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It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) 2
#27032707 - 11/11/20 03:08 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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When you have your very last shrooms/trip, and you're to old to hunt for mushrooms anymore .

For us older members, do you have a plan for when that time comes?
Mine quickly.....(before I cark it!!)
So I'm just over 45 and I'm gonna have a rest from shrooms until I'm 50, as I've had way too many over the last 10 years.
I then plan to hunt every winter until I reach around 60/65 .... 70 if I'm lucky. Towards that age I plan to investigate into the absolute best way to store shrooms and then the plan will be to store up enough shrooms and then to have one trip each year on my birthday until I completely run out (so starting from around 60 - 65 depending on my health/ability to hunt). I hope to be still tripping into my 80's if my plan can work and the shrooms that I stored away can last for 10 to 20 years.
By the way, I know that some of you grow them yourself, but I just don't feel confident enough in my skills to try, and I also worry about getting caught as I live in a rental.
So what about you, have you thought about this and do you have a contingency plan?
Edited by blessed (11/13/20 01:31 AM)
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day :( [Re: blessed] 2
#27032739 - 11/11/20 03:51 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Never thought about it. I just kind of assume I'll become uninterested in all drugs when I've gotten to my senior years. I'm not even 30 and I have already cut down about 95% of my drug use
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day :( [Re: Eminence] 2
#27036193 - 11/13/20 12:28 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I must be the only one? 
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Eminence said: Never thought about it. I just kind of assume I'll become uninterested in all drugs when I've gotten to my senior years. I'm not even 30 and I have already cut down about 95% of my drug use 
You're still young so you've got heaps of time for hopefully many awesome times (on drugs and off them) to come .
Maybe because I place Magic Mushrooms on my most amazing all time things list, that it will be a sad day for me. Buy that's life...... It gives and gives and gives and gives, but one day... eventually, it starts to take it all slowly back.
Some people have a 5 year plan, I have a level 5 plan.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day :( [Re: blessed] 3
#27036257 - 11/13/20 02:07 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: blessed]
#27036270 - 11/13/20 02:20 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I wonder if I've already had my last trip. I've got the supplies to last a while, but I haven't blasted off in a couple of years now, and I don't have any strong desire to go back.
It once seemed so important, central to my personality even for a few years, but psychedelic experience mostly taught me I was overvaluing the psychedelic experience, if that makes sense. I'm not here to transcend,I'm here to be here (I mean this in a figurative sense, I don't actually believe in holistic 'reasons' like that)
Perhaps though something will pull me back in, I have always meant to try DMT and never have, and the biggest things keeping me from psychedelics is the duration to be honest.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Ezuma]
#27036273 - 11/13/20 02:24 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ezuma said: and the biggest things keeping me from psychedelics is the duration to be honest.
Your entire life when you are born and DMT was released in your brain is one big long ride until DMT is released in your brain when you die.
So, that probably seems like a really, really long time.
Read " the spirit molecule" and such books. But be careful because I heard that once you enter "life and death" on earth ( DMT) you can not go back to the same way you were.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Fiery]
#27036734 - 11/13/20 09:51 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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@op, when I get that old I'll grow my own. And if I'm too fucked up to use my hands/arms I'll pay somebody else to grow them for me
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: blessed] 1
#27036805 - 11/13/20 10:25 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Good thread! I've actually thought about this some lately.
Don't got enough time at the moment to expand on this subject but I shall be back
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Fiery]
#27036829 - 11/13/20 10:46 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Fiery said:
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Ezuma said: and the biggest things keeping me from psychedelics is the duration to be honest.
Your entire life when you are born and DMT was released in your brain is one big long ride until DMT is released in your brain when you die.
So, that probably seems like a really, really long time.
Read " the spirit molecule" and such books. But be careful because I heard that once you enter "life and death" on earth ( DMT) you can not go back to the same way you were.
I've read that one, but I take issue with the 'DMT released at death' its a very popular meme among psychedelic users but its actually just a theory, we don't really know what DMT is responsible for in naturally occurring amounts, and it's not proven that it releases at death as far as I am aware
definitely does sound like a powerful event for most people though
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Ezuma]
#27036836 - 11/13/20 10:52 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think it makes sense that you trip balls on your death bed. People on DMT and people who have had near death experiences both report similar things like seeing a white light.
