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The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about...
    #27062278 - 11/29/20 01:23 AM (1 month, 23 days ago)

Last night I made a tea with 2.15g of golden teachers. Whoever says you don't get stomach body load with tea is wrong. My stomach felt weird and warm the whole trip and it probably contributed to my emotions. I'm not sure if it was from the mushroom tea, the fact that I ate a big leftover Thanksgiving dinner with lots of spices 1 1/2 hrs before dosing, or because I had some caffeine in oolong tea during my come up. But my stomach felt strange. My emotions were all over the fucking place. I just didn't feel right at all. I thought that maybe I would feel better if I made myself puke so I went into the bathroom, stuck my fingers down my throat and purged whatever negative energy that was in me. I felt a tiny bit better but not much. At one point I almost felt like I was going to go insane. At one point I couldn't fucking tell what was real and what wasn't. It almost scared me a little bit. I felt like the whole trip was a physical and emotional purge of some sorts. Like everything negative just came to the surface, some things I would have rather not known about and want to just forget about. I was thinking frantically about things in my life thinking of possible ways to fix things. Thinking about my general behavior over 2020 and the shut down, my discovery that I am probably high functioning ADHD, and my dopamine level. I figured out that I need to reset my dopamine level. I've been really selfish this year with regards to doing what needs to be done in my life which is probably due to my low dopamine. While I was peaking, I felt disgusted at myself for taking on such addictive patterns and behaviors over the course of the year during shut down. I posted about this in sexuality and relationships, but at one point during my peak I just decided right then and there to bag up my sex toys and walk them outside to the trash. If that's not the strangest thing anyone has ever fucking done on mushrooms I don't know what else is... Yup, during my mushroom peak I just got fed up with my life and thought that I better just throw away everything that isn't serving me positively, everything that has addictive potential. About $200 worth of sex toys that I bought at the beginning of covid in march. I bought them to keep me from getting too bored. If you're a man who enjoys edging to porn while high, you probably understand how addictive it can be. So I felt really relieved after throwing all that stuff away. Trash night is tomorrow and it will all be gone.

So anyway, I kind of just wanted the trip to be over at this point. I originally planned to take an extra 2grams 2 hours into my trip but with this emotional mind fuck rollercoaster I thought hell no. So I froze the other mushroom tea that I made for a later time. I sat in my dark back yard just staring at the trees, trying not to think about anything whatsoever, just waiting ages for the trip to come back down to reality soberness. I took a shower which seemed to sober me up a little and bring me down to reality. After a couple hours I laid in bed taking hits of some indica and fell asleep. Thank God that trip is over.

Sorry for the poor formatting, I had a busy day (had to do laundry and go grocery shopping) and I'm slightly shooked up from last night's strange emotional rollercoaster. This really was not the kind of trip I was hoping for and I just want to forget I ever tripped. The first 30 minutes was happy and enjoyable but then things just took a turn for the worse. Better luck next time when I do mushrooms. I won't eat such a big dinner, I won't take caffeine, and I'll drink the tea more slowly. Maybe I should do less than 2g also. I think my body reacts more strongly to psychedelics now that I'm in my mind 30s compared to when I was in my 20s when I could do 1/8ths every week.

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So have you ever had a trip where everything was just fucking weird and you wanted it to end?


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27062282 - 11/29/20 01:28 AM (1 month, 23 days ago)

Salvia.

Salvia was the worst by far, and thankfully the shortest, yet most intense, lol.

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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: Loaded Shaman]
    #27062636 - 11/29/20 10:55 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

I think what you have in your stomach has a major impact on effects. Try allowing your body a day or two to clean out all the toxins / smoking / drinkin / fapping / bad food

The more effort you put in the more you get out


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: Hikeadellic] * 1
    #27062673 - 11/29/20 11:16 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

Maybe the mushrooms just wanted to let you know you were ruining your anus?  :donut:


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: JonBa] * 1
    #27062708 - 11/29/20 11:37 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

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Maybe the mushrooms just wanted to let you know you were ruining your anus?  :donut:



:judyfacepalm:

Anyway, dopamine detox sounds like a great idea, been meaning to do such a cleanse myself.

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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: ch0ppie]
    #27062738 - 11/29/20 11:56 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

Good report and Ch0ppie helpful vid on the Dopamine Detox!
This pandemic has really messed with us all even if we haven’t been directly impacted by tragedies.


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27063056 - 11/29/20 03:56 PM (1 month, 22 days ago)

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I'm not sure if it was from the mushroom tea, the fact that I ate a big leftover Thanksgiving dinner with lots of spices 1 1/2 hrs before dosing,





there's yer problem :murray:


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #27063070 - 11/29/20 04:06 PM (1 month, 22 days ago)

Come to think of it, I have usually only had a LIGHT dinner about an hour before ingesting mushrooms, not a big ass Thanksgiving leftover meal. I thought an hour and a half would be enough time to let it digest a little but that stuffing I ate was overly spiced up.


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27063088 - 11/29/20 04:12 PM (1 month, 22 days ago)

You want to wait a few hours.  Anytime I ingest too close to eating it becomes uncomfortable.  Mushrooms are emotional amplifiers and discomfort gets brought to the forefront first of all, gastric distress makes you feel like you're dying. 


