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I don't think I should face it right now. 3
#27024491 - 11/06/20 06:49 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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So a while back I joined the fire department. A large part of this job is traffic rescue. Cutting screaming and bleeding adults out of cars has not been a problem to face, but badly injured children has been horror. I haven't had to deal with dead children, yet.
I think if I didn't have kids at home I could deal with it better, but as it is I'm not sure I can. It comes back to me when I'm at home and trying to deal with my people.
Everything will change again soon, but I don't think it's a healthy thing for me to do right now. I know that I am saving these people by doing this job, but the experiences don't easily wash.
I feel like a coward, but I'm obliged to care for my kids first.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner]
#27024573 - 11/06/20 08:12 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are you thinking about not starting the job, or resigning?
I think that these things often feel a lot worse in anticipation, than realisation.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Jokeshopbeard] 2
#27024790 - 11/06/20 10:50 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nosce te ipsum. Know thyself.
We all do what we can, and knowing ourselves and our limitations (my family is not great at this) allows you to be the one to help, instead of the one who needs help.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Ima Trooper] 1
#27024797 - 11/06/20 10:55 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Have you talked to anyone about it that can understand what you are going through? It's possible to seek help and cope with it and be able to continue doing your job. I recently, after a very long time, finally had a bad call. It has been eye opening, confusing, and scary. If you don't have anyone to talk to, you can talk to me.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner]
#27024802 - 11/06/20 11:02 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: So a while back I joined the fire department. A large part of this job is traffic rescue. Cutting screaming and bleeding adults out of cars has not been a problem to face, but badly injured children has been horror. I haven't had to deal with dead children, yet.
I think if I didn't have kids at home I could deal with it better, but as it is I'm not sure I can. It comes back to me when I'm at home and trying to deal with my people.
Everything will change again soon, but I don't think it's a healthy thing for me to do right now. I know that I am saving these people by doing this job, but the experiences don't easily wash.
I feel like a coward, but I'm obliged to care for my kids first.
Hey man, if it traumatizes you, leave it to people better prepared to deal with such situations.
Its awesome that you do this, but if it stars bleeding over into your private life, you havent found your professional detachment yet.
I'd be helping out in third world refugee camps if I could hack being around such misery.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Asante] 1
#27024827 - 11/06/20 11:18 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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You are on this forum everyday. I think you can handle misery just fine
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Tripsurfer]
#27024829 - 11/06/20 11:19 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Theyre jus hairless apes, nothin to lose sleepover.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Yokal]
#27024912 - 11/06/20 12:05 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Everything is just atoms man
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Yeetusdeetus] 1
#27025061 - 11/06/20 01:17 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Thats a nice thought when a little girl the age of your daughter is writhing in a bloody mess on the road.
Traffic rescue is like a war zone as to the injuries encountered.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Yokal]
#27025075 - 11/06/20 01:23 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Yokal said: Theyre jus hairless apes, nothin to lose sleepover.
real bigbrained
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner]
#27025099 - 11/06/20 01:43 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner]
#27025129 - 11/06/20 01:58 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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that seems totally fair dude, I wouldn't even be brave enough to sign up for that kind of experience. Your kids definitely come first though, if you feel the work will harm your relationship with them
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Ezuma]
#27026067 - 11/07/20 03:29 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Is traffic rescue just what the rookies need to deal with before moving on to fighting fires? If it's just part of the job maybe going to volenteer reserves for when the next blaze hits the bush you'll be there to fight it which is what you no doubt signed up for.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner] 2
#27026115 - 11/07/20 04:56 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Northerner said: I feel like a coward...
No.
It just proves that your human, you feel empathy and you don't have psychopathic traits.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: The Thing]
#27026120 - 11/07/20 05:04 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Theres a high degree of drop out and things like alcoholism in fire fighting for this very reason. No one would fault u for walking away. I'd say talk to some the old heads that have been in the game a while about it then decide.
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Asante
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Northerner]
#27026133 - 11/07/20 05:20 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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It has nothing to do with cowardice. Most people are not psychologically equipped to deal with seeing the most grisly injuries on a daily basis.
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The Thing
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Asante]
#27026145 - 11/07/20 05:29 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
The Thing said:
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Northerner said: I feel like a coward...
No.
It just proves that your human, you feel empathy and you don't have psychopathic traits.
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Asante said: It has nothing to do with cowardice. Most people are not psychologically equipped to deal with seeing the most grisly injuries on a daily basis.
Did you just paraphrase me?
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Asante
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: The Thing] 1
#27026159 - 11/07/20 05:45 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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No we just are of the same opinion.
There are people who feel empathy, are not sociopaths, and can switch off their feelings to deal with situations no matter how gruesome though.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Asante]
#27026193 - 11/07/20 06:37 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Like surgeons
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Yeetusdeetus]
#27026358 - 11/07/20 08:53 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Many surgeons actually are high functioning sociopaths.
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Re: I don't think I should face it right now. [Re: Asante]
#27026534 - 11/07/20 10:34 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I 100% believe that. I couldn’t imagine having the presence of mind and body to do PRECISE life/death work while looking at the insides of a human being. Also losing just one patient would ruin my life mentally/psychologically; even if it was barely my fault / practically out of my control
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and they want to preform as many surgeries as possible, they convinced me to get a surgery I didnt need, I kinda regret it, I broke my arm in grade 9 falling off a school roof and got a cast, when I had the cast I dropped some weed under my bed and tried to lift the mattress to see and I got a sharp pain, I thought I unset the bone but didnt tell anyone cause I would have gotten in trouble for being dumb, anyways I think I didnt unset the break in my arm, I think I cracked one of those small bones in my wrist, cause when I got the cast off I had very reduced flexibility in my wrist, and its also painfull if I fall on it or block a punch or something
anyways a few years ago I fell off a skateboard going way too fast and cracked both wrists, at the hospital they took x-rays and said I broke both arms, and gave me braces and I had to go to a different hospital to get a cast, at the different hospital they changed the tune to I broke one arm and one was an old injury, even though they both hurt equally so I think they were full of shit
well falling off the skateboard reduced the flexibility in my wrist even more so they set me up with a consult for a surgeon to talk about it, the surgeon made it sound like getting a piece of my hip shaved off and putting the shaving into my wrist would fix everything so I went for it, it didnt fix shit and now I have a screw in my arm that hurts very briefly like once every two months, at least the surgery went off without a hitch and I got some morphine upon waking
I tried to refuse the morphine too, I was so out of it from the anaesthesia that when they were about to stick the syringe in my IV, I was like I dont want that, but they barly had to insist and I was like whatever ok
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