OP don't doubt your abilities. Its not that hard to get a small stealth grow going. Just keep reading and watching RRs videos and you'll be well on your way
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Ezuma]
#27036899 - 11/13/20 11:45 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ezuma said:
I've read that one, but I take issue with the 'DMT released at death' its a very popular meme among psychedelic users but its actually just a theory, we don't really know what DMT is responsible for in naturally occurring amounts, and it's not proven that it releases at death as far as I am aware
I'm pretty sure this is proven. And it has to do with lots of the near death experiences ..
Can anyone confirm?
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: blessed]
#27036993 - 11/13/20 12:26 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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55yo and still trip occasionally. I asked some friends this question and they seem to think they'll be tripping in their 60's and older. I think I will too, but you never know. Been tripping since 14yo.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Fiery]
#27037087 - 11/13/20 01:31 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Fiery said:
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Ezuma said:
I've read that one, but I take issue with the 'DMT released at death' its a very popular meme among psychedelic users but its actually just a theory, we don't really know what DMT is responsible for in naturally occurring amounts, and it's not proven that it releases at death as far as I am aware
I'm pretty sure this is proven. And it has to do with lots of the near death experiences ..
Can anyone confirm?
I will read up on it more, but so far just perusing wikipedia:
"Several speculative and yet untested hypotheses suggest that endogenous DMT is produced in the human brain and is involved in certain psychological and neurological states. DMT is naturally occurring in small amounts in rat brain, human cerebrospinal fluid, and other tissues of humans and other mammals."
its not that I don't think its an interesting possibility, merely that I see it quoted as fact often by psychedelic enthusiasts while as far as I know, it has yet to be proven.
I wouldn't be surprised if it actually does end up being the case, but I think we need further study before we can say anything really concrete about the role of dmt in near death experiences, or even whatever role it may or may not play endogenously in human psychology and experience
definitely one I want to try though, after a couple dozen shrooms and lsd trips it still holds interest for me, where lsd and shrooms don't so much anymore
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Ezuma]
#27037103 - 11/13/20 01:40 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ezuma said:
I wouldn't be surprised if it actually does end up being the case, but I think we need further study before we can say anything really concrete about the role of dmt in near death experiences, or even whatever role it may or may not play endogenously in human psychology and experience
Thanks for doing that preliminary research.
But from the way I see it, the experiences in the Spirit Molecule and the book following that one are CONCRETE proof.
I mean you think all those people just made up the same story? That is highly unlikely. As far as when we die, it does make sense. People who have had near death experiences describing the SAME thing as people doing pure DMT?
I mean come on... what is more concrete than that? Dozens of reports. I mean it's either a giant conspiracy, or DMT is released when people die.
But hey.... I'm not in a hurry to find out !
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Fiery]
#27037115 - 11/13/20 01:46 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I dont give a fuck yo
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Love potion]
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Fiery]
#27037129 - 11/13/20 01:51 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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You are lucky if you get to be old at all
Lifes a fucking bitch
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: blessed] 1
#27037178 - 11/13/20 02:21 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Awwww..
You in this scenario state that "you're to old to hunt."
Well I'm way, way too fat to hunt. Guess what? For over a decade I have a little cyanescens patch in my garden. It is perennial there. Every 2-3 years the bed is indented by the wood rotted away and I pour a bag of wood chips in there, two buckets of water after it and for the rest its easy pickings.
This year I picked a pound and a half of fresh Wavy Caps at a closer distance to my home as my waste bin.
When you're too old to hunt, too fat or otherwise too physically handicapped to hunt, because being 375lbs by all means is a disability in terms of what your body can or cannot do, you leave hunting to your friends and become too smart to hunt by establishing a wild mushroom colony in your garden or on your balcony - if not a proper mush cult indoors.
Or you have san pedro cacti in your house which you food process and boil into a shot of mescaline.
Or you have some salvia plants in the window or out of doors and every now and then you pikachu a leaf or two
Or you have vials of pre cut microdots of LSD or any of the now legal lysergics blotters in your freezer, or phenethylamines. Or, mayhaps, a half liter coke bottle stuffed with mushroom powder from the finest hunts of christmasses long time ago 
I was gonna trip forever, forever and ever and ever.
Absolutely, right up until my deathbed.
But then something happened...
I found MXE.
