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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] 1
#26971388 - 10/05/20 10:08 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wow. Welcome back morrow, that sounds like a terrible time. Alcohol and acid has often been a big no-no for me too, but... not to that extent.
On the bright side, at least you'll be humbled and wiser for the experience, and hopefully you and your girl will feel closer as an additional silver lining!
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
#26971396 - 10/05/20 10:17 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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thanks dude. it definitely put me in my place.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] 1
#26971407 - 10/05/20 10:38 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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In my experience your trip amplifies whatever your mindset is right before the trip....and you consumed a depressant. Sounds normal to be depressed during a trip in that state
Glad you made it out alive tho I'd just stick to mushrooms cos as I've stated before there is only ONE way to identify LSD with almost 100% accuracy and that is with an HPLC machine.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
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Been there. Alcohol and LSD definitely don't mix for me. It's almost always an anxious ride, and my mind is straining hard during the trip to think through anything. There's a poisonous looking fuzz to my visual perception of things, it just about kills the psychedelia and ramps up negative feelings. I've done the mix numerous times (though not in about 4 years or so), and there's almost always a short blackout period where my memory is completely gone followed by existential dread, paranoia and anxiety while too out of it to relax.
I made it a firm rule personally to not dose with alcohol involved anymore. Not saying that was your issue or that you haven't had positive experiences mixing the two before, but for me it's a hard nope these days. I think the depressive effects of alcohol recovery in general make it so you shouldn't really dose if it's been 48 hours since your last drink as well. That's just my own perception of things, people react differently of course.
While on the topic, if I'm planning on dosing I'll generally stop eating for 12 hours before hand and consciously hydrate, and then I will only eat fruit during the trip. I don't know what it is, but this has a positive effect on my trips. It's not about nausea or anything, but really about mood. The trip feels 'cleaner' in general.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: PatrickKn] 1
#26971432 - 10/05/20 11:34 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I did this combo on Saturday, nowhere near your dose though. Still a bad combo, ended up turning into an aggressive chimpanzee and made several horrible phone calls and sent a lot of nonsense texts to my ex-girlfriend. Tried to walk home and got picked up by the cops, they just drove me home thinking I was another drunk young man.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] 1
#26971482 - 10/06/20 01:05 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Didnt you trip like a week ago and a week before that?
Dont overdo it man. You will lose the magic
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Tripsurfer] 2
#26971497 - 10/06/20 01:57 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey morrow, I’m really glad that you’re ok, that you reached out to your girlfriend, and to the community. I know what you’ve been through and I’m just glad that you’re on the other side of it now. I know the indescribable cosmic angst and horror of facing once’s own mortality & loneliness as an embodied being head on, I sympathize with you on that, and all I can say is to allow that kind of thing to be fuel for living a more noble life. But also....that combo you described was definitely not the most appropriate set & setting to have for tripping ! Its so easy to take a tab(s) without being fully clear on just how truly powerful they can be - and being respectful of our own mind - we should be mindful that there is a proper time & place for the psychedelic experience. The alcohol definitely skewed how you would’ve handled such a thing normally - but I can see why when it lowered your inhibitions that it may have seemed like an okay idea to dose, but I personally don’t believe in going into a psychedelic experience without a clear head. I know you probably already know all of this, but seeing it from another person sometimes can be helpful.
If you are still feeling unsettled by it, just try and remember this: trips are just like dreams, except that they happen while you’re awake, by that I mean all our experience with dreaming & psychedelics is illusory & afterwards it just becomes a memory and then those memories fade to unreality. At your age I doubt you still believe that your dreams or trips are literally true, and whether you have a sweet dream or a nightmare (or trip) - regardless of which one, you probably just move on soon after waking up. So don’t get too hung up on a difficult psychedelic experience - for your own good - instead, learn what you can, integrate, and move on - even if the lesson is just an ass kicking & a retrospect reminder to respect your own mind & body more & to doubly reemphasize tripping with an appropriate set & setting. It’s ultimately just another life experience tinged with the potential for unsatisfactoriness, impermanence, and not-self. Just like a dream. Oh, and Meditation really is the kinder & gentler & more comfortable way - that is...once you learn the right Tek, practice away the all the error, & get your sea legs. (See anapanasati & the Jhanas). The guy who takes a chopper to the top of the mountain isn’t always equipped for the ride down without one. But the guy who takes the trip up the mountain and down the mountain on his own has the experience necessary to deal with the top and the whole rest of the journey. Meditation, proper meditation, can absolutely eventually endow one with the skills & discernment necessary to see through any trip. Mark my words.
