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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: ch0ppie]
#27063692 - 11/29/20 08:38 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I still kept doing it for a good while even though I wasn't enjoying it towards the end. Actually took someone who cared about me to ask me what the hell I'm doing, that I clearly wasn't having a good time so why do it? I didn't have an answer. So I stopped.
Same with DMT. More of a love/hate relationship though. I love it, but then it owns me like a little bitch and I stop. Then like a wicked temptress it calls me back, and I'm in love again. Rinse, repeat. Lol.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27064080 - 11/30/20 07:29 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: Same with DMT. More of a love/hate relationship though. I love it, but then it owns me like a little bitch and I stop. Then like a wicked temptress it calls me back, and I'm in love again. Rinse, repeat. Lol.
wanna elaborate a bit on how DMT owns you? is it comparable to other forms of substance dependence?
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: epilectric]
#27064112 - 11/30/20 08:00 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Regarding cannabis, I have my own experience of why I did it despite the negatives. The initial rush of the dopamine hitting the brain, and maybe even the relief when the drug wears off.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: InnerWisdom]
#27064150 - 11/30/20 08:23 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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InnerWisdom said: Regarding cannabis, I have my own experience of why I did it despite the negatives. The initial rush of the dopamine hitting the brain, and maybe even the relief when the drug wears off.
exactly!
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: epilectric] 1
#27064889 - 11/30/20 03:39 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: Same with DMT. More of a love/hate relationship though. I love it, but then it owns me like a little bitch and I stop. Then like a wicked temptress it calls me back, and I'm in love again. Rinse, repeat. Lol.
wanna elaborate a bit on how DMT owns you? is it comparable to other forms of substance dependence?
Not comparable to any substance of dependence really. It's not like an addiction, but fills my head with really funny ideas until everything has something to do with it and the realms within it's experience. Makes it hard to concentrate and be truly part of "this" world when so much of "that" world is overlapping and integrating all the time.
Seeing is believing man. Just do it a bunch of times and you'll know what I mean.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner] 1
#27065131 - 11/30/20 05:57 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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DMT is my fave-- done sooo much over the years-- in so many ways...but adding the harmalas takes it to another level. The changa thing is using DMT to it's fullest potential I think-- straight spice is pretty blissful at low doses, intense at moderate doses-- way too intense at higher ones... but when you've had harmalas orally ahead of the vape (which is how I do it) the come-on and peak becomes a rise-up and plateau-- it's pure gold. I've tripped for hours with a couple hundred mg in 20-30mg bumps-- it's absolutely fantastic. On an unrelated note, I've always marveled that everyone around here seems to find lucy everywhere, but in over 40 years I've never seen one tab.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: coAsTal] 1
#27065711 - 12/01/20 02:26 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'm a relative noob with DMT, having only been into it four or five years. I've been doing LSD now for more than twenty five though. It's been a long time hobby.
Having read up on it I decided that changa was my thing right from the beginning. I only ever smoked straight freebase once. It didn't do a hell of a lot for me. Changa has taken me to many realms though beyond my imagining. Such an incredible substance. I have had major integration issues at times with it though. It can be all so real. So real.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner] 1
#27065721 - 12/01/20 02:54 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I like that you mentioned the word 'integration' friend. IMO that is the most important thing we must come to terms with as one travels this path. Many use these substances as a recreation -and that works for a time. But if one continues to use them well it's not just fractals and rainbows anymore.
DMT has taken me to odd places; but after a while I realized it wasn't helping me in my 'down here in non-hyperspace reality'. But that is just me. When I was in school, i ingested mushies when I felt the time was right. If I had too much to do back here on planet earth, I never even considered it. But when I DID trip on mushies, I ALWAYS brought lessons back with me that I could apply to my everyday material growth.
