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Socrateshroom
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DJ ED, we miss you brother! 5
#27066135 - 12/01/20 11:21 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hope you are doing well!
We miss your wisdom and banter.
And if you've been willing and/or able to trip recently, how'd it go?
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Kmacmo
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DJ Ed always helpful and wise, a role model he is
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LosTresOjos
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: Kmacmo]
#27066272 - 12/01/20 12:48 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I hope you are doing well sir.
I hope he's doing well, it seemed as if he was having some issues at home from the last post i saw. But such is life as we must truck on.
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PrimalSoup
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: LosTresOjos]
#27066330 - 12/01/20 01:11 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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He told me a couple days back he was ruminating a lot and processing things. He hopes to come back regularly.
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MindMeower
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: PrimalSoup]
#27066580 - 12/01/20 03:15 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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That guy is great, I always enjoy reading what he has to say ~
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redgreenvines
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: MindMeower]
#27066596 - 12/01/20 03:23 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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ruminating sounds like a drug is still active in his 3rd stomach, which is preferable to having had COVID or a car accident. I hope he is well.
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Socrateshroom
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: PrimalSoup]
#27067688 - 12/02/20 07:54 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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PrimalSoup said: He told me a couple days back he was ruminating a lot and processing things. He hopes to come back regularly. 
Happy to hear he's still sending signals out into digital space.
Hopefully the mushroom gods shine clarity on his journey.
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LogicaL Chaos
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Oh no! DJ ED is awesome! One of my favorites! Did he have a bad trip or something?
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DJ Ed
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Guys
I can’t believe the love I’ve just felt from you all; true brothers, you have really lifted my spirits. My wife left me on 26 October. I thought she was my soul mate. Married 20 years, together 37 years. I was 17, she 14 when we met at the under-18s disco, 18th December 1983.
It’s been a rollercoaster, people. It would be easy if I could stop loving her, but emotions aren’t that easy to turn off. The hardest thing to accept, which I hope will help me heal, is that she hasn’t loved me since we’ve been married!
But in terms of mushrooms; I think they have been telling me for a while, guys. I thought it was the negative vibes from lockdown. I had intense trip, after intense trip, followed by my first bad trip in 30 years. Thats] was round about April this year. I could never understand until a few weeks back how my wife could go to bed telling me “I’d be alright in the morning”. While I was suffering years for every passing second.
Hindsight is wonderful at explaining mushroom teachings. In the middle of it though, it was just too cryptic.
I’ll finish on a spooky note. A few weeks before my wife left, I was walking back one of my usual routes with my two labradors, nd I got a strang deja vu type feeling. It was like deja vu in reverse, like I was sensing something from the future. I stood still with the dogs, and just took in the strange feeling, tried to understand it it, and concluded something “big or significant” was going to happen here................My wife now lives a few feet from where I got the feeling.
Take care all, thank you for all the love. I think I need a sitter for my next venture - it is going to have to be a large one to get me back on the wagon 
DJ Ed
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DJ Ed
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What this now means thoug, Socrateshroom, as my friends and family keep telling me, is that the world is my oyster, and I’m still only 54 years young (yes that was a harsh first ever birthday on my own last week!). So when all this lockdown ebbs away and normality begins to return, I’m free to travel anywhere in the world, including the US of A 
Mush love brother DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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PrimalSoup
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: DJ Ed]
#27068460 - 12/02/20 03:20 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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DJ Ed
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: PrimalSoup]
#27068467 - 12/02/20 03:24 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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You are a star. Thank you.
Oh and people, the Pinocchio pic in my signature has gone; it was painted by the mother-in-law, so I thought it proper to return it, even though it is one of my favourite paintings in the whole, wide world
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LogicaL Chaos
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: DJ Ed]
#27068472 - 12/02/20 03:27 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Whoa! Thats wild man!
Im sorry about your wife leaving you. Thats so awful . But I am sure you had a psychic moment there when you had that strange insight from the future. 