So anyways, Just like last nights dream or last weeks dream your difficult experience is now just a memory & in time that memory will fade to unreality. In other words, You’ll be okay man. I hope you are treating yourself to some juicy gentle kindness & patience right now. We all make mistakes - it’s natural - so don’t be too hard on yourself. Stretch out your heart & mind real big and give yourself a hug. Consider the aforementioned mistake as a feature of human nature/condition.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] 1
#26971527 - 10/06/20 03:00 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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morrowasted said: I got drunk last Thursday for the first time in probably 2 months. I mean real drunk. Around 7pm I compulsively and idiotically took 3 blotters of acid. Until 10pm things seemed to be okay. All of a sudden it took a turn for the worst. I suddenly felt an inexplicable terror and loneliness... not about anything in particular, just like an existential terror. I had this physical sensation in my neck that made me think I was having a stroke. I was crying uncontrollably. Nothing I did helped- deep breathing, popping magnesium and beta blockers, putting on music and just trying to relax. Additionally, the stuff hit me way harder than 3 tabs usually does- my entire visual field was just melting into an undiscernible mess. I couldn't get out of bed because I could barely see anything real. It felt like it was never going to end. I finally called my girlfriend at 3am and, angel that she is, she stayed on the phone with me for 10 hours even though I could barely say anything... I was just crying and saying the same things over and over, "I love you," "you're so good," "I feel like I'm stuck this way." She was terrified too, she thought maybe it wasn't acid, but it definitely was. The trip lasted 20+ hours, and the whole next day I felt shell-shocked. Totally emotionally drained. It wasn't until Sunday that I felt totally normal again.
IDK if it was circumstantial or if somehow the blotters were way dosed way too high or what. It was my first and only time with these blotters, which are black/grey and just have eyes on them, but my friend took 2 of them the same day (not with me) and he said they seemed like fairly standard 100ug blotters... but somehow, something was different or me. I've taken acid probably 250 times over the last 15 years and never had this happen. I've had some anxiety and physical discomfort, but nothing close to this. It was easily in the top 3 worst experiences of my life. I have a feeling that I won't be taking any more for a long time.
In the words of Sam Harris, "Meditation is like gently raising a sail. Psychedelics are like strapping yourself to a rocketship without a guidance system."
Morrowasted, you have an intensive job and you've been through a whole lot of bad shit occupationally wit COVID and with the foreboding of what is to come.
Psychedelics can make themselves as intense as they need to be if something needs out psychologically, then 1 blotter can hit you like a tenstrip.
That you had a way stronger reaction shows that something NEEDED OUT.|
What needed out is a ten hour catharsis of emotion, wave after wave after wave, rain wind and thunder until the thunderstorm was rained out.
You needed a catharsis, a release, and the LSD provided it.
I hope in the coming period you'll feel stronger than before, that the cloud indeed has rained out.
I see nothing out of the ordinary here, including the higher intensity and longer duration.
Something needed off your chest and the LSD just Vicks VapoRubbed it in.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26971580 - 10/06/20 05:00 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Bad trips are so humbling
Just when you think you got it all figured out
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Tripsurfer]
#26971606 - 10/06/20 05:43 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear about your trip morrowasted.
Sad to say man, but the reality is that this sort of thing happens. It's also why it's a good idea to have some emergency benzos stashed, even if you never use them normally.
I've had a couple of horror trips, been put off tripping for years and been made humble and a scrambled. I assure you that things do get better, it doesn't always stay so hard. The shock, trauma and confusion does wear off. It takes a little while, but with each passing season you'll feel better and better and next thing you know you'll be a-okay again.
Chin up man, just take it in your stride. Live life and love it, care for your body and your mind will follow.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted] 2
#26971673 - 10/06/20 07:47 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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If I'm gonna mix alcohol with psychedelics, I gotta take the psychs first. If already drunk, it's gonna be a bad time.
