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So what are your dreams?
#26979964 - 10/11/20 12:45 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Are u living the dream?
Im not. All i ever wanted was to become a pilot. But i never managed to come up with £120 grand or parental guaranteen for a loan...
Its my favouite occupation and im really passionate and good at it. I been flying PC flight simulators for 22 years.
I am making a charity website atm, hopefully some ultra rich folk will notice and sponsor me
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#26979996 - 10/11/20 01:05 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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living back at the ranch... less control of saved spending, buying pot and salvia...
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I didn't really have any dreams... I was always suffering from depression and looking for a way out.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: thirtygoats]
#26980013 - 10/11/20 01:17 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Doesnt anything in life facinate u??
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#26980182 - 10/11/20 03:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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"Ambition is critical"
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#26980224 - 10/11/20 03:55 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Don't get why it would cost that much but I don't Europe to well. Thought about being one myself. Not that expensive in the States. Roomed with a pilot over ten years ago. S
They make shit financially. Still would be nice to even just have a pilots license. Best of luck getting yours. That ship has sailed on me but don't give up on it if it is what you really want.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Barnaby]
#26980238 - 10/11/20 04:08 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanx
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#26980257 - 10/11/20 04:22 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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in some respects yes, in others no. My living situation is great, best its ever been, living with my favorite people, most of whom I've known for ages, including my partner and also my best friend from childhood (literally met him age 4 been solid ever since). Saving some money and getting some health issues figured out, settling into a healthier diet.
In terms of career ambitions, no definitely not living the dream, but I am content for now.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy] 3
#26980310 - 10/11/20 05:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Gypsy Boy said: Are u living the dream?
Im not. All i ever wanted was to become a pilot. But i never managed to come up with £120 grand or parental guaranteen for a loan...
Its my favouite occupation and im really passionate and good at it. I been flying PC flight simulators for 22 years.
I am making a charity website atm, hopefully some ultra rich folk will notice and sponsor me 
you can be a pilot on your own if you want to enough. save money, get loans. take clases. lease a plane. find a occupation for pilots. bang. nothing is impossible. this is all a dream that you can mold to your will if you try had enough and put in constant effort
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#26980748 - 10/11/20 11:49 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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my dreams are to become a mage, travel to other worlds, helping other people, and having adventures, exploring to exotic sites and learning cool new spells while meeting amazing new people, learning the lore of those far off realms.
and i mean actual magic. healing spells, fireballs, bag of holding, and all damnit. none of this "light a red candle under a full moon and pray to the goddess while holding an amethyst and wish for love and it will come true one day!" because you know what - that's just not...efficient enough for me. i prefer more... satisfactory results with my magic. >:(
as for my actual dreams...
...those are my actual dreams. sorry. other than using magic to change my looks, finding true love, and other stuff, because why not.
if that feels like the dreams of a child, i guess i never grew up - they're my dreams though, and though i gave them up for lost as a teen, i regained them and have held on to them for over 2 decades now. so yeah.
the next time you feel like your dreams feel like they're impossible to achieve...
quit yer bitchin. yer playing freaking tutorial mode while im on hardcore.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Psion]
#26990802 - 10/17/20 10:59 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Psion said: my dreams are to become a mage, travel to other worlds, helping other people, and having adventures, exploring to exotic sites and learning cool new spells while meeting amazing new people, learning the lore of those far off realms.
and i mean actual magic. healing spells, fireballs, bag of holding, and all damnit. none of this "light a red candle under a full moon and pray to the goddess while holding an amethyst and wish for love and it will come true one day!" because you know what - that's just not...efficient enough for me. i prefer more... satisfactory results with my magic. >:(
as for my actual dreams...
...those are my actual dreams. sorry. other than using magic to change my looks, finding true love, and other stuff, because why not.
if that feels like the dreams of a child, i guess i never grew up - they're my dreams though, and though i gave them up for lost as a teen, i regained them and have held on to them for over 2 decades now. so yeah.
the next time you feel like your dreams feel like they're impossible to achieve...
quit yer bitchin. yer playing freaking tutorial mode while im on hardcore.
using magic to change your looks? dont think of yourself like that brotha. real shit you are you and nobody else is you dont want to change at all man
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#26990859 - 10/17/20 11:55 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Im living a dream thats for sure. Is it THE dream? Yes
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#26990885 - 10/18/20 12:54 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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No Face said:
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Psion said: my dreams are to become a mage, travel to other worlds, helping other people, and having adventures, exploring to exotic sites and learning cool new spells while meeting amazing new people, learning the lore of those far off realms.
and i mean actual magic. healing spells, fireballs, bag of holding, and all damnit. none of this "light a red candle under a full moon and pray to the goddess while holding an amethyst and wish for love and it will come true one day!" because you know what - that's just not...efficient enough for me. i prefer more... satisfactory results with my magic. >:(
as for my actual dreams...
