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Ayahuasca trolled me
    #27019070 - 11/03/20 10:06 AM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Just thought id share this, happened many many years ago when i first tried ayahuasca/DMT

I NEVER had a bad trip before hand , not once. Until i tried aya.

Damn. That thing fucked me up, i wasn't ready, in fact i think spirit of the mimosa hostilis root bark turned on me, it wanted to hurt/troll me, the liquid i was injesting, after boiling bark in it, looked exactly  like blood. :wtf: I dint remember quite what happened but i got stuck into DEEP religious psychosis for about 5 - 6 hours. I thought i was devil and i needed to kill myself, jumping out the window of 4 storey building seemed like a good idea. I didnt have the urge to cut of my penis tho, some people did... :sad:

Anyway, ayahuasca u back stubbing bitch i hope u rot in the ground where u belong.


Mind you DMT extract is a completely different experience. But the spirit of ayahuasca what got to me.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy] * 1
    #27019242 - 11/03/20 12:01 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

What you experienced was all real. You realized that you are indeed half God and half animal. The animal side of you is where all the evil resides. We are all mini gods created by the superGod. The devil is simply a man who devotes his life to sin. Pornstars are a good example of what a 'devil' is. Perhaps your soul is tainted from casual sex, or strong sexual desire. Lust is the gateway to all sin and the root of all evil.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: willywanka]
    #27019253 - 11/03/20 12:04 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

hahahha. oh man.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: willywanka]
    #27019258 - 11/03/20 12:06 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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What you experienced was all real. You realized that you are indeed half God and half animal. The animal side of you is where all the evil resides. We are all mini gods created by the superGod. The devil is simply a man who devotes his life to sin. Pornstars are a good example of what a 'devil' is. Perhaps your soul is tainted from casual sex, or strong sexual desire. Lust is the gateway to all sin and the root of all evil.






good reply bro

i been told when u incarnate lucifer/devil is a actual part of you, and opposes good side of u or something


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy] * 1
    #27019319 - 11/03/20 12:35 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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i been told when u incarnate lucifer/devil is a actual part of you, and opposes good side of u or something




This is the nature vs nurture phenomenon.

Sin is like a seed in the mind.

We are all born with the seed, but its up to the place you are raised to water the seed and give it sunlight.

In the United States for example, we are overstimulated with sex. Sex here sex there sex everywhere. Sex on the internet when you're 10 years old, sex in the music you listen to, sex on the billboards. Etc..

Because of this, our minds have canopies of ricin weeds growing and sucking the juice out of the soil so that our imaginations can't grow. That's why movies are shittier than ever nowadays.

The reason they do this is to make everybody slaves to the succubus. Sex is the prime motivator of the male species. We live in cities built on the wages of prostitutes. Most relationships are just sex slavery with extra steps.

Lust is the gateway to sin because;
"I want more money so I can afford a hotter bitch" Greed
"My friends girlfriend is beautiful, I'm gona fuck his bitch" Envy
"Im just gona jerk off and sleep all day" Sloth
"Work like a dog so I can buy this hot girl expensive dinner" Gluttony
"My girlfriend just fucked a black guy, I'm gona kill him!" Wrath
"I fuck so many bitches look at me I'm better than you" Vanity

Children are the closest thing to God because of their wild imaginations and lack of lust.
Deep down we are all starving children.

The only thing animals can create is a copy of themselves.
The only thing an adult can create is another slave like himself.

Commandment 6: Thou shall not become an adult
6 + 6 + 6 = 18
666


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: willywanka]
    #27019346 - 11/03/20 12:51 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

I see what u saying ...


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy]
    #27019373 - 11/03/20 01:00 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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I didnt have the urge to cut of my penis tho, some people did... :sad:




what? who had an urge to do that? you know somebody who did that?


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: funky123]
    #27019376 - 11/03/20 01:01 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Damn - I am never trying this.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: funky123]
    #27019421 - 11/03/20 01:16 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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I didnt have the urge to cut of my penis tho, some people did... :sad:




what? who had an urge to do that? you know somebody who did that?




Yea bout 8 - 9 years there was a story some dude got fucked up on bad shrooms / acid  or something and looked at himsefl when he was naked and he felt so ashamed, luciferian energy rushed thro him and he cut it off. It was in the news somewhere, and i dont think thats the only occasion, i read there was more ovr the years.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy] * 1
    #27019455 - 11/03/20 01:27 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

We are the ocean (the whole universe) in a drop (the holographic universe) and because of this, everything and every one and every duality exists in all of us.