MXE allowed me to ingest entheogenic potencies that I could not in any way achieve with shrooms or LSD. MXE exerted a moreish effect, so I felt compelled to dose high for 2 days straight skipping a night of sleep, take 2-4 weeks of recuperation time, then do it again, for years on end.
What happened is that I processed ALL traumatic material of my previous life, including my birth trauma and the fear of death and fear of insanity. The crushing phobias I had that paralyzed me, melted away by the glorious entheogenic victories I achieved. I entered society to a greater extent, freed from the chains that bound me.
I went through all the perinatal matrices and had the entire sequence of Ego death mind reboots that follows that to reboot your personality without the previous traumatic flaws.
Then I confronted my fear of insanity and dosed until I went psychotic, and I needed to come down from that for 10 days, voluntarily, in my local hospital psych ward where I baffled the staff with my insight into my situation and proactive compliance.
Entheogens lost their challenge, or, the work I needed to do with them, was done.
I abstained for months then embarked on one final mission: to get higher than I ever got on anything, on MXE, using more than I used to lose myself but instead - FIND MYSELF and NOT go psychotic, and then throw the drugs in the trash and wait the days for the trashman to take it to the city incinerator.
The ultimate trip.
I embarked on my journey..
4 days and 3 nights.
100 hours, approx.
50 hours at first of the worst of all bad trips where all bad trips I ever had merged into One, then I rebounded in the VERY BEST OF ALL GOOD TRIPS where all loose ends of all trips on any entheogen that I ever had were tied and all the hardship of that worst of all bad trips and what it represented in my mind was resolved and DEFINITIVELY REINTEGRATED.
All senses and faculties gushed with synesthetic sensations of all other senses all at once and it was all harmonious and in the whirlwind of my entire universe there were only God and I, and God was I and I was God. Complete oneness and peace.
With my final powers, close to death, I dragged myself to bed and fell into a peaceful sleep of I believe 13 hours.
I awoke feeling good, and it rose to controllable but intense euphoric ecstasy.
Drugs in the bin.
Recovering for days and days..
It was November 9, 2019.
I was done.
The spiritual ecstasy was not done with me and carried on for about a month.
Every addiction I had going was erased, including my rampant dissociatives craving, completely over.
There was NO POINT ANYMORE TO TAKING A LESSER TRIP AND A GREATER TRIP WOULD KILL ME.
I was truly done.
The garbageman carried it away.
I gave my booze away to my friends.
My Spirit Guide had asked me to plant a Sakura tree in the middle of my mushroom patch.
Sakura, sacred blossom of spring, of the transience of all things and new beginnings.
That spring, my Sakura blossomed for the first time, beautiful, and it was a new dawn, a spring, a new beginning to a sober new life, lived without relying on drugs.
The year of Corona. This year, 2020. So good that I quit substances. I felt no incentive towards intoxication.
This autumn, irony of ironies, the planting of the Sakura in my mushroom patch triggered the largest ever harvest of wavy caps.
I picked them with love, I love them so much, and gave them away, to people I love who still use them, still feel a need to take them to receive medicine from them.
I found God and I found myself. And I was God and God was I God, the Ocean of the Multiverse I, that very same ocean in a drop.

sooo... that is a very likely possibility too, that you reach a point that you received enough medicine from your Entheogens that you yourself feel that taking any more would be beside the point. No "i got to quit!" or "I got to stay quit!" or "entheogens are bad!" or any of that, just, that you had enough in such a peaceful way that you let go with complete ease.
You take psychedelics to fill certain needs, consciously or not. Psychedelics are strong and Sacred Medicine. It is entirely possible that it Heals you before you get old.
In 1985 it started at age 12 with inhaling ether, a dissociative. In 2019 it ended with Metoxetamine, also a dissociative.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: Asante]
#27037663 - 11/13/20 07:36 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am totally indifferent the prospect of never using psychedelics again. I feel nothing about it.
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Re: It'll Be A Sad Day (Your Last Trip) [Re: blessed]
#27037822 - 11/13/20 09:55 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm hoping to die on LSD (to take LSD while/shortly before dying), so hopefully my last trip will also be the last thing I do. I know some other members have the same idea, one even goes as far as to carry some psychedelics around with him just in case. I don't go quite that far, but I sympathize with the idea. There have been a bunch of times on psychedelics where I thought I was going to die, it feels right to make good on that one day.
Anyway, you can thank aldous huxley for giving us all the idea.
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