...those are my actual dreams. sorry. other than using magic to change my looks, finding true love, and other stuff, because why not.
if that feels like the dreams of a child, i guess i never grew up - they're my dreams though, and though i gave them up for lost as a teen, i regained them and have held on to them for over 2 decades now. so yeah.
the next time you feel like your dreams feel like they're impossible to achieve...
quit yer bitchin. yer playing freaking tutorial mode while im on hardcore.
using magic to change your looks? dont think of yourself like that brotha. real shit you are you and nobody else is you dont want to change at all man
you say that, but i've always known since i was little that my physical body didn't match the me inside. the image was hazy when i was little, but then i'd see some random person on the street and they'd have some aspect that would spark a chord of familiarity within me, like "wait a sec, that's almost exactly like my nose!" or "that's my eye color!" and that image gradually sharpened over time.
it's much more defined now as an adult - so while i may say using magic to change my looks, it's more like "using magic to restore myself to the way i'm supposed to be". i'm not trying to become someone else, if that makes sense - i'm trying to become me.
i'm not trying to look like some famous celebrity or something, never fear. fame is something i'd not want for myself - too much people judging you every time you buy a scoop of ice cream or what brand of mustard you put on your hot dog.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Psion]
#26991318 - 10/18/20 11:14 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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My dream is to build music studio and offer recording services to local artists. Slowly but surely i believe I will get there. Got to put the work in to manifest the life you live.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#26991342 - 10/18/20 11:29 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Gypsy Boy said: Are u living the dream?
Im not. All i ever wanted was to become a pilot.
Join the airforce bud. They will pay you to get some hours, but when they ask why you want to join the right answer is "to blow shit up", not to become a commercial pilot after your service.
I want to build enough wealth that I am not a wage slave anymore. I want to ascend to being a capitalist and living on my capital. Like to get to a point where managing investments is my only real requirement. I probably would take on some other things to do, but not that I have to.
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I m afraid that ship has sailed. RAF here they stop recruiting after you 25 or something
I must admit i missed out
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Psion]
#27012295 - 10/30/20 02:57 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Psion said: my dreams are to become a mage, travel to other worlds, helping other people, and having adventures, exploring to exotic sites and learning cool new spells while meeting amazing new people, learning the lore of those far off realms.
and i mean actual magic. healing spells, fireballs, bag of holding, and all damnit. none of this "light a red candle under a full moon and pray to the goddess while holding an amethyst and wish for love and it will come true one day!" because you know what - that's just not...efficient enough for me. i prefer more... satisfactory results with my magic. >:(
I am asking this being completely serious. Not trying to crack fun or be rude. But are you talking about transitioning? in a round a bout way? If not sorry for asking and I see where you are coming from I suppose. I also got blessed with genetics so I dont know how it would feel to not be confident and love my appearance.. But I know that any person I am close to is because of their brain not their appearance what so ever.
as for my actual dreams...
...those are my actual dreams. sorry. other than using magic to change my looks, finding true love, and other stuff, because why not.
if that feels like the dreams of a child, i guess i never grew up - they're my dreams though, and though i gave them up for lost as a teen, i regained them and have held on to them for over 2 decades now. so yeah.
the next time you feel like your dreams feel like they're impossible to achieve...
quit yer bitchin. yer playing freaking tutorial mode while im on hardcore.
using magic to change your looks? dont think of yourself like that brotha. real shit you are you and nobody else is you dont want to change at all man
you say that, but i've always known since i was little that my physical body didn't match the me inside. the image was hazy when i was little, but then i'd see some random person on the street and they'd have some aspect that would spark a chord of familiarity within me, like "wait a sec, that's almost exactly like my nose!" or "that's my eye color!" and that image gradually sharpened over time.
it's much more defined now as an adult - so while i may say using magic to change my looks, it's more like "using magic to restore myself to the way i'm supposed to be". i'm not trying to become someone else, if that makes sense - i'm trying to become me.
i'm not trying to look like some famous celebrity or something, never fear. fame is something i'd not want for myself - too much people judging you every time you buy a scoop of ice cream or what brand of mustard you put on your hot dog. 