I tried smoking some DMT one time while wasted. Projectile vomiting all over the bathroom while blasting through hyperspace was not a good time. It was bad. Even got some on the ceiling for christ's sake.
Also a good rule of thumb, always test out new tabs with a single dose, work your way up.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26971683 - 10/06/20 07:55 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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This is a special community with such beautiful words and support from everyone who posted, hope you're doing ok now morrowasted.
If only there's something we can take that will immediately end a bad trip... doesn't anything like that exist?
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Warrk] 1
#26971738 - 10/06/20 08:49 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Wrestler, typically i do take a test dose. It was just a drunken, idiotic, impulsive decision.
Warrk, I imagine many IV sedatives would do the trick
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26972000 - 10/06/20 11:45 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Been there. Problem with dosing when you're already fully drunk is one feels a lot more brave, thus the significant increasing of the dose that one would most likely not do otherwise. It seems like a good idea...until you feel the train of that heavy dose rumbling its way close to you and there's nothing you can do to stop it.
And then you got hours of likely nightmarish experience and catatonic despair in front of you.
This past Sunday I had a really rough ride myself. I had a trip planned for Sunday but found myself quite hungover on Sunday morning. I knew I should have cancelled the idea, and almost did -- but then I started feeling a little better and ate a blotter and a half anyway. After the trip kicked in I had my first cigarette and felt extremely uncomfortable, and had this overwhelming urge to just lay down. I ended up laying down on the floor for most of the trip binge watching Fargo. I was nauseous -- not quite nauseous enough to go throw up but nauseous enough to have to lie down and be quite uncomfortable for most of the experience.
In short it was pretty much a waste of a blotter and a half.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Niffla]
#26972020 - 10/06/20 11:56 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anyway sorry you had a rough ride, morrow.
Good news is it's behind you now.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Warrk] 1
#26972145 - 10/06/20 12:51 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Warrk said: This is a special community with such beautiful words and support from everyone who posted, hope you're doing ok now morrowasted.
If only there's something we can take that will immediately end a bad trip... doesn't anything like that exist?
It's currently being developed by a Canadian company to be used for LSD-guided therapy that goes off the rails...
LSD neutralizer
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Niffla] 1
#26972198 - 10/06/20 01:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Niffla said: Been there.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: pslyke]
#26972210 - 10/06/20 01:36 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't do acid anymore, it's straight cacti or shrooms and thats definitely a differnt body prep for me than acid. With acid I noticed it's potential to drain your energy if overstrain occures. So about 4hrs before acid I ate, but not like the buffet, something chill on the stomach but packed some protien and whenever I had that meal before my acid trip, during it I would feel like kratos.
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#26972236 - 10/06/20 01:57 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Warrk said: This is a special community with such beautiful words and support from everyone who posted, hope you're doing ok now morrowasted.
If only there's something we can take that will immediately end a bad trip... doesn't anything like that exist?
Fast acting benzos are pretty good trip killers
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#26972265 - 10/06/20 02:13 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I ate am 1/8 of shrooms after running out booze about a month ago, I don't remember much of it but I was on the floor for part of it, it wasn't negative, but I felt like I didn't fully appreciate the trip. I find booze numbs the psychedelic experience. I have smoked DMT while drunk a few times and I quite liked it, I don't know about signing up for a full length LSD trip while drunk though.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Grungeman17]
#26972268 - 10/06/20 02:14 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Grungeman17 said: I don't do acid anymore, it's straight cacti or shrooms and thats definitely a differnt body prep for me than acid. With acid I noticed it's potential to drain your energy if overstrain occures.
Same. I could happily never do acid again.
Now shrooms or cactus, on the other hand, I would be extremely cut up about if I could never find them again....
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26972286 - 10/06/20 02:25 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Whoa dude!
Yeah, that is a dangerous combo, taking Acid from a batch you have not tried AND being drunk at the same time. Yikes! Scary combo my friend.
I once helped out a young lady who was having a bad trip on just one hit. It was her first time too. That was an uncomfortable experience that I do not wanna see someone go thru again....
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26972481 - 10/06/20 04:27 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Morowasted, if you don't have an offline paper copy, download the book LSD PSYCHOTHERAPY by Stanislav Grof and read it.