On the other hand, I have known peeps that have used the holy DMT molecule for the same purpose with great results. I guess we each have different ways of cutting our own path through this jungle. From one fellow traveler to another -good luck and godspeed.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: coAsTal]
#27066416 - 12/01/20 01:54 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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coAsTal said: On an unrelated note, I've always marveled that everyone around here seems to find lucy everywhere, but in over 40 years I've never seen one tab.
these days, many people get theirs in the unilluminated part of the interwebs where the quality is generally very high
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: epilectric]
#27066472 - 12/01/20 02:22 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah ive been curious about that place
Ive settled for what i can get locally which is hit or miss
When its even half decent i jump on it balls in
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: epilectric]
#27066536 - 12/01/20 02:52 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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epilectric said: these days, many people get theirs in the unilluminated part of the interwebs where the quality is generally very high
I'll have to take your word for it-- I think I'm aged out of understanding crypto (and don't entirely trust it) and the d-web has always eluded me completely. Back in my 20's I felt very current on web security but there's so much I don't know now I feel completely unsafe doing any of that stuff... So it goes...
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: coAsTal] 1
#27066882 - 12/01/20 06:18 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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epilectric said: these days, many people get theirs in the unilluminated part of the interwebs where the quality is generally very high
I'll have to take your word for it-- I think I'm aged out of understanding crypto (and don't entirely trust it) and the d-web has always eluded me completely. Back in my 20's I felt very current on web security but there's so much I don't know now I feel completely unsafe doing any of that stuff... So it goes...
smart attitude, can absolutely relate. i don't want to use it and one of my highly competent IT network friends also doesn't want to go in there for reasons. apart from that, music festivals always have been a good place to find it.. most notably psytrance or psychrock
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: epilectric]
#27067047 - 12/01/20 07:33 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I specialise in IT and have zero qualms about buying acid online.
As with all things, it's not what you do but how you do it.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27068028 - 12/02/20 11:24 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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ok fair enough.. i'm sure it's fine if you do it right but i still don't want to browse it myself. a friend buys his sheets there for years without a problem... i prefer liquid however
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27068355 - 12/02/20 02:28 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: I specialise in IT and have zero qualms about buying acid online.
As with all things, it's not what you do but how you do it.
Ditto. With cashapp and paypal allowing btc purchase it has never been easier to get the coin. You just gotta ask like peter frampton said to show me the way. Also there is the option of various analogs on the clearnet.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Sugabearcrisp]
#27068418 - 12/02/20 02:58 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sugabearcrisp said: Also there is the option of various analogs on the clearnet.
yes!
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Sugabearcrisp]
#27068583 - 12/02/20 04:27 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: I specialise in IT and have zero qualms about buying acid online.
As with all things, it's not what you do but how you do it.
Ditto. With cashapp and paypal allowing btc purchase it has never been easier to get the coin. You just gotta ask like peter frampton said to show me the way. Also there is the option of various analogs on the clearnet.
Getting the tokens has never been an issue, shredding the evidence trail is always the trick.
Still, if you are just a little fish and always behave like a little fish the fishermen don't come looking for you. IT forensics is expensive, one has to make yourself just not worth the effort.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27068603 - 12/02/20 04:37 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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^ sounds about right to me
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27068631 - 12/02/20 04:50 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I use blender/tumbling services which effectively launder (dryclean) on the way to market plus a local wallet in between. I.e. cashapp>local wallet>blender>market
"Local" services which allow you to exchange cash in person for coin in your local wallet is another option if you live in a metro area where many are located.
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Re: Gonna take a fat dose tomorrow night.. [Re: Northerner]
#27069635 - 12/03/20 09:18 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: Still, if you are just a little fish and always behave like a little fish the fishermen don't come looking for you. IT forensics is expensive, one has to make yourself just not worth the effort.
this and a small sheet of paper can be delivered very neatly
i'm more worried about other things going on in the dn and using certain kinds of browsers undeniably brings you closer to these realms from which i'd rather stay far away even without acute involvement... may seem contradictory but has more to do with intuition than with rationality
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