasures happening coming like being humble being more resourceful
and drawing more and things clearing up and such
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Ferdinando


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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27086924 - 12/13/20 08:42 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I like the first one but I have been sloppy with the second part job school etc. such things every one is middle big and very important for how one has it happniness etc
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27086976 - 12/13/20 09:08 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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what did you do today
I had a feeling that I almost steadily increase in quality of how I would be as a boyfrined and that my future is almost reasonable and that things like job come a long time into the future like it will be almost fine
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27087012 - 12/13/20 09:29 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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anyway I will be doing meditation and yoga every day
you only have yourself or everything
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27087329 - 12/13/20 01:55 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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for my birthday - lots of whatsapp and videophone calls; and we went to get something to cook, otherwise reading star trek novels. I don't want to go anywhere or see anyone or do anything. just chillin'
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: redgreenvines]
#27088074 - 12/13/20 11:18 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
redgreenvines said: I have no clue.
But you do.
There's something extremely out of the ordinary going on.
Did you know Orgy is telepathic?
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088076 - 12/13/20 11:19 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Also, happy birthday, RGV.
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088123 - 12/14/20 12:48 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Pinkerton said: Did you know Orgy is telepathic?
Yeah you know, else where does the nickname Orgy arise?
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088261 - 12/14/20 05:01 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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take no hostages
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: redgreenvines]
#27088321 - 12/14/20 07:11 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have no idea what that means. Care to elaborate without more metaphors?
Do you have any idea about the hell I've been through the past 8 years? I'm sick and tired of this fucking bullshit depression, intrusive thoughts and being forced to do evil things.
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: redgreenvines]
#27088325 - 12/14/20 07:21 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have no control over my own actions, I only suffer the consequences. IT'S FUCKING HELL I TELL YOU!
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088334 - 12/14/20 07:31 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've never had actual sexual intercourse and never been in an actual relationship and I'm 30 and my penis doesn't work FFS!
I would NEVER EVER submit to this hell, even if I'm becoming "God". It's not worth it. Everyone else gets a free-ride to heaven while I have to do all the suffering. I've not seen Penelope_Tree write in these forums while being literally batshit fucking crazy and I'm going to marry her. How on Earth does she deserve me? No offense, I'm sure she's beautiful, but let's get real.
And the evil one Orgone_Conconlusion, WTF has he done???
I do ALL the horrible work and I suffer so many bad consequences the joke is on me, like Looney said. 
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088350 - 12/14/20 07:43 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've chased the one I love the most on planet Earth, my mother, around the house being mad out of my mind and shouting the most evil things in the phone to my beloved father weeks after his heart stopped and then I'm forced to do it again after he had cancer later this year.
Yeah, I'm fucking lucky, Ice.
This is FUCKING evil.
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088487 - 12/14/20 09:40 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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what I mean is, let this not become another hostage situation. which is when you rightfully feel you got the short stick, but decide to take everyone in the room hostage for attention. (and that is never any good anyway - it just re-inforces freakazoidfullness)
it sucks for everybody that you feel shitty when you act like a doofus.
there must be something you can do like pushups or squats, that does not involve anybody else. involving others who are unwilling is the essence of hostage taking.
or maybe make yourself comfortable at least in some way and begin to practice metta.
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: redgreenvines]
#27088579 - 12/14/20 10:42 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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definitely practice metta with that advice and the metta mantra it becomes a little metta producing or like it
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Ferdinando]
#27088582 - 12/14/20 10:43 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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maybe a little self compassion too
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: Pinkerton]
#27088610 - 12/14/20 11:04 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Boy's got a split mind. Another humpty dumpty in this way of life.... SPLAT; sadness, sad, how very very unfortunate.
This to you Pinkerton, a fellow criminal. One day you and I will be judged for the crimes we have commited unbenknowst to ourselves. But that is not this day. In some past day or past life somewhere we drifted from the essential to the trivial and thusly forgot what was essential. On this day perhaps you still have a shred of a chance to weave a miracle for yourself and snap out of it.
Anyway try and get a little more sane will ya? The cage ain't right for you kid, nor any other.
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Re: mantra for preparing for nonviolence and not doing drugs and winning [Re: redgreenvines]
#27089575 - 12/14/20 09:21 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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redgreenvines said: what I mean is, let this not become another hostage situation. which is when you rightfully feel you got the short stick, but decide to take everyone in the room hostage for attention. (and that is never any good anyway - it just re-inforces freakazoidfullness)
it sucks for everybody that you feel shitty when you act like a doofus.
there must be something you can do like pushups or squats, that does not involve anybody else. involving others who are unwilling is the essence of hostage taking.
or maybe make yourself comfortable at least in some way and begin to practice metta.
I'm telling you man, something extremely abnormal is going on with me and I fucking hate it.
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