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    #26971382 - 10/05/20 10:05 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] * 1
    #26971388 - 10/05/20 10:08 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Wow. Welcome back morrow, that sounds like a terrible time. Alcohol and acid has often been a big no-no for me too, but... not to that extent.

On the bright side, at least you'll be humbled and wiser for the experience, and hopefully you and your girl will feel closer as an additional silver lining!


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #26971396 - 10/05/20 10:17 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

thanks dude. it definitely put me in my place.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] * 1
    #26971407 - 10/05/20 10:38 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

In my experience your trip amplifies whatever your mindset is right before the trip....and you consumed a depressant. Sounds normal to be depressed during a trip in that state :shrug:


Glad you made it out alive tho :shroomeryhead: I'd just stick to mushrooms cos as I've stated before there is only ONE way to identify LSD with almost 100% accuracy and that is with an  HPLC machine.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
    #26971416 - 10/05/20 10:49 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Been there. Alcohol and LSD definitely don't mix for me. It's almost always an anxious ride, and my mind is straining hard during the trip to think through anything. There's a poisonous looking fuzz to my visual perception of things, it just about kills the psychedelia and ramps up negative feelings. I've done the mix numerous times (though not in about 4 years or so), and there's almost always a short blackout period where my memory is completely gone followed by existential dread, paranoia and anxiety while too out of it to relax.

I made it a firm rule personally to not dose with alcohol involved anymore. Not saying that was your issue or that you haven't had positive experiences mixing the two before, but for me it's a hard nope these days. I think the depressive effects of alcohol recovery in general make it so you shouldn't really dose if it's been 48 hours since your last drink as well. That's just my own perception of things, people react differently of course.

While on the topic, if I'm planning on dosing I'll generally stop eating for 12 hours before hand and consciously hydrate, and then I will only eat fruit during the trip. I don't know what it is, but this has a positive effect on my trips. It's not about nausea or anything, but really about mood. The trip feels 'cleaner' in general.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: PatrickKn] * 1
    #26971432 - 10/05/20 11:34 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

I did this combo on Saturday, nowhere near your dose though. Still a bad combo, ended up turning into an aggressive chimpanzee and made several horrible phone calls and sent a lot of nonsense texts to my ex-girlfriend. Tried to walk home and got picked up by the cops, they just drove me home thinking I was another drunk young man.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] * 1
    #26971482 - 10/06/20 01:05 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Didnt you trip like a week ago and a week before that?

Dont overdo it man. You will lose the magic


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Tripsurfer] * 2
    #26971497 - 10/06/20 01:57 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Hey morrow,  I’m really glad that you’re ok, that you reached out to your girlfriend, and to the community.  I know what you’ve been through and I’m just glad that you’re on the other side of it now.  I know the indescribable cosmic angst and horror of facing once’s own mortality & loneliness as an embodied being head on, I sympathize with you on that, and all I can say is to allow that kind of thing to be fuel for living a more noble life.  But also....that combo you described was definitely not the most appropriate set & setting to have for tripping !  Its so easy to take a tab(s) without being fully clear on just how truly powerful they can be - and being respectful of our own mind - we should be mindful that there is a proper time & place for the psychedelic experience.  The alcohol definitely skewed how you would’ve handled such a thing normally - but I can see why when it lowered your inhibitions that it may have seemed like an okay idea to dose, but I personally don’t believe in going into a psychedelic experience without a clear head.  I know you probably already know all of this, but seeing it from another person sometimes can be helpful.

If you are still feeling unsettled by it, just try and remember this:  trips are just like dreams, except that they happen while you’re awake, by that I mean all our experience with dreaming & psychedelics is illusory & afterwards it just becomes a memory and then those memories fade to unreality.  At your age I doubt you still believe that your dreams or trips are literally true, and whether you have a sweet dream or a nightmare (or trip) - regardless of which one, you probably just move on soon after waking up.  So don’t get too hung up on a difficult psychedelic experience - for your own good - instead, learn what you can, integrate, and move on - even if the lesson is just an ass kicking & a retrospect reminder to respect your own mind & body more & to doubly reemphasize tripping with an appropriate set & setting.  It’s ultimately just another life experience tinged with the potential for unsatisfactoriness, impermanence, and not-self. Just like a dream. Oh, and Meditation really is the kinder & gentler & more comfortable way - that is...once you learn the right Tek, practice away the all the error, & get your sea legs.  (See anapanasati & the Jhanas).  The guy who takes a chopper to the top of the mountain isn’t always equipped for the ride down without one.
But the guy who takes the trip up the mountain and down the mountain on his own has the experience necessary to deal with the top and the whole rest of the journey.  Meditation, proper meditation, can absolutely eventually endow one with the skills & discernment necessary to see through any trip.  Mark my words.

So anyways, Just like last nights dream or last weeks dream your difficult experience is now just a memory & in time that memory will fade to unreality.  In other words, You’ll be okay man. I hope you are treating yourself to some juicy gentle kindness & patience right now.  We all make mistakes - it’s natural - so don’t be too hard on yourself.  Stretch out your heart & mind real big and give yourself a hug. Consider the aforementioned mistake as a feature of human nature/condition. :heart:


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] * 1
    #26971527 - 10/06/20 03:00 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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I got drunk last Thursday for the first time in probably 2 months. I mean real drunk. Around 7pm I compulsively and idiotically took 3 blotters of acid. Until 10pm things seemed to be okay. All of a sudden it took a turn for the worst. I suddenly felt an inexplicable terror and loneliness... not about anything in particular, just like an existential terror.  I had this physical sensation in my neck that made me think I was having a stroke. I was crying uncontrollably. Nothing I did helped- deep breathing, popping magnesium and beta blockers, putting on music and just trying to relax. Additionally, the stuff hit me way harder than 3 tabs usually does- my entire visual field was just melting into an undiscernible mess. I couldn't get out of bed because I could barely see anything real. It felt like it was never going to end. I finally called my girlfriend at 3am and, angel that she is, she stayed on the phone with me for 10 hours even though I could barely say anything... I was just crying and saying the same things over and over, "I love you," "you're so good," "I feel like I'm stuck this way." She was terrified too, she thought maybe it wasn't acid, but it definitely was. The trip lasted 20+ hours, and the whole next day I felt shell-shocked. Totally emotionally drained. It wasn't until Sunday that I felt totally normal again.