Im just gunna go ahead and ask cause I'm just getting a vibe. Are you hinting toward you wanting to transition? not trying to crack a joke or be disrespectful. Honest question
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Edited by No Face (10/30/20 02:58 PM)
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face] 1
#27012324 - 10/30/20 03:18 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Not sure, I haven't checked my dream catcher in a while
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#27012456 - 10/30/20 04:47 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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No Face said: Im just gunna go ahead and ask cause I'm just getting a vibe. Are you hinting toward you wanting to transition? not trying to crack a joke or be disrespectful. Honest question
nah, i'm happy as a guy. though if there was magic to change sex organs down there at will, i'd probably be using it for fun i'm into men myself, but while i might be into the buff, smooth, bodybuilder type of men myself, i'm flexible on what kind of equipment they carry down there.
boobs just seem too... awkward though. no thanks. <_<; excess luggage in my opinion.
If i had to be pressed, i guess i'd gender myself as a guy, but i really guess i view myself as something both sexes inside, but with an outer "look" of male because that's just the look i enjoy.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Psion]
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No Face said: Im just gunna go ahead and ask cause I'm just getting a vibe. Are you hinting toward you wanting to transition? not trying to crack a joke or be disrespectful. Honest question
nah, i'm happy as a guy. though if there was magic to change sex organs down there at will, i'd probably be using it for fun i'm into men myself, but while i might be into the buff, smooth, bodybuilder type of men myself, i'm flexible on what kind of equipment they carry down there.
boobs just seem too... awkward though. no thanks. <_<; excess luggage in my opinion.
If i had to be pressed, i guess i'd gender myself as a guy, but i really guess i view myself as something both sexes inside, but with an outer "look" of male because that's just the look i enjoy.
okay so I was pretty far off haha but the vibe I felt was still there. did you know shrooms make you gay? its true.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#27012790 - 10/30/20 07:47 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don’t remember my dreams.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: No Face]
#27012828 - 10/30/20 08:07 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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No Face said: Im just gunna go ahead and ask cause I'm just getting a vibe. Are you hinting toward you wanting to transition? not trying to crack a joke or be disrespectful. Honest question
nah, i'm happy as a guy. though if there was magic to change sex organs down there at will, i'd probably be using it for fun i'm into men myself, but while i might be into the buff, smooth, bodybuilder type of men myself, i'm flexible on what kind of equipment they carry down there.
boobs just seem too... awkward though. no thanks. <_<; excess luggage in my opinion.
If i had to be pressed, i guess i'd gender myself as a guy, but i really guess i view myself as something both sexes inside, but with an outer "look" of male because that's just the look i enjoy.
okay so I was pretty far off haha but the vibe I felt was still there. did you know shrooms make you gay? its true.
haha, i wouldn't say you are entirely off - i'm wanting to transition, yes, but it's not merely a matter of one sex to another, so much as a full blown unification and transition into something else entirely. like different streams meeting and uniting into one river, and setting a new course...? i am happy with my spiritual growth, but my physical vessel just doesn't really match what i am anymore, nor is it enough to contain my needs. it's like a plant that's outgrown it's seed and needs to burst out, it feels like. i dunno how to describe it other than that. just a feeling of confinement and limitation - it's not a feeling of mere vanity.
and i was gay long before i ever took shrooms. :P i highly suspect shrooms can broaden your horizons though. ;3
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Psion]
#27012848 - 10/30/20 08:21 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Most of my dreams every night are about being chased and nearly captured by authorities, or escaping a concentration camp or something
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: trees]
#27041338 - 11/15/20 10:27 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah, get the same fears. For me 3 months in county for l.s.d. and endless years of probation and fines really puts the paranoia in one at times. I dream about it a lot. Best is when it feels at the level of that dream movie by Nolan and one wakes up and knows everything is allright.
Dream at times about my dead dad and he is always weird because he was really fake in really life. And my mom that is there then isn't who is alive and it is all how I suppose my subconscious just reflects through a distorted view of reality and is processing it or trying to make sense of it on some level.
Life is strange. Dreams are more so. I don't have nightmares anymore for a long time. Had sleep paralysis for awhile when younger and that freaked the shit out of me. Was horrid.
I used to look forward to dreams as entertainment but since Corona hit the world they are as bland as real life to me. Whatever. I miss the adventure of travel and life and new cultures and people. All that is gone. My dreams reflect that but won't be forever and I won't die from it. But the obese and old, fare thee well.
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Barnaby]
#27041391 - 11/15/20 11:25 PM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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I want to be a super model!
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Cherk]
#27041519 - 11/16/20 01:59 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah kinda. My dreams are turning out to be difficult to achieve
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Re: So what are your dreams? [Re: Gypsy Boy]
#27043278 - 11/17/20 04:44 AM (3 years, 2 months ago) |
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Gypsy Boy said: Are u living the dream?
Apparently. Last night I found a bottle of wine inscribed by the Bishop of Firenze in a lake from a metal boat, in a dream.
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Wanna work for doctors without borders or something similar
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