Add to that psilocin interacts with the serotonin receptors in the gut and slows down digestion.  Whatever's in there doesn't get worked on for hours and that can give you lots of misery. :shrug:


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: JonBa] * 1
    #27063797 - 11/30/20 12:54 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

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Maybe the mushrooms just wanted to let you know you were ruining your anus?  :donut:



Should I have boofed the tea instead? Lol


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: Hikeadellic]
    #27063966 - 11/30/20 06:31 AM (1 month, 22 days ago)

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I think what you have in your stomach has a major impact on effects. Try allowing your body a day or two to clean out all the toxins / smoking / drinkin / fapping / bad food

The more effort you put in the more you get out




Oh, trust me my friend, nobody understands nor practices that discipline more than myself!


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    #27065092 - 11/30/20 07:31 PM (1 month, 21 days ago)

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I think what you have in your stomach has a major impact on effects. Try allowing your body a day or two to clean out all the toxins / smoking / drinkin / fapping / bad food

The more effort you put in the more you get out




Oh, trust me my friend, nobody understands nor practices that discipline more than myself!



Can you have a bad trip just by eating too close to dosing?


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27065187 - 11/30/20 08:33 PM (1 month, 21 days ago)

Yes, most raw mushrooms fuck with your stomach so if you have a full stomach that's compounding the discomfort


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    #27065200 - 11/30/20 08:39 PM (1 month, 21 days ago)

I had a similar experience once when it came to my marijuana habit. I took a knife to the cord of my volcano vaporizer and thew it in the dumpster lol. Along with some glass pieces and half ounce of green and 1/8th of shatter. Haven'tt consumed any thc products since that trip 4 years ago


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: Rise against]
    #27065333 - 11/30/20 09:52 PM (1 month, 21 days ago)

Mushrooms are fucking weird dude. I've never had fucking strange ass feelings on acid, I'm not talking about that 200 microgram trip, and I have never had feelings of derealization on acid either. Mushrooms just fuck with my mind dude. I almost don't want to trip on mushrooms anymore I think I'm just going to do like one gram or less.

I've only had one bad trip on acid and that was only because my dumb friend kept texting her stupid boyfriend (she was on acid too) and then she called him and said something stupid to him and then he came over to where we were and he ruined our trip. I fucking told that bitch to turn her fucking phone off while tripping. But she didn't listen to me.

But yeah a couple of times now with mushrooms I have had these feelings like nothing is real, I'm living in a dream, everything is simulated, my life isn't real, life is a game, etc. I never get those weird fucking "nothing is real" feelings from acid. This last trip was just too fucking weird. I almost thought I was going to be tripping forever and that I would have to check myself into a mental hospital like you hear about these random ass people who take like 15 grams and then have a psychotic break. I wasn't tripping that hard, only 2.15g, but the mind fuck was too much.


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27067160 - 12/01/20 10:32 PM (1 month, 20 days ago)

Idk man

Mighta been what you needed in a way

I recommend next time you est little through the day and mainly clean foods like fruit and nuts and dark chocolate and vegetables

Just clean foods with little to no processing

Try fasting a couple hours prior to dosing

I personally dont like tea but the food and caffeine may have played a role

I find tea causes different types of experiences but that might just be my experience

I highly prefer eating

I think some of what you realized is good

Maybe they gave you a bit of a reality check even if it was difficult

Interesting because i always found lsd to be the one thst more made me feel detached from reality vs mushrooms if anything

Set, time of day you trip, music, ritual (for instance food and fasting) can play a major role in experience and effect

View it as a lesson and take from it all you can


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: Enkidu]
    #27067187 - 12/01/20 10:49 PM (1 month, 20 days ago)

There are also a lot of other things that I did not even talk about in the OP because it's just too personal for a public forum. Some parts of the trip were emotionally traumatizing. I'm trying to laugh more and take it easy. It's been 4 days and my emotions are coming back down to normal. I've also been studying some stuff for my new job to get my mind off the experience. It's freeing to not have any sex toys tempting me into an addictive pattern. If I get horny I just use my hand and get off within 10 minutes instead of edging for hours with the sex toys sucking the dopamine out of me. I've been asking my roommate if he needs more help from me and I've been taking more initiative with things since the trip.

It's almost like I was sort of scared into doing what needs to be done in my life.

I agree, I needed to experience what I did but the way I experienced it was a little brutal. During the trip I really wanted milk to calm my stomach but I was all out and I was in no shape to drive to the store as my pupils are dilated as fuuuuuuuuuck.


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27067220 - 12/01/20 11:09 PM (1 month, 20 days ago)

Im gonna pm you an old trip report of mine

I have been traumatized by mushrooms before and basically had ptsd and i didnt know if i would get out of it man. Shit FUCKED me up bad.

Took me a while just to get close to normal.

I was crying like every night and randomly for no fucking reason.

It was a powerful and difficult experience but it served a purpose.

Keep pushing forward.

Exercise, eat right, read, stretch, meditate, get out in nature, explore interpersonal relationships

No substitute for that

Re-evaluate your goals and priorities and work toward them.

The report is long but ill send it, dont feel like you gotta read it but just something like a hey, you aint alone bro


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27067434 - 12/02/20 02:18 AM (1 month, 20 days ago)

Try taking the shrooms on an empty stomach to get the full effect with less negativity. Give this beautiful plant more respect and it will give you enlightment and self discovery. Best time to take it is waking up in the morning with no breakfast and taking before noon or so. If you're use to taking it 3 to 4 grams to get the trip that you want, on an empty stomach you need lest that .that and you will have no problem with your belly. I this helps,


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Re: The Great Purge - Strangest fucking trip that I just want to forget about... [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
    #27067462 - 12/02/20 02:57 AM (1 month, 20 days ago)

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Some parts of the trip were emotionally traumatizing.




I always thought that was just normal for tripping.  What else do you really learn from? :cookiemonster:


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