A similar experience happened to me mid-trip with shrooms. I was inside "The Source" energy on one profound shroom trip when my girlfriend, who is now my ex-girlfriend, called me mid-experience and interrupted the experience: https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/24612990#24612990
It was like a perfect synchronistic message of "she's not the one for you, which is why she is interrupting this profound mushroom moment".
Its experiences like those that open my mind to the interconnectedness of everything.
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DJ Ed
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Wow L_C, that is so similar to my bad trip earlier this year. I was trying to convey to PrimalSoup how the mushrooms had been telling me, and it had sort of influenced me. He initially mistook this for me leaving her, which was not the case.
I’ve had two or three of those strange moments in my life where you just sense something significant will happen where you are. Makes the hairs in my neck stand up thinking about it. A friend of mine dreamed about the zeebrugge ferry disaster, the night before it happened.
But for t least a year, and with the benefit of hindsight, the mushrooms have definitely been telling me she is not the one. Which I couldn’t understand and am still confused over; but look what’s happened....
Take care DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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LogicaL Chaos
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: DJ Ed]
#27068515 - 12/02/20 03:47 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Amazing story. I struggled with the meaning of my experience but realized that she was not the one for me as she had interrupted a magical mushroom moment.
Shrooms have a powerful way of showing us what we dont want to see and feel.
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Socrateshroom
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: DJ Ed] 1
#27068527 - 12/02/20 03:56 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Holy crap DJ ED, I'm sorry to hear. It's awesome to hear from you again, although I wish you didn't have to suffer so.
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DJ Ed said: What this now means thoug, Socrateshroom, as my friends and family keep telling me, is that the world is my oyster, and I’m still only 54 years young (yes that was a harsh first ever birthday on my own last week!). So when all this lockdown ebbs away and normality begins to return, I’m free to travel anywhere in the world, including the US of A 
Mush love brother DJ Ed
You tell me when, and I'll be on the next plane to be your sitter!
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DJ Ed
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I’ve been in pain and distress for 20 years. I’ve never been able to understand why: good job, good health, family, house, food, soulmate and wife. After years of not knowing I was depressed, I became clinically depressed with my wife. It coincided with two things. My daughter dying in 1999. Getting married in 2000. My subconscious knowing instantly that something was wrong in 2001; just moved to the Isle of Wight, reached out to my best mate; remember the conversation well. I was hurting back then, but didn’t know why.
I mentioned earlier hindsight. This coincides exactly with what my wife has now been honest about: that she stopped loving me when we got to the Isle of Wight in 2001.
So my subconscious has known all along. My conscious mind has not been able to work any of it out; sitting next to the woman you love yet still feeling lonely. Whilst all the time thinking she is your soulmate and why can’t you make her happy. Why doesn’t she laugh like she used to. Where are the cuddles.
The mushrooms started digging all this out of my subconscious and presenting it to me. But you all know, sometimes these “lessons” are all a bit too insane fairground ride style with mad jesters and elves type lessons!!!
Mush love DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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DJ Ed
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Thank you
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redgreenvines
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Re: DJ ED, we miss you brother! [Re: DJ Ed]
#27069320 - 12/03/20 05:27 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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glad you are OK
people are subject to change, so committing to the oath "until death shall we not part" fails more often than not, now that it is OK to be single.
if there is room in a relationship to be apart, there may be room for survival of a married couple to remain together in this changing world.
COVID has underscored this immensely as we spend our days and nights in one apartment and avoid socializing.
it's nearly impossible to press field aligned magnets together.
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DJ Ed
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You’re absolutely on the money there, redgreenvines. We were never meant to live in such close proximity for so long.
When the fairy tales advertised “happily ever after”, it was true because people died very young.
I’m going to learn to love myself before even considering the notion of somebody loving me.
Mush love DJ Ed
-------------------- “It’s like when you see a mountain lion,” he suggested. “If you run, it will chase you. So you must stand your ground.” Michael Pollan: How To Change Your Mind “The problem is not to find the answer, it’s to face the answer.” Terence McKenna

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