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OutsideOfMyMind
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Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome?
#27025847 - 11/06/20 10:46 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Back in August I had an acid trip and after the peak I was thinking about all the people in my life who played a positive role in my life. One of those people was my most recent ex that I totally pushed away. I've felt bad about it for awhile but the things I realized while I was tripping was enough for me to call him on the phone and leave a really long acid induced voice message apologizing for the way things ended and telling him what an immensely positive role he played in my life. I was using really big adjectives that you only really think of when you are tripping. He didn't message me back but then I had another acid trip at the beginning of October where I had more realizations and I ended up texting him while I was tripping thanking him for being a positive influence in my life. I wasn't expecting him to text back but at around the last couple hours of my trip, he texted me back telling me that he always wanted the best for me and that he always cared about me.
Now we are talking again and we are even talking about possibly meeting for Christmas or New year's Eve. I have missed him so much and I'm so happy that LSD brought us back together again LOL.
So every time I talk to him about my trips I don't tell him that I took acid or mushrooms (Because he doesn't really want me to do drugs) I just tell him that I had "a spiritual experience." So yesterday he told me look I know you do drugs it's not that difficult to see, I know what you're talking about when you say you have these "spiritual experiences." Then he told me "Look, I know you're going to do drugs because I know that's what you like but I really just want you to follow your dreams and become the best person you can be." I then sent him a link on mushroom research and I told him I'm very passionate about chemistry and biochemistry and that I really want to do graduate school on psychedelic studies. He told me to go for it but also that I'm going to have to work my ass off once I'm pursuing graduate school.
Talk about a time when you apologized to someone WHILE TRIPPING or rolling that had a positive outcome.
Edited by OutsideOfMyMind (11/07/20 12:41 AM)
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
#27025950 - 11/07/20 01:01 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have never ever apologized to someone while tripping. Maybe it's because I'm too much of a hard ass? IDK. Introspection and exploring your inner self is the only reason I use P'delics. As a matter of process (integration of the P'delic experience), I will come to a realization on the come down and then 'ground it' by using that knowledge down here in the material world days later at the appropriate time. It may be an apology, it might be something different.
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: OutsideOfMyMind]
#27026097 - 11/07/20 04:32 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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yes, it is my most believable and vulnerable state. honest rescue of emotional issues, etc.
light doses only eg < 75 mics lysergamide
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: redgreenvines]
#27026613 - 11/07/20 11:17 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Never apologized to someone, mainly cause the people I should have apologized to were not actually present. But at the time it was enough to apologize at that moment if you know what I mean. Enough just to realize I was wrong. In much the same manner I have also forgiven people when tripping as well though.
Whether they know/knew or not though is strangely irrelevant. Unless a person is/was a real psychopath the things people did to me, or I to them, were also the kind of things they undoubtedly did to other people as well (competitive behavior) or in their shoes I would have done to them.
So it was almost more about coming to the realization that we are all human beings and shouldn’t hold these grudges against each other, or ourselves, forever. My punishment for the bad things I did to others were the bad things others did to me. Not literally karma you understand but more so a coming to terms with my own hypocrisy.
Would like to give this topic more time (it’s interesting) as I don’t think I’ve expressed myself clearly, but it’s late here.
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Edited by wolf8312 (11/07/20 08:27 PM)
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: wolf8312]
#27026716 - 11/07/20 12:12 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Usually when I use psychedelics I have to be alone. It's my healing time and I take it seriously
I don't think I hav never apologized on psychedelics because i know that even if I am high on weed I say or write too much.
I'd wait until after the trip or roll, that way you can look at it fully from many perspectives.
Edit: I just remembered I did apologize on 13g of cubensis to my best friend when I got sick and threw up a ton in his toilet lol. He was also on the same dose and told me not to say sorry haha
Edited by skOsH (11/07/20 12:14 PM)
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: skOsH]
#27027546 - 11/07/20 08:29 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah I've done so on MDMA with a really good friend of mine. I got 2 ounces of shit quality MDMA (was MDMA but cut by almost about 50% with an inactive cut, and I knew it) and sold it to him. He had a lot of trouble moving it, and I hadn't tried it but couldn't do any refunds. I was in active addiction at that point and didn't have a dollar to spare.
Anyway, he was always quite kind about it. A year or so later when I was clean, there was a concert we were both going to that we ended up spending a good amount of time with and we all rolled. At the end of the concert, the person I was supposed to go spend the night with was tripping face and k holed and phone was dead, so that homie ended up letting me crash the night at his hotel room with his girlfriend (another old friend). They were staying in a huge suite in this fancy old place, it was awesome. Even though I did him dirty back then, he was hella chill rather then leaving me in the streets candyflipping.
At the end of the night, I apologized to him, and gave him almost an ounce of the most fire moon rocks ever. This was back in like 2012 when it was still really hard to find pure MDMA moon rocks in bulk unless you were well connected. I remember I apologized, gave the MDMA to him, and was like I might be high, but I mean this as if I'm sober - I really want this to make things better. And it did, we have been totally equal and cool ever since.
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: Typerwritermonky]
#27028950 - 11/08/20 05:08 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yes, pretty much every time. Every trip makes my 7 year relationship stronger. Well maybe not the time I tried to go down on my ole ladies sister. I honestly did think it was her though. I ate a strip plus one for good measure an couldn't see shir.
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: Cajun love]
#27028955 - 11/08/20 05:11 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Cajun love said: Yes, pretty much every time. Every trip makes my 7 year relationship stronger. Well maybe not the time I tried to go down on my ole ladies sister. I honestly did think it was her though. I ate a strip plus one for good measure an couldn't see shir.
Did your mum buy that explanation?
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Re: Has anyone ever apologized to an ex, SO, or friend WHILE ON PSYCHEDELICS (or MDMA) and had a positive outcome? [Re: Cajun love]
#27029143 - 11/08/20 07:20 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Cajun love said: Yes, pretty much every time. Every trip makes my 7 year relationship stronger. Well maybe not the time I tried to go down on my ole ladies sister. I honestly did think it was her though. I ate a strip plus one for good measure an couldn't see shir.
I'm sorry but this doesn't sound realistic. I can't even think about sex when I take as low as 60 micrograms of LSD. How the hell do you even think about sex when you are on a strip let alone trying to eat someone out? I've jerked off a couple times during the comedown of a mushroom or acid trip but that was like the last hour or two of the trip when you are basically almost sober.
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