It will help you make sense of LSD and the cartography of inner space, as experienced on high doses of pasychedelics or disscoiatives.
I can vouch for that I observed the same phenomena and mind map, across my 30 years of entheogens use.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Asante]
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Thanks for the tip
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26972701 - 10/06/20 06:26 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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That book helped me a LOT to make sense oif whats going on during trips, its priceless and based on the life work of a psychiatrist who cured hundreds of people with doses of 250-500mcg of LSD, lying down with music on headphones, fully immersed.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26972812 - 10/06/20 07:32 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Perhaps dont drink ever again. Its really simple to just not drink the shit. Its the crappiest drug we have. I think once you rewrite in your mental programming that alchohol is pure poison that leads to only bad times, you dont it in any way ever crave or care to experiment with it again
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: trees]
#26972823 - 10/06/20 07:39 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I tried that recently.
Only problem is, I made the age old mistake of trading one vice for another.
I was better off drinking, methinks.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
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I know alchohol works diffrerently on different brains, and ive only ever experienced alchohol on my own brain, so i have no idea what to advise probably. Have you ever tried becoming solely an unrestricted pot head? Avoiding all other substances?
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: trees]
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At my absolute best, I was smoking a couple of joints a day, drinking a few beers on a Saturday, and tripping about once a month.
That was before my life all went to shit when I was a happily married man with a home and a future who knew not the bleak, hopeless despair of depression.
I've been trying to put Humpty-Dumpty back together again ever since, and, whilst I've had periods of doing pretty damn well, it's like something in my brain got rewired wrong.
Knowing what it is to use drugs to escape the pain of existence is something I never knew before that time - nor knew I the pain of existence - and now it often feels like an uphill struggle just to maintain.
Life's a trip, aint it?
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
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Yeh been there. Drunk and eat a bag of mushrooms and instantly become sober. no bueno.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Gorlax] 1
#26973029 - 10/06/20 10:41 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Jokeshopbeard said: At my absolute best, I was smoking a couple of joints a day, drinking a few beers on a Saturday, and tripping about once a month.
That was before my life all went to shit when I was a happily married man with a home and a future who knew not the bleak, hopeless despair of depression.
I've been trying to put Humpty-Dumpty back together again ever since, and, whilst I've had periods of doing pretty damn well, it's like something in my brain got rewired wrong.
Knowing what it is to use drugs to escape the pain of existence is something I never knew before that time - nor knew I the pain of existence - and now it often feels like an uphill struggle just to maintain.
Life's a trip, aint it?
Its got to be the unchanging work grind life that is killing you man. That lack of freedom wracks havoc on the sense of peace. Its that loc. flag on your avatar. In a different setting youd probably never post anything like that
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: trees]
#26973041 - 10/06/20 11:04 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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LOL, you know I actually think you're spot on with that analysis? Never have I before had a job, or lived in a place, which so cripples my soul.
Still, my dreams come clearer and closer each day that passes, and so I continue to traverse purgatory to achieve them.
Oddly enough, I knew this would be my destiny before I could achieve the life of my dreams.
I knew I would have to prove myself worthy of what I aspire to.
By confronting my own personal hell.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26973103 - 10/07/20 01:35 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I would guess that the comedown from booze (assuming you quit drinking or slowed down after taking acid) zapped your energy, which was the wrong time for you to be coming up on acid.
I know after a day of good drinking if I sober up and stay awake I feel like emotional shit. Takes nearly a full day and good nights rest to get past it.
Glad youre back man! Youre gonna be ok (obviously ;p)
-------------------- notapillow said: "you are going about this endeavor all wrong. clear your mind of useless fear and concern. buy the ticket, take the ride, and all that.... " ChrisWho said: "It's all about the journey, not the destination."
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Asante]
#26973254 - 10/07/20 05:19 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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with doses of 250-500mcg of LSD
He's not messing around this guy
-------------------- Ach en wee ben ik de klos, met mijn boog schoot ik een albatros... A philosopher is a person who knows less and less about more and more, until he knows nothing about everything.