IDK if it was circumstantial or if somehow the blotters were way dosed way too high or what. It was my first and only time with these blotters, which are black/grey and just have eyes on them, but my friend took 2 of them the same day (not with me) and he said they seemed like fairly standard 100ug blotters... but somehow, something was different or me. I've taken acid probably 250 times over the last 15 years and never had this happen. I've had some anxiety and physical discomfort, but nothing close to this. It was easily in the top 3 worst experiences of my life. I have a feeling that I won't be taking any more for a long time.

In the words of Sam Harris, "Meditation is like gently raising a sail. Psychedelics are like strapping yourself to a rocketship without a guidance system."





Morrowasted, you have an intensive job and you've been through a whole lot of bad shit occupationally wit COVID and with the foreboding of what is to come.

Psychedelics can make themselves as intense as they need to be if something needs out psychologically, then 1 blotter can hit you like a tenstrip.

That you had a way stronger reaction shows that something NEEDED OUT.|

What needed out is a ten hour catharsis of emotion, wave after wave after wave, rain wind and thunder until the thunderstorm was rained out.

You needed a catharsis, a release, and the LSD provided it.

I hope in the coming period you'll feel stronger than before, that the cloud indeed has rained out.

I see nothing out of the ordinary here, including the higher intensity and longer duration.

Something needed off your chest and the LSD just Vicks VapoRubbed it in.


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    #26971544 - 10/06/20 03:35 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
    #26971580 - 10/06/20 05:00 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Bad trips are so humbling

Just when you think you got it all figured out


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    #26971606 - 10/06/20 05:43 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Sorry to hear about your trip morrowasted.

Sad to say man, but the reality is that this sort of thing happens. It's also why it's a good idea to have some emergency benzos stashed, even if you never use them normally.

I've had a couple of horror trips, been put off tripping for years and been made humble and a scrambled. I assure you that things do get better, it doesn't always stay so hard. The shock, trauma and confusion does wear off. It takes a little while, but with each passing season you'll feel better and better and next thing you know you'll be a-okay again.

Chin up man, just take it in your stride. Live life and love it, care for your body and your mind will follow. :heart:


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] * 2
    #26971673 - 10/06/20 07:47 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

If I'm gonna mix alcohol with psychedelics, I gotta take the psychs first. If already drunk, it's gonna be a bad time.

I tried smoking some DMT one time while wasted. Projectile vomiting all over the bathroom while blasting through hyperspace was not a good time. It was bad. Even got some  on the ceiling for christ's sake.

Also a good  rule of thumb, always test out new tabs with a single dose, work your way up.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
    #26971683 - 10/06/20 07:55 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

This is a special community with such beautiful words and support from everyone who posted, hope you're doing ok now morrowasted.

If only there's something we can take that will immediately end a bad trip... doesn't anything like that exist?


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Warrk] * 1
    #26971738 - 10/06/20 08:49 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Wrestler, typically i do take a test dose. It was just a drunken, idiotic, impulsive decision.

Warrk, I imagine many IV sedatives would do the trick


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
    #26972000 - 10/06/20 11:45 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Been there. Problem with dosing when you're already fully drunk is one feels a lot more brave, thus the significant increasing of the dose that one would most likely not do otherwise. It seems like a good idea...until you feel the train of that heavy dose rumbling its way close to you and there's nothing you can do to stop it.

And then you got hours of likely nightmarish experience and catatonic despair in front of you.

This past Sunday I had a really rough ride myself. I had a trip planned for Sunday but found myself quite hungover on Sunday morning. I knew I should have cancelled the idea, and almost did -- but then I started feeling a little better and ate a blotter and a half anyway. After the trip kicked in I had my first cigarette and felt extremely uncomfortable, and had this overwhelming urge to just lay down. I ended up laying down on the floor for most of the trip binge watching Fargo. I was nauseous -- not quite nauseous enough to go throw up but nauseous enough to have to lie down and be quite uncomfortable for most of the experience.

In short it was pretty much a waste of a blotter and a half.


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    #26972020 - 10/06/20 11:56 AM (3 years, 4 months ago)

Anyway sorry you had a rough ride, morrow.

Good news is it's behind you now.


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Warrk] * 1
    #26972145 - 10/06/20 12:51 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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This is a special community with such beautiful words and support from everyone who posted, hope you're doing ok now morrowasted.

If only there's something we can take that will immediately end a bad trip... doesn't anything like that exist?






It's currently being developed by a Canadian company to be used for LSD-guided therapy that goes off the rails...

LSD neutralizer


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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Niffla] * 1
    #26972198 - 10/06/20 01:25 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

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Been there.




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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: pslyke]
    #26972210 - 10/06/20 01:36 PM (3 years, 4 months ago)

I don't do acid anymore, it's straight cacti or shrooms and thats definitely a differnt body prep for me than acid. With acid I noticed it's potential to drain your energy if overstrain occures. So about 4hrs before acid I ate, but not like the buffet, something chill on the stomach but packed some protien and whenever I had that meal before my acid trip, during it I would feel like kratos.


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