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koods
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27084790 - 12/11/20 09:58 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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ShroomedOcean said: low whispering, spoken words like regular people, saying the thoughts that i have repeated to me etc...i gotta get over it
Are they embedded in ambient sounds, or are they more like a phone call?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: koods]
#27084791 - 12/11/20 10:01 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think hearing voices is more like a phone call, not like when you are strumming a G chord and hear your phone ring
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#27084802 - 12/11/20 10:26 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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more like a phone call, following me around, not leaving me alone
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koods
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#27084804 - 12/11/20 10:29 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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G chords are trash
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gopher
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: koods] 2
#27084805 - 12/11/20 10:33 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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but have you ever fingered a g-string?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#27084807 - 12/11/20 10:34 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: gopher]
#27084890 - 12/12/20 12:28 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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That was unnecessary
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: koods]
#27085085 - 12/12/20 05:54 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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koods... is ashamed?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider]
#27085811 - 12/12/20 01:51 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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they are still haunting me and i cannot escaep the jealousy of them voices causing anger reactions n explosions that i try not to do. its weird whispering is makin me vry angry when i cannot escape the trap of it
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27085824 - 12/12/20 01:58 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I guess it doesn't necessarily help to rationalize that they are not real. Is there anything that helps to distract you or not take them as seriously? Do you get much time outside? Are there any tv shows or movies that can make you laugh?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: psi]
#27085831 - 12/12/20 02:02 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Know that people on this site are rooting for you to achieve better mental health though in any case.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27085838 - 12/12/20 02:07 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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ShroomedOcean said: they are still haunting me and i cannot escaep the jealousy of them voices causing anger reactions n explosions that i try not to do. its weird whispering is makin me vry angry when i cannot escape the trap of it 
What meds are you taking?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: feevers] 1
#27085845 - 12/12/20 02:10 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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yeah i can play xbox to distract...i am on alot of med. clozapine, gabpentin, buspar, vistaril....etc
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27085899 - 12/12/20 02:44 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are the voices pretty constant? Feel free to write more about whats going on if you want, it can be pretty therapeutic just to vent. I’m not schizophrenic but when I’ve had psychotic episodes putting my focus into writing usually helps tune out the intrusions
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: feevers]
#27085927 - 12/12/20 03:02 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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yeah they're pretty constant. usually they are worswt when i am relaxing, or hardly relaxing. but yeah, i dont know if any med is helping hallucinations. i thought vistarilw as but its only a sedative.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27085989 - 12/12/20 03:36 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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sedatives are the best treatment I think, when my gf used to be bi-polar her psych meds seemed to do fuck all, but when I noticed her getting manic I could tell her to pop a clonazapam and she would calm right the fuck down
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean] 2
#27086027 - 12/12/20 04:16 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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ShroomedOcean, is there anything we can do to help?
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: birdeatingspider]
#27086224 - 12/12/20 06:22 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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klonopin is so great for chronic stress levels
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: ShroomedOcean]
#27086589 - 12/13/20 01:33 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sorry for the unappetizing picture, but I was changing my bandaging and snapped a photo to show you guys whats going on.
The actual wound is but small, but its in the middle of a chronic atopic eczema. Much of the peripheral edema has been reduced by applying just 10mm Hg of pressure.
Fucking ouch guys. Does this look like it would hurt?

Now you get why I was so willing to resort to modified Dakin's solution - it does look like a war wound.
Sorry for the distasteful image but this is the situation today and it actually looks a lot better than before my somewhat draconian measures.
I'm on flucloxacillin antibiotic which appears to start working. pain appears to be on the decline. Edema is much improved. This mornings removal of the UrgoClean anti sloughing pad removed a soft scab off the wound, a scab for the first time so the treatment is working.
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Re: Esoteric Musings of Carcosa | EMC/MDC/LNC | Part 2 Electric Boogaloo [Re: Asante]
#27086597 - 12/13/20 01:52 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ouchies man. I had a patch of road rash from a gnarly bicycle crash in a similar spot. Nothing deep, but amazingly painful for what amounted to just some missing skin. I had trouble walking while it healed. Time and rest bud! And whatever the netherlandish equivalent of neosporin is.
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