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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: trees]
#26978103 - 10/10/20 08:01 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Edited by Double (01/28/24 02:37 PM)
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Double]
#26978109 - 10/10/20 08:07 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I feel you there, bro. When I got laid off, My taste for alcohol went away immediately. Job stress was my main reason for wanting to drink. I also have never found a job that I didn't hate except for the few years that I had a successful ebay store.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Baby_Hitler]
#26978133 - 10/10/20 08:24 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks for sharing mate. It feels good to know that Im not alone, i appreciate you
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: Double]
#26979345 - 10/11/20 12:40 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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It makes sense that alcohol being a depressant can cause unpleasant trips. I read somewhere on here about having a few squares of dark chocolate before tripping to avoid the anxiety, troublesome thoughts etc. It worked for me.
I don't drink anymore these days, been a few years since I had a drink and I don't miss it.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: morrowasted]
#26979424 - 10/11/20 03:24 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm really glad everybody has been chiming in with some solid input in this thread. I think we've all been there with LSD at one time or another. It's good to talk about it and acknowledge it and that it happens.
I've also had the experience of 150ug feeling like 200, or 200 feeling like 300+, or sometimes 200 feeling more like 150. It just happens that way sometimes, not sure why.
Anyway, I'm sorry you had to go through that, and glad you're okay. LSD can really force you to respect it sometimes. I've been there myself more than once. I wish it was always sunshine and roses like it is sometimes, but I'd say I probably have an equal number of good and bad trips from it, overall, and everything inbetween.
But when it's bad, it's really bad. The fear can be intense, and nothing calms it. With me, it's normally that I'm afraid my body won't be able to take it and I'll have a heart attack, that kind of thing. That I'll die somehow. Or I'll just be irrationally intensely afraid, and that'll lead to fears of dying. And no matter what I do, nothing seems to help. Well, almost nothing, if I lay in bed and listen to calming music, sometimes that can make me feel a little better, or if I watch a movie, but all through the background is this intense overpowering fear that never really goes away. I wish we understood more about what causes that kind of thing.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week [Re: nooneman]
#26979441 - 10/11/20 03:56 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think the last five trips I took were all dificult experiences. Got me over the whole psychedelics thing.
Only ever had one true bad trip where I was convinced I fucked myself up permanently, lasted for 3 days too. I think I took upwards of 600 to 800 mics within a couple hours as I lost track of time and forgot if I had re-dosed  Epic Mayan calendars
After that I have had numerous unpleasant trips and a lot of good ones too. An unpleasant trip isnt necesarrily a bad trip imho But its gets old real quick if you come up and you already know "Its happening again fml"
-------------------- Ach en wee ben ik de klos, met mijn boog schoot ik een albatros... A philosopher is a person who knows less and less about more and more, until he knows nothing about everything.

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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week *DELETED* [Re: morrowasted]
#26979874 - 10/11/20 11:34 AM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Why did you delete the OP?
EDIT: a sad world we still live in
-------------------- Ach en wee ben ik de klos, met mijn boog schoot ik een albatros... A philosopher is a person who knows less and less about more and more, until he knows nothing about everything.

Edited by Tripsurfer (10/11/20 12:30 PM)
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week *DELETED* [Re: Tripsurfer]
#26979935 - 10/11/20 12:19 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Because he is scared.
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Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Psalm 12:6 The words of the Lord are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times. Hebrews 11:3 Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear. Revelation 3:11 Behold, I come quickly: hold that fast which thou hast, that no man take thy crown.
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Re: Worst acid trip of my life last week *DELETED* [Re: Shiithead]
#26979945 - 10/11/20 12:30 PM (3 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yea I learned my lesson last summer, was really grinding away hard with school and shit, my friend wanted to get wasted, we drink 10 beers and he was like dude let's trip now!
Take 2 tabs, last thing I remember was yelling chants in my house like a dipshit thinking it was funny, and I told him I found this bayonet in my closet my grandfather left me that was from WW1. I walk downstairs with this big ass bayonet so fucked up and he was like bro put that thing AWAY.
Wake up in my bed. I was like holy fuck... could've fallen down the steps with a motherfuckin bayonet, total retard mode. I actually had to search the house to find the thing but I somehow put it back in its place and everything. Booze and psychedelics DO NOT MIX.
Edited by PreparationH (10/11/20 12:33 PM)
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