Hello everyone. I wanted some thoughts about what happened or to hear similar experiences so I copied this from the trip reports section and added more detail here.
Saturday the 7th I tripped on 3.3g dried cubes in tea with relaxing herbs. After about 30mins I started to feel it quite strongly so I went to lay down. Typical faint but intricate CEV patterns appeared. Then I started getting into some sort of paranoid trip that was nauseating. I started to think and feel like I was experiencing some other dimensional mosquitoes or something sucking on my brain from the inside. Now in hindsight this thought probably came because I have heard of people talking about interdimensional alien parasites and what not. So the visuals accompanied this and as I lay tripping in my quiet apartment there was an auditory accompanying element to that experience. It started to get so bad I had to get up and shake it off by opening my eyes and literally shaking my head. Soon I laid down again. Ok so at some point in the trip during the peak eyes closed i saw a faint light, and i opened my eyes to see if there was any light that it could be, but no, it was a separate source of light eyes closed. then i just focused on that and had an experience of something looking down on me with love, like "hey" and i was like you are welcome to come, and then it felt like being touched or embraced very gently with love, a good feeling. I felt that this entity was some sort of archetypal mother. Visions of being a child and having a loving mother entered my mind. And then for some moments i could communicate with it and let it heal things inside me. It was like a frequency that I attempted to match with my own thinking guesses about issues. Then I got an answer at some point that "do what you like" as in "you people on earth". This felt like some kind of message from God and I got up a little ecstatic. Ok then i took a shower cos I was feeling cold and warmed up my sauna and am really grooving and dancing with myself in the shower because I felt the energy of this loving natural life force that touched me. Then I had some really good laughs, like I found some things that I remembered from my past totally hilarious. Like this dude I used to hang out with who said to me via text as an answer "resting is for cocksuckers". I had to control my laughter because I became aware of how loud I was laughing XD. Then I took a walk, didnt need the sauna anymore, and when I came in after a long while, started to text this girl, with which things had actually ended, but I took a chance in my elevated and courageous mindset to say to her a couple things. Well she didn't like that I was on mushrooms and didn't want to talk, and I realised how funny it was that pre-trip I had thought that "leave her out of the trip. Don't talk to her" like that was going to happen lol. So that's pretty much it.
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