Sorry you had such a hard time with discovering the Devil side of your Godhood. It is inside of you but doesn't define you.

Love defines you, not Hate.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy]
    #27019464 - 11/03/20 01:30 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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I didnt have the urge to cut of my penis tho, some people did... :sad:




what? who had an urge to do that? you know somebody who did that?




Yea bout 8 - 9 years there was a story some dude got fucked up on bad shrooms / acid  or something and looked at himsefl when he was naked and he felt so ashamed, luciferian energy rushed thro him and he cut it off. It was in the news somewhere, and i dont think thats the only occasion, i read there was more ovr the years.




This is one of my pre-trip fears for some weird reason. I have mild intrusive thoughts ("call of the void") occasionally. It's easy to dismiss. I never acted violent or physically harmful against myself or others. But for some reason I don't trust myself when tripping. I say for some reason because I tripped many dozens of times on various substances (LSD, shrooms, DMT, 2-CB etc) and never ever did I act in dangerous ways - I didn't even ever have those kind of intrusive thoughts while tripping - not even during so far three very difficult trips. Which is why I am convinced it's just harmless mental issue. But I sometimes can't shake of the idea that an intrusive thought might get triggered upon watching violence in a movie or seeing a knife. Not very pleasant.

It's also not helping that during two of my difficult trips (on high 4-AcO-DMT doses) I truly felt like going crazy and turning into some sort of predatory animal. Plus episodes which I can't remember - nothing bad happened - but I find this to be super uncomforting. The idea of not knowing what I did five minutes ago and being worried about it before I'm sure everything is fine.

Why does it have to be like that? Trips have been almost exclusively very fun.

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But regarding your example - it's obviously statistically insignificant. Chances are this might have happened because of any psychosis-inducing drugs (alc, weed, meth, ...) or even during a psychotic episode without an external trigger.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: NedRise]
    #27019499 - 11/03/20 01:46 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

It would have never happend been the substance quality control and education about entheogens in place


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: NedRise]
    #27019575 - 11/03/20 02:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Sounds like you are suffering from anxiety. You should try to meditate or do something difficult. It helps train the mind to be calm in adverse situations. Tripping is a way to do it since it can grab a hold of you pretty hard and you have to deal with it; it just takes discipline.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: LosTresOjos]
    #27019599 - 11/03/20 02:33 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Anxiety ? FUCKING ANMXIETY???

I didnt even know what anxiety is until that fucking ayahuasca trip, read my first post FFS


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Gypsy Boy] * 1
    #27019668 - 11/03/20 03:03 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Psychedelics tend to bring things to the surface.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: LosTresOjos] * 1
    #27019674 - 11/03/20 03:05 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

Idk, personally Aya (the analog Syrian Rue with Mimosa/Acacia root) was my first Entheogen/Psychedelic ever and i took it daily/near daily for 4 years straight, never had any issue on my part, it's my favorite Entheogen, it and Psilohuasca give me what no other Psychedelics do, primarily due to what the Harmalas add to the experience.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Sabnock]
    #27019685 - 11/03/20 03:09 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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i took it daily/near daily for 4 years




did it turn you gay?


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: willywanka]
    #27019700 - 11/03/20 03:17 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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i took it daily/near daily for 4 years




did it turn you gay?




Naw, it turned me sane, and sober.


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: LosTresOjos]
    #27019703 - 11/03/20 03:17 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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Psychedelics tend to bring things to the surface.




Are u hard of hearing / mentally challenged?

Acting like a pro. I told u I used shrooms acid weed and other thing for years no problem, until i tried fucking aya


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Re: Ayahuasca trolled me [Re: Sabnock]
    #27019709 - 11/03/20 03:19 PM (3 years, 3 months ago)

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Idk, personally Aya (the analog Syrian Rue with Mimosa/Acacia root) was my first Entheogen/Psychedelic ever and i took it daily/near daily for 4 years straight, never had any issue on my part, it's my favorite Entheogen, it and Psilohuasca give me what no other Psychedelics do, primarily due to what the Harmalas add to the experience.





I think in my case its personal, spirit of ayahuasca wants tu hurt me, for some reason?


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